Transcendence only to be your princess

Chapter 139

Go away, make things easy, people be kind, like a child, we start over.

Shuo, I don't know if you will cry because of my leaving, but what I want to say is, when you are crying because of my leaving, look up at the sky that once belonged to us, The sky is still so blue, the white clouds are still so chic, don't cry, because my departure didn't take away your world.Maybe in a few days without me, you still live the same as before, but I still can't imagine how I will face you when we meet again if this is the case.

What makes me regret is that our happiness came and went so fast that it disappeared in front of me before I even grasped it.

It has been a long time since I left you. I thought that I would gradually fade you out of my heart as the days go by, but it is telling me now that I miss you very much.I think about you every day I don't see you, how about you? !Have you ever thought of me even once? !When I miss you, I feel lonely if you don't know.When I miss you, you know that I am thinking of you, and I already have comfort in my heart.When I miss you, if you also think about me, I will feel sweet.

The people here at Aunt Fubofu are very kind to me, and Xiao Douding is also very cute. Every time he asks me to take him out to play, I always fantasize that if we have a child we love in the future, we Will not be more happy?

In fact, regardless of pain or sweetness, they are all indispensable experiences in the journey of life. No matter whether the road is difficult, whether the sacrifice is happy, whether the mistakes are sinful or not, don’t forget that the scenery of life lies in this. If you don’t experience wind and rain, how can you see the rainbow.

Now I think of you every night, and the scene when we used to hold hands.Holding your hand, no matter where I am, I feel like I'm running towards heaven.

I always feel that I am naive, because I originally thought that as long as I hold you so tightly, I can live forever, but I didn't expect that the tighter I hold, the faster I lose.In fact, I don't want to be so clingy to you, but I can't help it, because I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing you, I'm afraid of facing the lonely world alone.I'm not that brave, even if you say I'm actually very strong inside.Yes, some things always have to be faced by yourself, others cannot help you, if you are not strong, who can be strong for you? !
So I just thought, live every day well.I love you so I allow myself to think about you every day.Sometimes, when I hear that someone is coming from the village, I always look forward to being you, and then you will tell me that you miss me, and you don't want to leave me... But, gradually, I am disappointed.You didn't come, you never came...

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At this time, Huangfu Shuo really felt that the scenes of the past and Xiyu were playing in his mind over and over again, as if everything was just yesterday, but when he looked back, he realized that it had been a long time ago...Qian Yange had already I was in tears.As she watched, intermittent scenes flashed in her mind, and she somewhat remembered that the person who wrote these diaries was really herself... Even if she thought it was unbelievable, the facts were vividly before her eyes!She really wanted to touch this man's face and wipe away the tears that filled his eyes.Men don't flick their tears easily, but they don't reach the sad place.To make such a proud person cry, he must be sad.Qian Yange wanted to go back to him immediately and tell him that she was here.Accompaniment means that whether you need it or not, I will always be there.But now, Qian Yange still doesn't know how she can return to him.

Qian Yange could clearly see that Huangfu Shuo's hand holding the paper was trembling slightly.exposed his psychology.Qian Yange thought that he would choose not to look at this place, because at this time a maid came to bring meals, that is to say, it was time to eat, but Huangfu Shuo just waved his hand, and the maid held The food was withdrawn.Then, he continued to turn the pages.

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Shimmer was ill, and seemed to be seriously ill.I asked Ou Huai what was wrong with him, but he just told me to come back to the capital first, and now it has been several days since Shuo came back, and Shuo still hasn’t woken up, the imperial doctor said he was poisoned, the poison was very deep, and he needed to use Tianshan Snow Lotus Treat him, but Lianchao didn't have it, but the neighboring country Zhouchao did.

I am also responsible for what he is like now.When he came to that small village to look for me at that time, I was actually very happy to see him, after all, it was something I had been looking forward to for a long time.Although I pretended that I was still angry, he still hugged me tightly.From that moment on, I knew he loved me, because love is when I put up my defenses, but you still hug me.

After asking Xiaoyu, I realized that Shuo was not doing well during the time he left.I heard from Xiaoyu that he would not let Ou Huai go out with him, and asked Ou Huai to lead a few teams to look for his whereabouts.Only then did I realize that leaving would not resolve the matter, but would actually harm some people.Sorry Shuo, I was wrong.Can you wake up soon?

I don't know how long the meteor can fly, is it worth pursuing; I don't know how long the cherry blossoms can bloom, is it worth waiting, but I know that my love for you will be as gorgeous as fireworks, as eternal as stars, and it is worth my life to maintain.

When I love you, I will reveal the whole world of my heart to you, and show you all the joys, sorrows and joys, only if I have no defense against you; if I love you, I will play with you a little temper, and stay away from you for no reason , but actually I just want to walk into your hot embrace and listen to your heartbeat.

Shuo, you know what?In fact, I want you to tell me something on your mind occasionally, whether you are happy or unhappy, I am willing to listen to it, or I don’t want you to bear it alone. So, even my share of you also bear...

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I heard from my concubine that all the people she sent to Zhou Dynasty failed and returned.That is to say, the difficulty of curing your illness has not been eased at all.So, I decided to go there by myself. No matter what, I have to get Tianshan Snow Lotus back. You have to wait for me, okay?

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Yesterday you woke up suddenly, I really felt like I was dreaming, but I think, as long as you wake up, then everything will be fine.But when I woke up this morning, no matter how much I pushed you, you didn't wake up. Only then did I realize that yesterday was really like a dream.I can't procrastinate any longer, I must hurry up and go to Zhouchao to help you find Tianshan Snow Lotus, I want you to live, live well, Huangfu Shuo, without my permission, you can't go anywhere!King Yan Luo dares to accept you, even if I chase you to the underworld, I will bring you back... So, remember to wait for me to come back.

(End of this chapter)