pungent peasant girl

Chapter 625 I'm Going Crazy

All the eunuchs and maids went down, and there were only the two of them left in the spacious and bright palace.

In this way, it was exactly the same as when he was still in Mingzhou City.

Thinking of these, Meng Qianyan secretly sighed in his heart, wondering if there is still a chance to live like that again in this life.

He is away, she is at home, and she waits for him to come back for dinner every day.

Simple days, warm and down-to-earth.

When she raised her head, Luo Ziyan was also in a daze.

"What are you thinking?" Meng Qianyan asked softly.

"I was thinking about the time when we first got married." Luo Ziyan had a faint smile on his lips, "I miss that time very much."

"Me too, but we have no chance to go back."

"There will be a chance."

"Maybe." Meng Qianyan smiled, "Let's eat first."

"Well, try this, I think it hasn't moved yet." Luo Ziyan said while putting the dishes into her bowl.

Meng Qianyan picked it up and chewed lightly, "It's quite delicious. You can eat it too."

"Okay."

Dinner for two was warm and peaceful.

But when Meng Qianyan felt full, she suddenly thought of another question.

Her curved eyebrows were slightly frowned, and she still seemed a little repelled.

"Come here." Luo Ziyan said, "Take these away, the queen and I are going to wash up and go to bed."

"Yes."

Su Cui took away the meal with someone and prepared hot water.

Coming out of the steamy bathtub, the maids on both sides wiped the water stains for her quickly. Her skin was tender and white, and there were still faint drops of water on her face, which also exuded the fragrance of roses.

Meng Qianyan sat down in front of the dressing table and looked at the palace servants on both sides.

"You all step back, it's fine for me to come by myself."

The palace man was used to it, and nodded in response.

Meng Qianyan looked at himself in the bronze mirror, as if he still had the same face five years ago.But there was something indescribable in his eyes.

Like timidity, but also like resentment.

Her eyebrows frowned even tighter, and another shadow slowly walked in front of her.

Luo Ziyan said softly, "Qianyan, let's go to sleep."

Meng Qianyan turned around and looked at him, his lips moved slightly, "Are you sleepy?"

"Of course, it's already very late." Luo Ziyan curled his lips, raised his arms to wrap her in his arms, "Come on, let me carry you to the bed."

His arms are as strong as before, his chest is as clear as before, and the faint fragrance of gardenia is the same as before.However, the moment he hugged her, Meng Qianyan only felt a thrill in his heart, she was so repelled, so repulsed by this kind of close contact.

Suddenly, the image of Hua Rumin kneeling on the ground and crying flashed in her mind.

Her skirt was open, revealing her snow-white skin, and she began to cry, shaking her shoulders.

Luo Ziyan put her on the bed, and she suddenly rolled over to the innermost side of the bed, with her back against the wall behind her.

She blurred her eyes, "Here, I'm so sleepy."

"Are you sleepy?" Luo Ziyan also lay down, raised his hand, and put down the heavy curtain. He turned over and faced her face.

He raised his finger to touch her cheek.

She felt the touch, and her body stiffened inexplicably.

"What's wrong?" Luo Ziyan asked.

"I, I'm just sleepy." She narrowed her eyes slowly and said, in fact, her mind was exceptionally clear.

"Can I go back to sleep later?" Luo Ziyan moved his body, getting closer to her, and his breathing became quicker. She rushed to touch the warmth on her forehead, which was the lips she was most familiar with.

However, did this lip touch someone else that night?

Like kissing her, he also kissed Hua Rumin.

Thinking of this, Meng Qianyan raised his head subconsciously and broke away from his kiss, "No."

At that moment, Luo Ziyan felt Meng Qianyan's rejection, because her voice was slightly trembling.

how could this be?

Luo Ziyan was really taken aback.

In the past, Meng Qianyan, no matter how she refused, her body has never been like this.

Meng Qianyan didn't want to face Luo Ziyan, and she didn't know how to face him.

So she buried her head in the quilt and closed her eyes on purpose, "I'm so tired and sleepy, I want to sleep first."

"Alright, you go to bed first." Luo Ziyan said softly, then sighed silently.

Qianyan was rejecting him.

He can feel it clearly.

After a short period of confusion, he gradually understood.

It was because that night, he was "secreted" by his mother and concubine. After drinking that kind of wine, he did something wrong. He broke his promise. From a certain point of view, it was a betrayal.

That's why Qianyan lived like this.

Because his body touched other people's bodies.

Luo Ziyan was extremely annoyed. He was always cautious, but he never thought that such a thing would happen.

He regretted it, but there was nothing he could do to change it.

Qian'an is different from many women, which he knew very well five years ago.Perhaps other women could easily accept her husband's three wives and four concubines, but for Qianyan, it was very difficult.

There are so many concubines in the harem, right under her nose, this process should be particularly painful for her.

He looked at her face with closed eyes, and he felt very distressed.

Her eyelashes were trembling slightly, maybe she wasn't sleeping at all.

"Qianyan, that's my fault, but I promise, there will be no next time." He said softly, and he knew she must have heard.

Yes, she is awake and she can hear clearly.

But she still didn't know how she should react.

Just let it go?

She wanted to, too, but she really couldn't seem to do it.

"Qianyan, forgive me." He said, and then he kissed her forehead again.

Shocked, she opened her eyes.

She sat up quickly.

She even looked at Luo Ziyan in horror.

Luo Ziyan also sat up, "I knew you weren't asleep."

"I can't sleep." Meng Qianyan replied frankly.

"Is it because of what happened last time?"

"Yes, because of that."

Luo Ziyan frowned deeply, and she could see that the pain in his eyes was real, and he said, "I'm sorry, it was my fault, but things have already happened, I hope you forgive me."

"I forgive you." Meng Qianyan said, "But my body is resisting, and I can't help it."

She hugged her head, "Do you know! When you touch me, my mind is full of pictures of you with other people! I don't know, when you are with Hua Rumin , is it the same as when I was with me! I think about this, I really hurt. I was okay when I started eating, I thought I could take it. But when you touch me, I really, really It seems that you feel the breath of other women on your body. When I think of this, I feel like I'm going crazy!"

(End of this chapter)