The heart-wrenching wife of President Di Shao

Chapter 19

I had no choice but to leave the restaurant, not knowing where I should go, and went back to my mother's house.Then I was dragged by my mother to play mahjong.

However, my good luck did not last, and I lost more than 4000 yuan that night.

My mother is an old gambler, and she has seen a lot of winning and losing. Although she was not happy, she still comforted me and said that it was okay and that good luck would come back.

But for a few days in a row, my luck was gone. My mother saw that I was not good enough, so she went to the battle by herself and lost even more. Soon, all the money we won earlier was lost.

Betting on this kind of thing is addictive, especially if you have won before, you will think that you can win money. All the bad luck, you think it is only temporary, and you will definitely win it back as before.

The misfortune of my marriage put me in a state of collapse. The stimulation brought by the game effectively dispersed the pain in my heart, but it also made me deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate myself.

People who have never gambled will never understand what it is to lose red eyes.

Losing a red eye means that you keep losing, but you always want to make money, and the more you pull, the deeper you get stuck.Then you borrow money desperately from various sources where you can get money, and then immediately continue to gamble.

This was the state I used to despise my mother the most, but now I'm stuck in it too.I can't say that all of this is caused by old age, I am also responsible, but the failed marriage is definitely the lead to my downfall.

I lied that my child was sick and needed money urgently, and told the manager that I would borrow 5000 yuan for emergency. The manager is a man in his forties. From his eyes, I knew that she had always been interested in me. As soon as I heard that I wanted to borrow money, I immediately agreed. , directly gave me [-].

After get off work, I didn't even eat dinner, and went directly to the tea room where I lost again and again. After a few hours I came out from there, I had lost all 1 yuan.

This time I finally felt scared and realized that I was in a gambler's state.I said to my mother, I don't play mahjong anymore, I can't gamble anymore.

My mother said that if you don't fight, what will you do with the lost money?I said that I will make money slowly to pay back, but it is only 1 yuan, I will pay it back, at most it will take a few more months to pay back.

My mother said that she still has savings in private, or she can gamble again, as long as she loses a lot, the lost money can be won back quickly.I am very strange, saying that you have been losing all the time, where did you get the savings?She said mysteriously that she had her own way.

On the second day, my mother got 3 yuan, and said that if it is very lucky, I will definitely win back the money I lost before.First, she went up first, but she lost three games in a row, so she said that I should go up and try, and after I went up, I made a match.

I thought my luck was back, but when my mother and I walked out with nothing to lose, I finally couldn't bear it anymore.Crouched on the ground and cried.

I just won one day and lost two days back and forth like this.In my life, there is almost nothing I care about except playing mahjong.I look forward to getting off work every day, and then go straight to the mahjong room.A few times I lost it all, and my mother miraculously found money to let me continue to gamble. I just got back a little, but I lost it all again soon.

Just like this, the more I lost, the more I gambled, and the more I gambled, the more I lost. After more than two months, I lost nearly 20!
It was also at this time that my mother cried and told me that her so-called savings were usury loans that mortgaged real estate to others.Now the principal plus interest, we already owe more than 40 yuan, and the other party said that if we don't pay back the money, we will take the house back.

At this moment, I finally realized that I was really in a desperate situation.If you don't do it, you will die. As long as you dare to do it, you will definitely die.

I don't know whether to blame my mother or sympathize with her.Her explanation was that she saw that I was pitiful, so she wanted me to give it a go. If she had money, she would not worry about not being able to find a man.I didn't expect to beat me into it.

Murphy's Law says that if you worry about something happening, it's more likely to happen.My mother used the house to mortgage usury without telling my stepfather. Maybe it was really because of her love for me and wanted me not to live so wronged, or maybe it was because she wanted to get rich. In short, the matter developed to the most serious step.

There is no point in mother beating her chest and regretting.If the money is not paid now, my mother and stepfather will be kicked out, and the house left by my father will also change hands.

And I was the main culprit for all of this.I can't forgive myself.

"Xiao Nuan, why don't you two run away?" My mother looked at me dully.

"Where are you going? Will you solve the problem if you run away? If you run away, the house will belong to someone else. It's something my dad left behind. I must keep it." I said.

"Okay, it's been a while and you're still talking about your dead dad. He hasn't been seen for so many years. Maybe he has found another woman outside and has a lot of children and grandchildren. You still remember him. Forget about us. What's the point of mentioning him!"

What Mom said was right, it doesn't make any sense to talk about it now.

"If the house is confiscated, the big deal is that the stepfather will blame you. If we want the house not to be confiscated, why should we run away? My daughter is still in this city, I can't leave, I want to stay."

"Do you think you can still take care of your daughter in your current situation? I just wanted you to earn more money. Even if you were separated by that old bastard, at least you can still live well. Now it's all right, lose everything." What's the point of staying, and you still owe a large debt?"

"Then where are we going? To a place where no one knows us? We ran away, and the loan sharks are different and want to collect the house? I'll think of a way." I tried to calm myself down, although I was fine There is a way, but I know that running away is of no use at all.

"Why don't you call Xiaogang? After all, he is from my own family. Let's see if he can do anything."

The Xiaogang my mother mentioned was my younger brother Su Xiaogang.Anyway, I finished college with student loans, but he became a gangster before graduating from high school, and I heard that he has almost entered the palace.

No matter what happened, he never looked for us, and he also said that no matter what happened to us, don't look for him.

He is also a person who is already desperate for this family. If he is looking for him now, let alone he has no choice, even if there is a way, he probably won't bother.

But I have no objection to my mother calling him. He is my mother's own son. Strictly speaking, he also has a share in this house. He has the right to know the current situation.

But his phone number was empty. Later, he asked his former friend and said that he had changed the number. He didn't know how his mother was struggling, but he finally found Su Xiaogang's number. When he heard about the situation, he just said: Why don't you all die?
(End of this chapter)