Chapter 74
"I..." I hesitated, looking at Chen Chunlei in front of me, suddenly felt so empty, as if someone had taken a large piece of flesh and blood from my heart, I was at a loss, and I didn't even know what was going on behind How to continue on the road.
Will Zuo Zongting and I really go on like this forever?
Tears overflowed her eyes at some point, and Chen Chunlei's eyes were full of distress.
"Zhong Yu, what's wrong with you, don't scare me."
As if I had grasped the last straw, I firmly grasped Chen Chunlei's hand.
"Sister Chunlei, I just want a family! From the beginning to the end, I just want to start a family with the person I love, but why——this matter is so difficult!"
I helplessly covered my face with one hand, but those tears didn't save my face at all, and fell down through my fingers like money.
Chen Chunlei started to comfort me in a panic.
"Zhong Yu, what's wrong with you, don't cry, tell my sister what happened, don't cry all the time..."
After clearing up my emotions, I told Chen Chunlei what happened between me and Zuo Zongting in the past few days.
Chen Chunlei was also full of disbelief.
"Before I said that Zuo Zongting could not have no feelings for you, but who would have thought that you would have to go through such twists and turns to know your heart? Cope with it, but it's not the most difficult thing to deal with, what you have to face now may be Michelle's father obstructing you, have you heard of this person, Mi Yueting from the Mi Group."
I don't know anything about the affairs of City A, how would I know who Mi Yueting is.
I shook my head at Chen Chunlei.
"Hey, I knew you definitely didn't know, but it doesn't matter, as long as you know that this person is very powerful and domineering, and that this person is very cunning, otherwise, he wouldn't be one of the best in the upper class of City A." Don't look at Michelle's status, don't look at her, she is usually quiet, but her background is hard. Haven't you seen how you are reported in the newspapers and news now? They say you are inserting Michelle and Zuo Zong The mistress among Ting."
Hearing the word Xiaosan, I was a little dazed.
I feel that this word has nothing to do with me, but this world is so strange, because Zuo Zongting and I were secretly married before, and no one knew that I was Zuo Zongting's original wife, but now my appearance caused Michelle The marriage contract with Zuo Zongting can't go on. In the eyes of those who don't know me, am I just a complete mistress?
"I know about the relationship between you and Zuo Zongting, and so do the people in our clinic, but the outsiders don't know about the marriage between you and Zuo Zongting. In the eyes of outsiders, you are A mistress inserted between Zuo Zongting and Michelle, you don't know how the media in City A have exaggerated the marriage between Michelle and Zuo Zongting, saying that it is the combination of a prince and a princess, And now you are a mistress inserted into the perfect marriage contract between them, it can be said to be criticized by thousands of people."
My eyes dimmed.
But Chen Chunlei changed the subject.
"Although the road ahead between you and Zuo Zongting is not so easy, I can see that since Zuo Zongting has discovered his sincerity, then you should cherish this hard-won relationship between you, I know, Although you don't say it, you still love Zuo Zongting."
Listening to Chen Chunlei's words, I looked at her a little moved.
She reached out and stroked my hair, and said, "Little girl, your life is hard enough, but sister, I plan to give you a hand. You don't know the virtues of my family. When I have time, I will take you to meet my grandpa." , asked my grandfather to accept you as a goddaughter, so that you can be regarded as having a relatively strong background, even if someone plans to move you again, it still needs to be considered."
I looked at Chen Chunlei unexpectedly.
"Sister Chunlei, it really doesn't have to be like this..."
Chen Chunlei waved at me domineeringly.
"This matter is settled like this. If you really regard me as your sister, then you will be obedient."
"But……"
I don't know Chen Chunlei very well, I only know that Chen Chunlei's background cannot be underestimated in City A, but I don't have a deep understanding of how big it is.
And at such a moment, Chen Chunlei was able to say such a thing to me, which shows that she really regards me as a friend.
And a rare true friend.
Chen Chunlei came in a hurry and left in a hurry.
Before leaving, she granted me a vacation and asked me to rest at home for a while.
I don't know what Chen Chunlei's intention is. Now I'm already a rat crossing the street and everyone shouts and beats me. If I go out rashly again, I will definitely become the target of public criticism.
But staying in the villa, my heart did not calm down for a moment.
It was as if a big fire was burning in my heart, and this blazing fire burned away all my calmness and rationality.
I don't know what to do about the harm that those news have done to me.
I have been an ordinary citizen for more than [-] years in An Ansheng, and suddenly I became a celebrity in City A because of my entanglements with Zuo Zongting and Mi Xue.I feel like I can't breathe.
It seemed that even his own personal space was completely crushed by these news.
I've never felt like time passed so slowly.
I don't know what to do to fill the void inside.
My fingers kept swiping back and forth on the phone screen, but I didn't know what I was looking for.
I hesitated several times with my fingers and dialed Zuo Zongting's cell phone number, but I still didn't dial this number in the end.
In addition, I just came back from Kami Island, and I was exhausted by the boat and the jet lag. I fell down on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep amidst my entanglements.
Even when I fell asleep, there was not a moment of peace in my dreams.
In this grotesque world, many people pointed at me.
"Look, that person is the mistress inserted between Zuo Zongting and Mi Xue, look at her honor, how is she better than Mi Xue, why Zuo Zongting fell in love with her blindly!"
"Do you think this person is actually familiar? Ah, it seems that my psychotherapy was done with this woman. I really should have inquired about the doctor's character in the first place!"
"Bah! Vixen! Get away from Zuo Zongting quickly, it's only because of you, a rat droppings, that the whole pot of porridge will be messed up!"
Countless people were accusing me, and I bent down with my head in my hands.
Suddenly, the sound of heavy footsteps approached from far and near.
"Zhong Yu—"
It was Zuo Zongting's voice!
I looked up in surprise.
But it was Zuo Zongting's restrained eyes and tight lips that caught his eyes.
"let's break up--"
"Do not--"
The heart is falling rapidly, and the body seems to be falling downwards uncontrollably...
I was startled and sat up suddenly from the sofa.
When I got up, I realized that it was just a dream.
I was already covered in cold sweat from the tense muscles.
Those losses are still rooted in the bottom of my heart, full of emptiness.
Dejectedly, I covered my cheeks with both hands, and the palms of my hands felt cold.
Looking out of the window again, at some point, it was already dusk outside.
But Zuo Zongting has not come back yet.
Is he still haunted by those corporate things?
Because I didn't know anything about Zuo's Group, and because I was worried, my heart tightened tightly.
With a bang, the phone fell to the floor crisply, and I was taken aback.
I hurriedly bent down and picked up the phone.
There was no light in the room, and the room was pitch black, so I got up and turned on the light switch.
The lights were on, but my mood didn't get any better.
At this moment, I really want to make a call to Zuo Zongting.
It's been this time, and Zuo Zongting hasn't come back yet. Is the situation of Zuo's group very critical?
The anxiety in my heart became one at this moment.
After much deliberation, it's not a solution to always worry here, so I called Zuo Zongting with anxiety.
The beeping sound came, and I found that my heart was already too tense.
At this moment, countless possibilities popped up in my mind.
Will Zuo Zongting not answer my call?
Will Zuo Zongting become less sure about our relationship because of the difficulties Zuo's Group encountered?
Fortunately, Zuo Zongting over there answered the phone very quickly.
After a few beeps, Zuo Zongting picked up the phone.
"Hey... Sorry, I'm too busy here, I almost forgot about you, how are you doing now?"
Hearing Zuo Zongting's words, the raging worries and discomforts in my heart seemed to disappear in an instant.
I let out a long breath.
"Zuo Zongting, how's the situation over there, I..." My voice paused, "I saw the news."
Heavy breathing suddenly came from the phone.
Although I couldn't see Zuo Zongting's expression, I could feel the deep watery atmosphere.
The heart began to tighten unconsciously again.
"I'm sorry—" the drawn-out ending sound vividly expressed Zuo Zongting's deep apology.
"You shouldn't have to bear these things, but they were forced on you. If I had known my feelings for you earlier, you wouldn't have to suffer like this..."
"Don't say that. It's right for me to say this. These rumors really can't hurt me. Zuo Zongting, you have to believe me. No matter what kind of hardships I have to face, as long as you are sure of your feelings for me, no I plan to not want me, and I will definitely not let go, Zuo Zongting..." I bit my lip, heard Zuo Zongting's breathing on the phone, and said seriously: "Zuo Zongting, I love you— —”
Zuo Zongting's breathing became heavier.
I don't know what kind of mood Zuo Zongting is now, facing a pile of mess, I believe he is already devastated, but I don't want Zuo Zongting to give up so soon, this is what I have been looking forward to for five years. I don't want to hastily end the relationship that came to me before it even started.
Even if it is really about to end, I hope that the result will come a little slower, and a little slower.
I hope my words can give Zuo Zongting a little confidence to persevere.
Zuo Zongting's voice came in a low voice.
"Silly girl, I'll come and see you at night."
Then Zuo Zongting said some trivial things. I was afraid that I would disturb Zuo Zongting's business, and he would hang up soon.
The moment I hung up the phone, Zuo Zongting over there suddenly called me to stop.
"Wait a moment--"
"What's the matter?" At this moment, I suddenly wanted to cry. I really wanted to go back to Zuo Zongting's side. Even if I just took a look at Zuo Zongting, it would be better than staying alone in this villa and thinking wildly.
"kiss Me."
As his words fell, the haze in my heart dissipated in an instant.
The tears that had been held back for a long time finally fell from the eye sockets.
"it is good--"
(End of this chapter)
"I..." I hesitated, looking at Chen Chunlei in front of me, suddenly felt so empty, as if someone had taken a large piece of flesh and blood from my heart, I was at a loss, and I didn't even know what was going on behind How to continue on the road.
Will Zuo Zongting and I really go on like this forever?
Tears overflowed her eyes at some point, and Chen Chunlei's eyes were full of distress.
"Zhong Yu, what's wrong with you, don't scare me."
As if I had grasped the last straw, I firmly grasped Chen Chunlei's hand.
"Sister Chunlei, I just want a family! From the beginning to the end, I just want to start a family with the person I love, but why——this matter is so difficult!"
I helplessly covered my face with one hand, but those tears didn't save my face at all, and fell down through my fingers like money.
Chen Chunlei started to comfort me in a panic.
"Zhong Yu, what's wrong with you, don't cry, tell my sister what happened, don't cry all the time..."
After clearing up my emotions, I told Chen Chunlei what happened between me and Zuo Zongting in the past few days.
Chen Chunlei was also full of disbelief.
"Before I said that Zuo Zongting could not have no feelings for you, but who would have thought that you would have to go through such twists and turns to know your heart? Cope with it, but it's not the most difficult thing to deal with, what you have to face now may be Michelle's father obstructing you, have you heard of this person, Mi Yueting from the Mi Group."
I don't know anything about the affairs of City A, how would I know who Mi Yueting is.
I shook my head at Chen Chunlei.
"Hey, I knew you definitely didn't know, but it doesn't matter, as long as you know that this person is very powerful and domineering, and that this person is very cunning, otherwise, he wouldn't be one of the best in the upper class of City A." Don't look at Michelle's status, don't look at her, she is usually quiet, but her background is hard. Haven't you seen how you are reported in the newspapers and news now? They say you are inserting Michelle and Zuo Zong The mistress among Ting."
Hearing the word Xiaosan, I was a little dazed.
I feel that this word has nothing to do with me, but this world is so strange, because Zuo Zongting and I were secretly married before, and no one knew that I was Zuo Zongting's original wife, but now my appearance caused Michelle The marriage contract with Zuo Zongting can't go on. In the eyes of those who don't know me, am I just a complete mistress?
"I know about the relationship between you and Zuo Zongting, and so do the people in our clinic, but the outsiders don't know about the marriage between you and Zuo Zongting. In the eyes of outsiders, you are A mistress inserted between Zuo Zongting and Michelle, you don't know how the media in City A have exaggerated the marriage between Michelle and Zuo Zongting, saying that it is the combination of a prince and a princess, And now you are a mistress inserted into the perfect marriage contract between them, it can be said to be criticized by thousands of people."
My eyes dimmed.
But Chen Chunlei changed the subject.
"Although the road ahead between you and Zuo Zongting is not so easy, I can see that since Zuo Zongting has discovered his sincerity, then you should cherish this hard-won relationship between you, I know, Although you don't say it, you still love Zuo Zongting."
Listening to Chen Chunlei's words, I looked at her a little moved.
She reached out and stroked my hair, and said, "Little girl, your life is hard enough, but sister, I plan to give you a hand. You don't know the virtues of my family. When I have time, I will take you to meet my grandpa." , asked my grandfather to accept you as a goddaughter, so that you can be regarded as having a relatively strong background, even if someone plans to move you again, it still needs to be considered."
I looked at Chen Chunlei unexpectedly.
"Sister Chunlei, it really doesn't have to be like this..."
Chen Chunlei waved at me domineeringly.
"This matter is settled like this. If you really regard me as your sister, then you will be obedient."
"But……"
I don't know Chen Chunlei very well, I only know that Chen Chunlei's background cannot be underestimated in City A, but I don't have a deep understanding of how big it is.
And at such a moment, Chen Chunlei was able to say such a thing to me, which shows that she really regards me as a friend.
And a rare true friend.
Chen Chunlei came in a hurry and left in a hurry.
Before leaving, she granted me a vacation and asked me to rest at home for a while.
I don't know what Chen Chunlei's intention is. Now I'm already a rat crossing the street and everyone shouts and beats me. If I go out rashly again, I will definitely become the target of public criticism.
But staying in the villa, my heart did not calm down for a moment.
It was as if a big fire was burning in my heart, and this blazing fire burned away all my calmness and rationality.
I don't know what to do about the harm that those news have done to me.
I have been an ordinary citizen for more than [-] years in An Ansheng, and suddenly I became a celebrity in City A because of my entanglements with Zuo Zongting and Mi Xue.I feel like I can't breathe.
It seemed that even his own personal space was completely crushed by these news.
I've never felt like time passed so slowly.
I don't know what to do to fill the void inside.
My fingers kept swiping back and forth on the phone screen, but I didn't know what I was looking for.
I hesitated several times with my fingers and dialed Zuo Zongting's cell phone number, but I still didn't dial this number in the end.
In addition, I just came back from Kami Island, and I was exhausted by the boat and the jet lag. I fell down on the sofa and fell into a deep sleep amidst my entanglements.
Even when I fell asleep, there was not a moment of peace in my dreams.
In this grotesque world, many people pointed at me.
"Look, that person is the mistress inserted between Zuo Zongting and Mi Xue, look at her honor, how is she better than Mi Xue, why Zuo Zongting fell in love with her blindly!"
"Do you think this person is actually familiar? Ah, it seems that my psychotherapy was done with this woman. I really should have inquired about the doctor's character in the first place!"
"Bah! Vixen! Get away from Zuo Zongting quickly, it's only because of you, a rat droppings, that the whole pot of porridge will be messed up!"
Countless people were accusing me, and I bent down with my head in my hands.
Suddenly, the sound of heavy footsteps approached from far and near.
"Zhong Yu—"
It was Zuo Zongting's voice!
I looked up in surprise.
But it was Zuo Zongting's restrained eyes and tight lips that caught his eyes.
"let's break up--"
"Do not--"
The heart is falling rapidly, and the body seems to be falling downwards uncontrollably...
I was startled and sat up suddenly from the sofa.
When I got up, I realized that it was just a dream.
I was already covered in cold sweat from the tense muscles.
Those losses are still rooted in the bottom of my heart, full of emptiness.
Dejectedly, I covered my cheeks with both hands, and the palms of my hands felt cold.
Looking out of the window again, at some point, it was already dusk outside.
But Zuo Zongting has not come back yet.
Is he still haunted by those corporate things?
Because I didn't know anything about Zuo's Group, and because I was worried, my heart tightened tightly.
With a bang, the phone fell to the floor crisply, and I was taken aback.
I hurriedly bent down and picked up the phone.
There was no light in the room, and the room was pitch black, so I got up and turned on the light switch.
The lights were on, but my mood didn't get any better.
At this moment, I really want to make a call to Zuo Zongting.
It's been this time, and Zuo Zongting hasn't come back yet. Is the situation of Zuo's group very critical?
The anxiety in my heart became one at this moment.
After much deliberation, it's not a solution to always worry here, so I called Zuo Zongting with anxiety.
The beeping sound came, and I found that my heart was already too tense.
At this moment, countless possibilities popped up in my mind.
Will Zuo Zongting not answer my call?
Will Zuo Zongting become less sure about our relationship because of the difficulties Zuo's Group encountered?
Fortunately, Zuo Zongting over there answered the phone very quickly.
After a few beeps, Zuo Zongting picked up the phone.
"Hey... Sorry, I'm too busy here, I almost forgot about you, how are you doing now?"
Hearing Zuo Zongting's words, the raging worries and discomforts in my heart seemed to disappear in an instant.
I let out a long breath.
"Zuo Zongting, how's the situation over there, I..." My voice paused, "I saw the news."
Heavy breathing suddenly came from the phone.
Although I couldn't see Zuo Zongting's expression, I could feel the deep watery atmosphere.
The heart began to tighten unconsciously again.
"I'm sorry—" the drawn-out ending sound vividly expressed Zuo Zongting's deep apology.
"You shouldn't have to bear these things, but they were forced on you. If I had known my feelings for you earlier, you wouldn't have to suffer like this..."
"Don't say that. It's right for me to say this. These rumors really can't hurt me. Zuo Zongting, you have to believe me. No matter what kind of hardships I have to face, as long as you are sure of your feelings for me, no I plan to not want me, and I will definitely not let go, Zuo Zongting..." I bit my lip, heard Zuo Zongting's breathing on the phone, and said seriously: "Zuo Zongting, I love you— —”
Zuo Zongting's breathing became heavier.
I don't know what kind of mood Zuo Zongting is now, facing a pile of mess, I believe he is already devastated, but I don't want Zuo Zongting to give up so soon, this is what I have been looking forward to for five years. I don't want to hastily end the relationship that came to me before it even started.
Even if it is really about to end, I hope that the result will come a little slower, and a little slower.
I hope my words can give Zuo Zongting a little confidence to persevere.
Zuo Zongting's voice came in a low voice.
"Silly girl, I'll come and see you at night."
Then Zuo Zongting said some trivial things. I was afraid that I would disturb Zuo Zongting's business, and he would hang up soon.
The moment I hung up the phone, Zuo Zongting over there suddenly called me to stop.
"Wait a moment--"
"What's the matter?" At this moment, I suddenly wanted to cry. I really wanted to go back to Zuo Zongting's side. Even if I just took a look at Zuo Zongting, it would be better than staying alone in this villa and thinking wildly.
"kiss Me."
As his words fell, the haze in my heart dissipated in an instant.
The tears that had been held back for a long time finally fell from the eye sockets.
"it is good--"
(End of this chapter)
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