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Chapter 182 Li Nan's Past

Secretary Wang, who was having a hard time accepting the reality, looked at her with wide eyes, unable to believe what was happening in front of her eyes. The lovely girl who smiled at her seemed to have disappeared.

Looking at Secretary Wang's expression, Li Nan seemed to have discovered what she was thinking, and there was an unknown expression on her face, and she didn't know what she was thinking about.

At this time, Secretary Wang didn't notice, because she suddenly fell into her own thoughts and recalled those beautiful memories with Li Nan.

If there is one time she remembers the most, it is the first time she felt the care from Li Nan after she caught a cold.

Because she had to step around at that time, Secretary Wang was always running around. Coupled with her irregular schedule, she eventually caught a cold.I thought it was just a trivial matter, and it would pass after a while.

But unexpectedly, the cold got worse and worse.

In the office that day, there were only Li Nan and Secretary Wang. Li Nan sat there looking down at the information collected by Secretary Wang, and didn't pay attention to her.

At this moment, Secretary Wang felt chills all over, dry mouth and dizziness, unable to think.

It happened to be a busy time at that time, and because she didn't want to delay Li Nan's affairs, Secretary Wang sat on the sofa and lay down for a while. She thought it would be good to take a rest.

It continued like this until Li Nan finished his work and was ready to rest.She suddenly found that Secretary Wang was lying motionless on the sofa, so she felt very curious and walked towards her slowly.

At this moment, Secretary Wang didn't notice that Li Nan was walking towards her, but just lay there quietly with a reddish face.

After walking in front of Secretary Wang, Li Nan slowly squatted down, frowning slightly.Secretary Wang is usually very conscientious, and this situation has never happened before.

Glancing at her somewhat abnormal face, Li Nan reached out and touched her forehead.

As a result, the instant heat from her palm made Li Nan understand that she must have a fever.After waking up Secretary Wang, Li Nan asked, "Are you sick? It must be a fever because your forehead is so hot."

After being shaken awake by Li Nan, Secretary Wang slowly sat up from the sofa, looked at Li Nan in front of him in a trance, and said hesitantly, "I'm afraid I have a cold."

After saying this, she sneezed. Li Nan's brows furrowed deeper and deeper. Hearing her voice started to sound strange, she stood up and walked to her desk. She opened the drawer and searched for antipyretics and cold medicines. .

Because she was always sick in the past, Secretary Wang always prepared some medicine in the drawer of the office for emergencies, and this time it happened to be for her to use for herself.

Hearing the rustling sound over there, Secretary Wang watched Li Nan's movements while holding on to his drowsiness. He was suddenly a little surprised, and even his eyes began to slacken.

There was a sense of happiness overflowing from her chest that was about to engulf her.She never thought that Li Nan, who always had a calm face and rarely smiled, would choose to take care of herself when she was sick.

At this time, Li Nan walked towards her with a glass of water and medicine, and pulled Secretary Wang who was in a daze back from his thoughts and said, "Hurry up and take the medicine."

Secretary Wang still didn't react, and looked up at Li Nan in front of him.Seeing her dumbfounded look, Li Nan simply stuffed the medicine into her hand and put the water beside her hand.

"Thank you." The shocked Secretary Wang could only use these three words to express his feelings at the moment.

After Li Nan handed her the medicine, she turned around and sorted out her documents without saying anything.

Perhaps it was from that day that I valued this duplicity person so much.

How could the person in front of me who went to get medicine and drink water for his own body be someone who was said to be unkind and sympathetic?

Secretary Wang slowly fell into deep thought, and at this time, Li Nan slowly got up from the bed, pulled some wrinkled clothes, stroked the messy hair scattered behind the ears, and walked slowly to the French windows not far away, staring at Staring at the scenery outside the window.

The wind slowly blew in from the window, and blew on the faces of Secretary Wang and Li Nan. At this time, Secretary Wang was quietly staring at Li Nan's sad back.

Standing in front of the window, looking at the colorful world outside, Li Nan sighed heavily, his tone mixed with sadness, and said to Secretary Wang: "Since my father was murdered by my mother, I have been very depressed. I went to the trough, and I began to keep silent, silently enduring the ridicule around me, do you know what they are laughing at me?"

After Li Nan finished speaking, she turned around and looked at Secretary Wang who was sitting there.Although she was still expressionless, Secretary Wang smelled a hint of sadness from it.

"What are you laughing at?" Although she didn't want to expose Li Nan's scars, Secretary Wang understood that she needed an outlet to relieve her depression.

At this time, Li Nan turned his head to look at the bustling world outside, and continued: "Of course they laughed at me as a child without father and mother! How ridiculous! Some people even took it as a joke after knowing that I lost my father! "

Seeing Li Nan's sudden outburst, Secretary Wang couldn't do anything.She just suddenly felt that her heart was tightly grabbed, as if she had been stabbed by something, and the pain made her a little out of breath.

But what is this compared to Li Nan's own experience?

Standing up and walking to her, Secretary Wang grabbed her shoulders and comforted her in a soft voice: "It's all right, isn't everything over?"

After hearing this, Li Nan raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, and continued: "Yes, all of this is over. If it weren't for the kind teachers around me who have been encouraging me and helping me, I'm afraid I would have been drowned in the saliva of those people. Among them."

The more Secretary Wang heard it, the more sad he felt. He was afraid that Li Nan would have some unreasonable thoughts. The only thing he could do now was to comfort Li Nan.

When she heard her tell her story, Secretary Wang felt that she hated those who kept uncovering other people's scars and adding salt to them more than she hated Li Nan's mother.

At this time, Li Nan turned around and gently took off the hand on his shoulder, changed his posture and stood, and continued: "You know what? If it wasn't for those teachers who found out that I was talented and sent me to a well-known school , to study and train, I would not be where I am today, and they would not be able to recognize me!"

After hearing this, Secretary Wang felt very sad. There is a bitter story behind every successful person. After learning about Li Nan's unknown stories, she really couldn't find any words to comfort her. All he had to do was quietly stay behind her.

At this time, Li Nan became more and more excited as he talked, and went directly to Secretary Wang, holding her shoulders tightly with both hands, looked at her with red eyes and said, "But what's the use of this, no matter how well I do , others will say about me!"

Shocked by her behavior, Secretary Wang's forehead was covered with sweat, and his clothes were wet.

"Let the past go, why do you keep entangled in the past? Why don't you relax your mind and let yourself go?"

In fact, before Secretary Wang met Li Nan, she had always been the kind of unsmiling person, and she was usually expressionless or indifferent more of the time.

Therefore, the people who basically served as her assistants eventually left. When asked the reason, they all said that Li Nan didn't understand others, was very cold-blooded and lukewarm.

After hearing what Li Nan said, Secretary Wang felt that none of this was her fault.Having been with Li Nan for so long, she knows that she is not a cold and heartless person, but just can't express her feelings.

The reason is because of the shadow brought to her when her mother killed her father.Secretary Wang knew that since that incident happened, she never believed anyone else.

People often say that one day a couple is a hundred days of kindness. Her mother and father have been married for many years, but in the end they still survived such a cruel hand, let alone a stranger who had never met before.

So since then she has been alone, even if she recruits assistants, no one can make her feel the warmth of home, so the whole person is becoming more and more closed, holding a skeptical attitude towards anyone.

Secretary Wang understood Li Nan's approach very well, because if this happened to him, he would be like him.

From this, she finally understood the reason why Li Nan's personality was so strange before and after, why she was always cold and silent, and why her personality changed suddenly, becoming a cutie that everyone loves, even though sometimes her behavior is always It was unexpected.

That's all because she wanted to protect herself!
What qualifications do other people have to criticize what a traumatized person does to protect himself?

Originally, she cared a lot about Li Nan, who was hot and cold, but now that she knew what happened to her, Secretary Wang felt that she cared about her even more. She just wanted to help her with her meager ability, even if it was just to help her. It doesn't matter if she can block some people's malicious harm, as long as she can do it, she is willing to do it.

Taking the decision he made without authorization to heart, Secretary Wang stood beside Li Nan, his outstretched hand paused again and again, and finally rested on Li Nan's shoulder.She secretly warned herself in her heart: No matter what happens, she must stand by Li Nan's side.

Feeling the warmth from his shoulders, Li Nan turned his head and smiled at Secretary Wang.

Turning his head to look at the scenery outside, Li Nan looked at Secretary Wang again and said, "So I pretended to be a hedgehog, and I didn't want to trust anyone in the world, even my own relatives, so they would be more Chance hurt me."

After Secretary Wang heard this, his whole heart ached.

(End of this chapter)