Chapter 30 Daydreaming
This kind of gratitude cannot be described in words.But for some reason, I don't really want to owe him too much, because it makes me feel more and more humble in front of him.

"Although I don't say thank you for your kindness, all I can do is say thank you." I said with my head down.

"I heard from your mother that you are divorced? Are you single now?"

My heart skipped a beat, and I nodded like a ghost: "It's coming soon."

There is such a little expectation in my heart, but I also feel that that expectation is simply a daydream.

"Then why did you refuse to go out with me?" An Ming asked again.

"Isn't this coming out with you?" I answered irrelevantly.

"I didn't want to force you, but if you don't want to, I will let you out. We have known each other for a long time, and we haven't eaten together yet. Do you know how to drink?" he asked.

"Of course rich people can do whatever they want. Look at my mother, I wish you could take me away as soon as possible."

After I said this, I regretted it, and when I regretted it, my face turned red again.It's fine for people to make fun of me by saying such things, but it's really stupid for me to say it myself.

"I didn't expect your face to turn red easily. In fact, you should be about the same age as me. Why did you get married so early?" He asked.

I thought about it, trying to find a reason that could be explained clearly and sounded plausible. "He and I were born in the same year, the same month, and the same day. When I was introduced by someone, I felt that this kind of fate was too wonderful. Then I like a stable life. He is a civil servant. I think he can give me such a life, so I married. .”

I thought he would sneer at such a reason, but I didn't expect him to nod, "Well, most women yearn for a stable life. I can understand why the stable life was broken later on." ?”

I actually don't want to continue talking about this topic anymore, I don't want to recall my failed marriage and failed life in front of him.Saying this has no benefit other than making me more and more humble. At most, it will make him feel more pitiful for me. In fact, he has seen my poor appearance many times. I don’t need to say anything to make him feel more pitiful. I.

"Well, if you don't want to say it, I won't say it. I have never experienced marriage, so I can't really understand the state of mind of the people in the besieged city. But I think the first priority of a person's life is to be free, whether it is the body or Neither the soul nor the mind should be constrained too much, if marriage becomes a kind of shackle, which makes people feel depressed and wronged, then why stick to marriage.”

I am speechless.For a rich man like him, I am afraid that even if he has a marriage experience, he will not understand what marriage means for people like us who live in the bottom class.For most marriages, it is nothing more than two people living together as a partnership.It has almost nothing to do with love.

For me, when I chose to marry Chen Nian, it had nothing to do with love. He has a good family and a stable job, and he is also good to me. He can give me a stable and peaceful life. His main reason.

Life is flat after all, and marriage becomes even more flat in the ordinary life, even boring and full of conflicts.

"Don't think about it, let's go to the bar." An Ming reached out and patted my shoulder to wake me up from my distraction.

(End of this chapter)

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