Inside and Outside the Siege: A Woman's Battle for Marriage

Chapter 35 Youth will eventually lose to time (1)
More than 95% of extramarital affairs among married men are based on the need for sex

The time came to 2008, when Xu Qiuying was 27 years old and was walking quickly on the road to "becoming three".Because she pays attention to maintenance and knows how to dress up, she still looks like she is in her early 20s despite her natural beauty, and her frown and smile are still so charming.In the past few years, in addition to going to the yoga studio to practice yoga and go to the beauty parlor for beauty treatment, she also takes care of her face with high-end skin care products at home every day. There are a lot of day creams, night creams, eye creams, and whitening essences, all of which are world-class s brand.She knows that only by trying to keep the footsteps of youth can she keep Zhang Zhonghou's footsteps on her body.When one day she is as old as Du Mengyuan, he will definitely abandon her and find a new love.

Although she was still so beautiful, and even more charming than before, she found that Zhang Zhonghou was not as good to her as before.The old man who was submissive to her and spoke softly and considerately was gone, and replaced by an old man who likes to sit on the sofa and watch TV when he comes home, and always ignores him when talking to him. An old man with billowing smoke.In the past, he always liked to call her "Little Baby" or "Shadow", but now, he just calls himself Qiuying.Although the change of nickname does not prove anything, it at least shows one point: their passionate love period has passed, and their relationship has become dull.Over the past few years, she found that he was getting older, with more and more white hair mixed with black hair, and age spots had also climbed up his face.

Although they are not a legal couple, they also suffered from aesthetic fatigue and cohabitation itch.In addition to the monthly living expenses of 2 yuan being credited into her bank card on time, he went home less and less often, and his reasons and excuses increased accordingly. Every time he called him, he always said he was busy. , there are many things.Zhang Zhonghou began to use the reasons and excuses that Du Mengyuan encountered back then on her.Anyway, either working overtime or going on a business trip, or socializing, drinking with the leader, playing cards, or even going out on a trip, in short, I am very busy, so busy that I don’t even have time to go home to see her and my daughter.Even making love, he used to be so crazy, devoted, so obsessed with her body, and even every time he was as focused and pious as holding a ritual, but now it is gradually less, and the elements of perfunctory are getting heavier and heavier.There is no prelude, no overture, and it goes straight to the theme every time.If she hadn't offered it several times, he wouldn't have expressed anything.Women are particularly sensitive to this aspect, and several times she clearly felt that he was trying to play her off, that his pure piston movement was already completing a certain task, even a little repulsive.It's no longer like a few years ago, I can't put it down, I can't stop, I have endless aftertaste.Every time they finished making love, she was thinking: They have only been together for a few years, doesn't he have feelings for her?Tired of it?No wonder he used to hate his wife. She is only 27 years old, and she is still so young, beautiful, and charming, so he can deal with it. If she is also in her 40s, why not kick her out early?
As for money, she felt that it was enough, so she didn't force it anymore.Zhang Zhonghou treated her pretty well, and bought 3 houses, 3 shops, and a 1000-square-meter office building in her name.With these properties, in addition to living alone, even if he doesn't give her living expenses, just collecting rent is enough, and she can't eat and drink in two lifetimes.Now that she has money, she feels that family affection is the most important thing.

Yes, family affection is the most important.Especially after having daughter Juanjuan, this feeling became more and more intense.Unknowingly, my daughter is already 3 years old. My daughter is very smart and well-behaved, very sensible. Every day I ask her: "Why is Dad not coming back?", "When is Dad coming back?", "What is Dad doing outside?" ?” Faced with her daughter’s immature voice, she didn’t know how to answer.

Although the daughter is called Zhang Zhonghou's father and is also his blood, she knows that this is a blood relationship that cannot see the sun, and the daughter is just his legendary illegitimate daughter.China is the most ethical country. How should I explain this relationship to my daughter when she grows up?After she knows the truth of the matter, will she despise herself?Hatred of parents?As a nameless child, will she be discriminated against when she grows up?Although her parents left her a lot of money, she is only the daughter of a mistress after all, will she be a dwarf because of this?That father named Zhang Zhonghou, not to mention the fact that he is coming home less and less, even if he never comes back, there is nothing he can do about it, after all, he still has an orthodox family over there.Even if she wanted to lose her temper and accuse him, she couldn't find a valid reason.

A series of questions lingered in her mind, disturbing her.

She even regretted her original decision.Was he bewitched at the beginning?Why with a married man?In Du Mengyuan's words, there are so many men in the world, why would they want to snatch other people's husbands?
She also felt that she was very despicable.No matter there are 1 reasons for being a mistress for an old man, there is only one reason that is the most true, that is, she yearned for a better life at the beginning, but she didn't want to work hard, she just wanted to reach the sky in one step, and in the end she could only see money.Over the past few years, she found that although mistresses are very common nowadays, being a mistress to a rich and powerful man is even the dream of many young girls, and many girls are chasing after her.But mistresses are not the mainstream of society after all, and are condemned and criticized by mainstream society anyway.As one of the most common mistresses in this city, she has always been a low-key person, rarely showing her face, and can only hide in a dark corner like a mouse every day, living secretly.

In addition to watching TV, reading novels, and surfing the Internet, she reads newspapers every day. This habit has not changed for several years.Opening "Haitian Morning Post" every day, and seeing Yang Hong's name, she would feel a little bit of emotion in her heart, and even a little envious of Yang Hong's lifestyle.I think she was a talented girl when she was in school!At the beginning, she also despised people like Zhang Lina. It was a trick of good fortune. The former big beauty turned into a talented woman, but in the end she became someone else's mistress, guarding several properties and a pile of money. From girl to woman and eventually to old woman.

The meaning of young mistress to middle-aged men
This morning, Xu Qiuying just picked up the "Haitian Morning Post" after breakfast, when Zhang Lina called and said, "Qiuying, are you busy at home?"

Xu Qiuying said: "Aren't you busy? Nana, what can you do?" During this time, Zhang Lina always called her every now and then to complain.

Zhang Lina sighed on the phone: "Qiu Ying, I'm so annoying! Can you come over and talk to me?"

"I'll be right over." Zhang Lina, who was disfigured by Li Yao, had undergone several major plastic surgery operations, but it was still difficult to restore her original appearance. A large scar was left on her face, and the damage and shadow left on her heart were even more permanent for a lifetime. Difficult to heal.After she was discharged from the hospital, she was always in great pain, her mood fluctuated greatly, and she moaned and sighed all day long.As a classmate, Xu Qiuying felt that she should spend more time with her. She was so pitiful and needed someone to comfort her.

As soon as Xu Qiuying walked into Zhang Lina's house, Zhang Lina's daughter Feifei immediately ran over and called out in a childlike voice, "Hello, Auntie."

Xu Qiuying squatted on the ground, touched Feifei's face, hugged her, kissed her and said, "Our Feifei is so good."

Zhang Lina hugged Feifei and said, "Be good, Feifei, can Feifei go over there to play with toys? Mom and auntie talk."

"Mm, bye, mommy, bye, auntie." Feifei beckoned her little hands, and ran to a corner of the living room to play with building blocks by herself.

Xu Qiuying looked at Feifei and said, "Your daughter is so good."

"Hey! What's the use of being good? I don't even have a legal father." Zhang Lina sighed and said, "That bastard Zeng Deyi may want to abandon our mother and daughter, and want to evade responsibility. I am very tired with my daughter alone. , It’s very painful, life is worse than death!”

Xu Qiuying said: "Impossible, right? Don't think too much, Nana. Zeng Deyi should not be that kind of person." After a round of struggle between Zhang Lina and Zeng Deyi's wife, this turned out to be the result.Seeing Zhang Lina's face, she felt mixed emotions.Zhang Lina was indeed miserable enough, thinking about how glorious she was at that time!What a proud princess she was in college!Now her face makes people have nightmares when they look at it, and her painful mood can be imagined.Think about it is really unpredictable!She was the one who encouraged herself to be Zhang Zhonghou's mistress at the beginning, but she ended up like this.

Zhang Lina smiled wryly and said: "Qiu Ying, you don't know, that bastard doesn't come into this house once a month now, and he doesn't even pay his living expenses for these two months. He doesn't answer his calls or text messages. I'm playing a game of cat and mouse."

Xu Qiuying was a little surprised: "No way? How could he do this?"

Zhang Lina shook her head and said, "He blamed me for ruining his family. He said I was a broom star, which made him unlucky. I'll fuck his ancestors!"

Xu Qiuying said angrily: "Why is this Zeng Deyi such a person? How could he talk like that? How much have you suffered for him? It's fine if he doesn't feel sorry for him, and he said such heartless words! He is too Don't you know what's good or bad?"

Zhang Lina sneered and said, "He also said that it was because of this that his wife went to jail!" As he spoke, he became excited, and the scars on his face were distorted, "Both he and his wife are not good people! They are poisonous snakes that bite people!"

Xu Qiuying looked at Zhang Lina's face, feeling very sad.I thought to myself that Zeng Deyi's heart is cruel enough, how could such a manly man be like this?Zhang Lina was disfigured by your wife, you blame her for putting your wife in jail!Is there such a bastard as you in the world?Thinking of this, she said excitedly: "Zeng Deyi is really outrageous! I'll talk to Zhang Zhonghou immediately when I go back, and ask him to teach Zeng Deyi a lesson. How can you behave like this? Why are you so shameless when you speak?"

Zhang Lina shook her head and said, "It's useless. I was really blind at the time, how could I fall in love with his heart and dog's lungs!" After thinking about it, she said, "But it's okay to ask Mr. Zhang to talk about it. Zeng Deyi is really not a thing what!"

Xu Qiuying said: "Nana, don't be too sad. Taking care of your health is the most important thing now. Will the world stop turning if you leave a man? If Zeng Deyi is really unfeeling, don't take him too seriously. At worst, live alone, or find someone Let the man get married." After saying this, she immediately regretted it, she really didn't know which pot to turn on and which pot to carry, Zhang Lina looked like this, who should she marry?

Sure enough, Zhang Lina said: "Oh, it doesn't matter if you live alone. Anyway, I have seen through it. Men have no good things. But I don't dare to think about getting married. Look at me like this, who would dare to want it? Don't be scared People." Zhang Lina paused, gritted her teeth and said, "After all, this bastard Zeng Deyi was ruined! I really want to kill him! Kill his whole family!"

Xu Qiuying was startled by Zhang Lina's anger, and said quickly, "Let's live alone, Nana, stop thinking wildly, and think about your daughter, she is innocent. You see your daughter is so good, You are so sensible, you must be strong for Feifei!" After thinking for a while, he said, "Actually, I am the same now, Zhang Zhonghou is becoming more and more indifferent to me, and the number of times he goes home is pitifully seldom. I guess he I have a woman outside. Oh, I don’t want to think about anything anymore, I can take my daughter by myself..."

Xu Qiuying kept comforting Zhang Lina, and she also fell in love with the scene while talking.Yes, she is also a mistress. Although she is not as miserable as Zhang Lina, she is not much better. The development trend of fate is similar.It seems that I have to be careful of Du Mengyuan in the future, maybe one day that old woman will charge up with a knife, or throw sulfuric acid too, it will be miserable.In fact, she had already taken precautions against these things. Every time Zhang Zhonghou rang the doorbell, she had to look through the cat's eyes for a long time before she dared to open the door.She has also been afraid to give him a key, for fear that he will accidentally drop the key into Du Mengyuan's hands.

Thinking of Zhang Zhonghou, she felt bad again.Judging by Zhang Zhonghou's current state, it is likely that there is another woman outside.Every time I call him, he says he's busy and doesn't have time.If it's not busy work, you have to work overtime, or you have a lot of entertainment and accompany the leader, the devil will believe it!When they first met, why didn't he say he was busy with work?Why do you spend so much time with her?Not to mention, he was not like this last year. At that time, he basically had to go back to her for four nights a week. Now it is good to go back for one night.Even when I came back, I would ignore him every time I talked to him, and I often went to the study to answer the phone, and it took more than ten minutes to answer it. Every time I received a text message, I was very nervous, and I quickly deleted it after I glanced at it, with a secretive expression... ...From all signs, he must have someone outside.

Thinking of these, Xu Qiuying felt a burning pain in her heart.

If a man cheats for the first time, there will be a second time

When I was about to eat dinner that day, Juanjuan suddenly said that she missed her father and wanted to call him. Xu Qiuying called her, and she cried into the phone, "Dad! I miss you! Why don't you go home?"

Xu Qiuying's tears came out immediately.

Zhang Zhonghou said: "Be good, baby, dad is working outside."

Juanjuan cried even louder: "If Dad doesn't come back, Juanjuan won't eat."

Zhang Zhonghou was silent for a while, and said, "Don't cry, baby, Daddy will be right back."

Juanjuan smiled through her tears, turned to Xu Qiuying and said, "Father said I'll be right back."

Xu Qiuying felt better, at least he still cared about his daughter.Now the daughter is the only emotional connection between them. If there is no daughter, she is probably abandoned like Zhang Lina.

As soon as Zhang Zhonghou entered the door, Juanjuan ran up and hugged his leg and said, "Dad, why don't you go home? Don't you want Juanjuan?"

Zhang Zhonghou picked up Juanjuan and said, "Why doesn't Dad want a baby? Dad is busy with work and wants to make money."

Juanjuan immediately tilted her head and said with big eyes, "Is it to make money to buy Barbie dolls for Juanjuan?"

(End of this chapter)