Transcendence only to be your princess

Chapter 142

Tears blurred the paper and also blurred Huangfu Shuo's vision.There is not much paper left in his hand, which means that Xiyu's days here are coming to an end...

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I haven't seen my parents for a long time, and I really miss them a little, so I decided to go back and meet them.In fact, I also know that they must be worried about me, because I left Lianchao without saying a word, and I didn't ask anyone to bring them a letter.
After returning home, I saw my parents, brother and sister, and a sister-in-law whom I had never met...

Life has made me sensible, and life has made my parents much older. Seeing the wrinkles on my mother's face and the white hair on my father's temples, I can't help but feel distressed. Seeing the two of them smile, it is so gratifying. Only then did I know they loved me so much.

The breeze blew by, although my father didn't say much, but I could understand his loving eyes.In my father's eyes, I understood a kind of broad family affection, a kind of broad mind like the river and sea, a kind of sublimated father's love.Father's love is always silent.Although father's love is not as delicate as mother's love, it is thicker than mother's love.When you carefully experience and comprehend that silence with a sincere heart, your life will surely gain more warmth and more happiness.What is contained in that silence is fervent encouragement, fierce encouragement and earnest expectation.

I made up my mind at that time, I will never do something like this again, otherwise, I am the one who is unrestrained, but there are still a group of people worrying about you behind you... Mom and Dad are sorry...

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Now he was on his way to the northwest, and because of Huangfu Shuo's presence, the originally boring life became more interesting.The masked man in black seemed to have come prepared, but in the end he fled.They hurt Shuo, I, Murong Xiyu, will definitely pay back ten times in the future, just wait!I'm not easy to mess with either.Don't mess with me, let alone the person I love, or I will let you die in a rhythmic way.

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After so many days, we finally arrived in the northwest.When I arrived, I went to inspect it with Shuo, and found that the situation mentioned in the memorial was not exaggerated at all, because the place is really too dry and lacks water. Because of the lack of water, the people here are all skinny. It's very dark...it reminds me of Africans...so Shuo and I decided that we must find a way to solve the problem as soon as possible, so that the people here can return to normal life.

I am writing this diary on the table not far from Shuo now, and I feel very satisfied and happy when I look up at his work occasionally. As long as I can stay in the same space with him, I feel happy; as long as Nestled in his thick chest, I will not be lonely.Shuo, if one day you and I both become stars in the sky, then I will not be the brightest one.I will choose a constellation closest to you, and silently accompany you until you fall.

I'm glad I have someone who understands me.Because having someone who understands you is the greatest happiness.This person may not be perfect, but he can understand you, walk into the depths of your heart, and understand everything in your heart.The person who understands you best will always be by your side, silently guarding you, and not letting you suffer any grievances.The person who really loves you will not say many words of love to you, but will do many things to love you.To love someone is to grow up with him in a long time and wither together in the last years of life.

Well, that's all for the time being, because the drought is the most important thing now...

It wasn’t long after I finished this sentence that I only wrote so much, I couldn’t help but practice my handwriting, because my handwriting is really ugly, although from before to now, I may have written a lot, so The font is actually a little bit better... I was really shocked when Shuo suddenly appeared behind me just now, I don't know how long he stood behind me and what he saw, because I was just now Practice the words 'Murong Xiyu loves Huangfu Shuo'!Oh, I'm ashamed... I hope he didn't see it... Otherwise, I really want to find a crack in the ground and sneak in, woo... But why didn't I hear the sound of him coming!Isn't he always sitting in a chair thinking about solutions to problems... Well, maybe I disturbed him when I was complaining just now... I'm so sorry.

This time I really stopped writing here, if I really start to think of a way...

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Huangfu Shuo had no more paper in his hands, that is to say, this diary was the last diary written by Xi Yu when he was here, and Huangfu Shuo tidied up the papers again and put them in the Put these diaries in the wooden box.Then he took out two pieces of paper from his arms and slowly spread them out, only to see the words 'Murong Xiyu loves Huangfushuo' on the first one, and opened the second one, 'Huangfushuo loves Murong Xiyu' in large characters It was reflected in the eyes of Qian Yange who hadn't left yet.

Qian Yange also followed Huangfu Shuo and completely became a tearful person after watching it.She didn't know why she was crying, or no matter what, she just wanted to cry hard at this moment.Gradually understand that the person you care about the most is often the one who makes you cry the most.

Huangfu Shuo put the two pieces of paper that he had always kept in his arms together into the wooden box, and then locked the box. The moment he locked it, he also locked his heart... If you can't get out, no one can get in.

If you want to ask him how he got these diaries, he can only say that he discovered them by chance. At that time, he received a secret order in the northwest, saying that his father asked him to come back, and then he came back out of no choice. , went to find the father, it turned out that he had a new task to do for himself, but at that time he was devastated by Yu'er's death, and then walked out of the Golden Palace without saying anything, when the father wanted to send someone to intercept When Xiao Chi said he would do it, he returned to Changshuo Garden like a string doll without a soul.He sat decadently on a chair and drank some wine, but then suddenly lost his temper, threw the wine glass away, and removed the memorial documents on the table with his hands. It was at that time that he found those written The densely packed paper, I picked it up out of curiosity, and found that it was Yuer's diary... Then I took a small wooden box and packed it like a treasure, but it was never locked.

This is not the case today. He locked it and closed his heart.If love had God's will, there wouldn't be a story more sad than sadness, which would stimulate my tear glands time and time again, and the coldness that would slide down my face, and your former voice and smile in my mind would intensify the feeling of loneliness.Yu'er, I've been waiting for you, always...

My heart is locked for you, except you, no one can get in, you are not by my side, I am really really lonely, although I am alive, but my soul has gone with you...Sometimes, alive It's more painful than dying, just like me now...

(End of this chapter)