The night is glazed with warm light

Chapter 206 His Only Good Memory
Gu Yan opened his eyes wide, and suddenly sat up on his knees from the sofa, his eyes dodged, not daring to look at Ye Lizhi, "Brother...I...I..."

"Sit down." Ye Lizhi ordered in her cold voice.

Gu Yan shook his body and immediately sat down.

"I haven't started talking yet, why are you shaking?" Ye Lizhi raised one leg and glanced at him unhurriedly.

"I..." Gu Yan raised his head and glanced at Ye Lizhi, then lowered his head guiltily.

"Which step is it?" Ye Lizhi asked him leisurely, leaning on the backrest.

Gu Yan was stunned, eyes lowered, very frustrated, "I confessed, he ignored me."

Ye Lizhi raised his eyebrows when he heard the words, this would happen, he didn't seem to care about anything except that girl, he was as cold as an emotionless machine.

Glancing at him "So?" What else are you here for?
"I..." Gu Yan hugged his knees a little shyly, "I want to see him."

Ye Lizhi chuckled, leaned lazily on the armrest of the sofa, propped his head up, "You are affectionate."

Gu Yan was agitated by this teasing and sarcasm, annoyed, and muttered dissatisfiedly, "Didn't my sister-in-law pester you like this last year..."

"Oh." Ye Lizhi understood, "So you also have to learn to pester that who?"

Gu Yan curled his lips, and hummed a little, "Otherwise? Who made me die so hard, but I just like him."

"Do they know?" Ye Lizhi asked

Gu Yan paused and shook his head silently.

"Mugu is alone, there is nothing to worry about." Ye Lizhi said indifferently, looking at him with meaningful eyes, "You are different."

When Gu Yan met his eyes, he felt that something stabbed his heart, and the pain made him wake up a little bit.

Yes, he is different. He has a lot of concern and expectations for his family. No matter how open-minded they are, they may not be able to accept the same for their children, and they will definitely be disappointed.

"Sir." The maid's voice sounded from the door.Gu Yan immediately followed the prestige.Mu Gu walked in dressed in black and black pants, and his eyes just met his.

Gu Yan touched his eyes, lowered his head abruptly, and the roots of his ears were flushed.

But Mu Gu didn't care about his reaction, he looked away, walked up the stairs.

Ye Lizhi looked at Mu Gu's back as he walked away, glanced at Gu Yan, and reminded him indifferently, "I'm gone."

ah?Gu Yan suddenly raised his head and found that the person was already in the corridor on the second floor.

Gu Yan glanced at Ye Lizhi, without saying a word, ran upstairs with Ruiba in his arms.

Ye Lizhi unhurriedly spread out a book that was on the shelf when he came down.

Let him go, you have to try it before you will not regret it, and you will not regret it.

Gu Yan chased to the door of Mu Gu's room, panting, and called to Mu Gu before he entered the door, "You..."

Mu Gu stopped in his tracks and didn't look back.

Gu Yan hugged Ruiba and raised his face, his eyes were a little unnatural, "If you see me, why don't you come over and ask me why I'm here?"

Hearing this, Mu Gu turned around, crossed his arms and looked down at him, "What are you here for?"

"..." Gu Yan choked, then paused, "I, I'm here to find you."

Continue to be expressionless, with no interest in "what?"

Gu Yan held Ruiba in his arms, seeing his cold and indifferent appearance, his heart suddenly tugged, it hurt...

The Adam's apple rolled a few times, but his throat still seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't say a single word he had prepared when he came.

The matter of him hugging him that day, what he said that day, he...does he really not remember anything?
Or, does he really...don't care at all?
Gu Yan felt very uncomfortable. From that day to now, he has been enduring, enduring longing, enduring doubts, enduring the urge not to go to him, he felt that he was very tired and hard, and last night he stayed up all night again. After sleepless nights, he still decided to come, he decided to come to him and ask him—what do you think?

Seeing him hanging his head, Mu Gu didn't urge him, waiting for him to speak.

Finally, after a while, the young man raised his head and looked at him with puzzled and urgent eyes, his clear voice was a little hoarse and a little uneasy, "As for me... liking you, how did you do it?" want?"

As soon as the words came out, Gu Yan hugged Riba's arm tightly again, his eyelashes trembled, and he imagined all kinds of reactions he would make in his mind.Will you be angry?Scowl like the last time he touched him, or...something else?
But no, Mo Gu just stretched out his hand expressionlessly, put his big palm on the top of his soft hair and pressed, "Go back."

Said, withdrew his hand, turned and entered the room.

When the palm fell on the top of Gu Yan's head, Gu Yan held his breath, thinking that he would say something, but when he heard such a cold sentence, he was stunned and looked at the closed door in disbelief. , My heart suddenly became sore, and my throat was sore, how could he do this?How can you be so indifferent?Just say "go back" lightly and send him away?
Does he know that he has been out of order for months because of him!Does he know that all his heart, eyes and mind are pretending to be him now?How could he tell him to fuck off with just three words?
Gu Yan hugged Ruiba and stood on the spot, biting his lower lip, feeling aggrieved and angry, staring at the door of the room, as if he wanted to see through it to see the indifferent man inside.

When Mo Gu opened the door, he found that he was still standing at the door, and when he came out, standing there holding the ball of cotton as if he was stupid, he frowned slightly.

When Gu Yan saw him coming out in a suit and leather shoes, he was indeed dumbfounded, with a beautiful face raised, and he was dumbfounded.

Then, he saw Mu Gu walking past him with a blank face, and went straight downstairs.

Gu Yan, who was expecting him to say something to him, blinked his peachy eyes, completely dumbfounded.

Mu Gu drove by himself this time, and just walked to the side of the car.Suddenly a figure ran over quickly, opened the passenger door and sat on it, closed the door and put on the seat belt, the action was done in one go!
Looking at the slammed car door, Mu Gu felt a little pain in his temple.

He now suddenly needs someone to tell him who gave him the audacity to jump into his car despite his objections!

He stood outside the car, looking indifferently at the car window where a figure could be vaguely seen at close range, hoping that this person would click down consciously.

Gu Yan hugged Riba tightly, although his heart was pounding with nervousness, but his pretty face was still stubbornly stretched, pinned to the seat and motionless.

He doesn't care, he insists on following!Just follow!

……

When getting into the car, Mo Gu glanced at the rearview mirror, saw him secretly relieved, and sighed inwardly.

Probably, possibly, it was given by myself.

Gu Yan thought that they would come to the company, or a private club or something, but unexpectedly the car finally stopped outside a cemetery.

He looked at the entrance of the cemetery, then turned his head to look at Mo Gu, and just as he was about to speak, he saw that the car door had been pushed open.

The cemetery is a subconsciously silent place. When Gu Yan got out of the car, he saw him take out a bunch of white chrysanthemums from the trunk, and walked into the gate silently.

Gu Yan hugged Ruiba, blinked, and silently followed.

After halfway up the tall figure, he turned and walked to the right, stopped somewhere, bent down and gently placed the bouquet of flowers in front of the monument, then he stood up, silently looking at the photo.

Gu Yan hesitated for a moment, and slowly approached, his eyes also fell on the tombstone.

The old man in the photo has a kind face, his silver hair is combed meticulously, and there seems to be light in his eyes.

Gu Yan even had the illusion that the old man's loving eyes seemed to come out from the thin piece of paper, and fell gently on Mu Gu.

Gu Yan glanced down, Bai Xingjun, surnamed Bai, what does he have to do with Mu Gu?Why did Mu Gu come to see him?
Gu Yan tilted his head, wanting to ask something, but he could see that he kept his posture in silence, his gaze kept on the tombstone, but he still chose to remain silent and stood quietly by the side.

The petals of the white chrysanthemum trembled slightly as the breeze blew by.

When Mu Gu was eight years old, he was taught how to kill by the organization, and he didn't escape until then.

Living up to now, Mu Gu asked himself, did he have any better memories?

After thinking about it, yes.

That year, when he was dying, the little girl in the red dress was obviously very scared, but she still bravely came over and hugged his head, asked him if it hurt, and asked him to wait for her to find someone to save him.

She really found someone, and it was Bai Xingjun who came, but at that time he had passed out, and when he woke up, he was already lying on a hospital bed.Those people did fulfill their promises. If he could escape, they agreed that he would withdraw and would not look for him again.

When he woke up, Bai Xingjun was wearing a suit and was sitting by the bed reading a book. When he found him awake, he turned his head, smiled in surprise, and said in a gentle voice, "You slept for three days."

At that time, due to his personality for many years, and he was very defensive, he hardly talked to him, but he was not annoyed, and smiled kindly at him every time he came.

Later, after he was discharged from the hospital, Mu Gu gradually realized that people in Fengshan can't go down the mountain casually, and the housekeeper can only go down the mountain once in a while. In order to take care of him, Bai Xingjun directly quit his job. The money for the high-end ward, plus the money for hiring a special nurse, has already spent more than half of his savings over the years.

It was a long time after he was discharged from the hospital that Mu Gu asked him: Why?
Bai Xingjun understood, and smiled indifferently, "It's definitely not easy to know your background, and it may even be a big trouble, but what should I do? I can't just watch you die. Anyway, I live alone, and I can't help you. No relatives or friends, nothing to be afraid of."

"Hey, I've been a housekeeper for so many years. I can do something else when I'm old. It's Miss's place..." Bai Xingjun paused in his smile, sighed and looked at Mu Gu, "This poor child even secretly beat me up." I called several times to ask how you were doing."

For a year after Mu Gu was discharged from the hospital, he stayed at Bai Xingjun's house to recover from his injuries, and he hardly went out. Bai Xingjun talked to him every day, as if he wanted him to try to get rid of the past and live a normal life.

But Mu Gu was silent all the time, and most of the time he didn't speak for a whole day.

One day, Bai Xingjun bought a camera and came back. He fiddled with it according to the instruction manual, trying to learn how to use it.

Mu Gu was originally speculating in stocks in the living room, but when he saw him frowning at the manual in the yard, he put down the computer and walked over with a thought.

The camera in his hand was taken away, Bai Xingjun looked up and saw it was him, and smiled embarrassedly, "This thing is not easy to fix."

Mu Gu bowed his head silently and taught him how to use it.

When Bai Xingjun found that the camera was aimed at him, he subconsciously sat up straight and looked towards the camera with a smile on his face.

Mo Gu pressed the shutter, looked up at the smiling person, and felt the cold corner of his heart melt a little.

In the second year, he told Bai Xingjun that he was going to Fengshan.

Bai Xingjun was stunned for a moment, met his eyes, understood, and said yes with a smile.

Mu Gu resorted to tricks and replaced one of the bodyguards.

When he quietly sneaked into Lu Qingnuan's room, the little girl was stunned for a moment when she saw him, and shrank timidly under the quilt, only to find that he didn't make any next move, so she secretly revealed her big eyes to look at him.

Mo Gu went to the bed, sat down, and asked her blankly, "Don't remember me?"

The little girl suddenly remembered something, her eyes lit up, she crawled out of the bed, boldly ran over and stopped in front of him, and asked eagerly, "Are you here to see me?"

Mu Gu nodded, "Yeah."

The little girl smiled, opened her short arms, and cautiously tried, "Can you give me a hug?"

Mu Gu was stunned for a moment, met her innocent and expectant expression, hesitated for a moment, leaned over, and stretched out his arms to gently wrap her small body.

Bai Xingjun was suddenly diagnosed with cancer when Lu Qingnuan was 15 years old, and it was so fierce that there was no room for change. Mu Gu was by the bedside with him, just like he was with him back then. You can see him sitting by the bed, looking at the book he has read.

In the end, Bai Xingjun couldn't bear the pain and torture, and wanted to end his life early.Euthanasia is still not allowed in China, but Mu Gu doesn't know where to find Yitong medicine.Show him your palms with a blank expression, and then say with a blank expression, "It won't hurt."

Bai Xingjun smiled gratefully and nodded at him.

Mo Gu stood beside the bed for a long time before raising his hand and slowly pouring the medicine into the drip tube.

Bai Xingjun watched him move with a smile all the time, and after he sat down, he reached out to cover his hand, his eyes were loving and serious, "I'm not here anymore, remember to be nice to yourself, don't stay in the room and don't talk all the time."

After a pause, he said again, "Miss, go and see her when you have time, don't tell her I'm leaving."

Mo Gu looked at him for a long time, nodded, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly. It was the first time in his life that he smiled. It was a bit unnatural, but there was sincerity and gratitude that Bai Xingjun could understand in that smile.

Bai Xingjun was taken aback for a moment, a tear fell unconsciously from the corner of his eye, and the smile on his face deepened. He patted his hand with the last of his strength, "He's a handsome boy!"

The trembling voice is full of joy...

(End of this chapter)