The night is glazed with warm light

Chapter 324 He compromised.

Ye Lizhi hugged her subconsciously.

With his chin resting on the top of his hair, he sniffed it suddenly and asked, "Why do you smell like mutton on your body?"

"Because I made roasted beggar's leg of lamb." Lu Qing's head was still buried in his arms, and his voice sounded muffled: "The leg of lamb is first wrapped in lotus leaves, then wrapped in a layer of mud and roasted in the fire. , the green vegetables are only fried cabbages."

"It's enough for the two of us." Ye Lizhi chuckled on top of her head, "Do you want to eat outside?"

"Ah."

The outside they said was actually on the corridor facing the back garden, with a table and two chairs set up.

After laying out the tablecloth, put the leg of lamb and other vegetables on top.

It is said that only cabbage is cooked, but there is also a clear soup.

As soon as the lotus leaves used to wrap the leg of the lamb are removed, the aroma is scattered, and the leg of the lamb is roasted until it is golden and oily, and the juice is full.

Ye Lizhi cut the leg of lamb into small pieces with a knife, and didn't take it off and put it on the plate, but let it stay on the bone, and picked it up if he wanted to eat it.

There was also a basket of lettuce on the small wooden shelf next to it, and Ye Lizhi wrapped a piece of mutton with lettuce leaves and handed it to Lu Qingnuan.

Lu Qingnuan opened his mouth and took a bite.

Ye Lizhi ate the remaining half and nodded, "It's not bad, you can teach me next time."

"Okay, I also made mulled wine. Try it?"

Lu Qingnuan brought a glass wine container from the side, put another wine glass in front of him, and poured a glass without waiting for his answer.

President Yeda glanced at her, and took a sip to appreciate her face.

Ye Lizhi raised her eyelids: "Not bad."

Lu Qingnuan smiled, leaned over, and turned to him sideways.

Seeing her obvious invitation, Ye Lizhi unhurriedly took out the handkerchief and wiped her mouth, then pinched her chin and turned around, the cool temperature imprinted on the corners of her lips, with a faint aroma of red wine.

The chef was easily satisfied, as if all the entanglements during the day had been forgotten, he smiled and said, "If you don't dislike seafood, I can still use a lot of my skills."

Knowing that she likes seafood very much, Ye Lizhi was also touched by her thoughtfulness, so she forked a piece of mutton and fed it to her: "Don't push me like this, as long as it's made by you, I'll eat it."

"Hmm." Lu Qingnuan shook his head with a vague voice, and said after eating the mutton, "Then the temperature will drop tomorrow, I want to make tomato fat beef pot."

After talking, he thought for a while and asked, "How about another dry pot shrimp?"

Ye Lizhi: "Okay, I'll accompany you."

When he said this, Lu Qingnuan just met his eyes.

A pair of blue pupils like Mrs. Kelly's, the temperature is cold but also full of tenderness, and there is only her shadow in it.

The entanglements and contradictions that had been suppressed for a while resurfaced again, clogging my heart, making it difficult to breathe.

Lu Qingnuan's eyes were confused.

Ye Lizhi: "What's wrong?"

"No." Lu Qingnuan was taken aback by Ye Lizhi's sharpness, quickly calmed down, lowered her head, picked up the mutton and began to eat by herself.

He ate a little fast, choked and drank half a glass of red wine in a hurry.

Ye Lizhi watched her movements with a frown, but Lu Qingnuan rarely looked up at him, as if he was very hungry compared to the unhurried one just now.

But he knew it wasn't.

After the dining table was cleared, Ye Lizhi stopped waiting and took the initiative to ask questions.

Lead the person to the other end of the corridor, sit on the sofa together, wave back the maid who served tea, and put a cup of hot tea in her hand: "Have you encountered anything in the past two days?"

"No." Lu Qingnuan lowered her head.

"Why didn't you look at me when you said that?" Ye Lizhi's tone was calm, but with a sense of oppression that made people have to speak.

Evening wind blows in, colder than yesterday,
Lu Qingnuan clenched the cup in her hand, and the warmth continued to flow into her palm.

The conflict was entangled for several days, and Lu Qingnuan was tortured. When Ye Lizhi asked, she still couldn't help but say: "Ye Lizhi, do you... like children?"

While speaking, she stared at him sideways, not wanting to miss any of his expressions.

Ye Lizhi froze for a moment, the question was a bit sudden, but he didn't think about it: "Of course I like it, why?"

Lu Qingnuan's face turned pale from the red wine, she felt her throat suddenly become dry and sore, and the tea in her hand also became cold: "Very... Do you like it?"

"Yeah." Ye Lizhi hugged her: "Yeah, I like you and me."

After talking about Ye Lizhi, she still wanted to tease her, thinking so far before getting married?

But after seeing her expression, she realized that Lu Qingnuan's thinking was different from her own.

Ye Lizhi stared at her seriously: "You don't like it?"

"No." Lu Qingnuan immediately denied it, her eyes flustered, "Yes, it's my own problem... I, I don't want to have children."

After saying this sentence, Lu Qingnuan breathed a sigh of relief, and finally she could express this long-suffering thought, but the next second her heart rose again, she was afraid of Ye Lizhi's reaction when she heard it.

Ye Lizhi's heart sank, her Adam's apple rolled, and then she realized what she was saying just now, lowered her voice and asked, "Why?"

This kind of quiet rhetorical question scared Lu Qingnuan, she closed her eyes: "Because... because I'm afraid."

Ye Lizhi couldn't react, and frowned: "What are you afraid of?"

Lu Qingnuan didn't answer, just said sorry, and left from his arms.

Her footsteps were in a hurry, and she directly avoided his questioning.

Ye Lizhi stared blankly at her leaving back, silent for a long time.

He found Yin Jiu.

Yin Jiu: "Sir."

Ye Lizhi: "Where did she go today?"

Lu Qingnuan didn't say that she couldn't, but Yin Jiu explained: "Kindergarten, and Karlov Manor."

Ye Lizhi frowned: "Who is in the manor?"

Silver Nine: "Mrs. Kelly and her friend Mrs. Feeney."

Mrs. Feeney?

Ye Lizhi: "Are there any children?"

Yin Jiu: "There are grandchildren of Mrs. Feeney."

Ye Lizhi frowned, feeling strange.

No, the mother is not the kind of person who would urge children, let alone they are not married yet.

and so……

Ye Lizhi asked again: "Did your miss meet anyone special in the past few days?"

Yin Jiu hesitated.

Ye Lizhi said coldly, "I just asked who she met."

When going upstairs, Ye Lizhi's mind kept hanging in Lu Qingnuan's words just now, "I'm afraid."

In fact, he knew that she didn't want a child. His first feeling was disappointment, even impatience and anger, because he had always been looking forward to their child, but she didn't want it.

But after such a period of silence, he understood that the phrase "I'm afraid" contained too many sad meanings, and the last bit of impatience and anger disappeared, only distressed.

It is only now that he clearly understands that she ran away after saying "I'm afraid" just now because she couldn't explain his questioning.

Just like the one who was ridiculed and ridiculed by all the children in the kindergarten... the child who has no parents feels wronged and embarrassed.Little children can't explain why they don't, and even if they do, the fact that they don't have parents is embarrassing in itself.

No one would be particularly proud to tell others that I have no parents, but more children who show off their parents' love, enjoy their parents' worries, and even be picky and dislike them without any scruples.

She didn't have to be picky, because she didn't have any, she didn't have the kind of childhood that ordinary children have.

So...she didn't dare to create a life by herself, fearing that she would not be able to take care of the child that she had never had.

So she couldn't explain to him why she was afraid.

And he didn't give her enough courage to believe and try.

The problem is still far away, and he hasn't done enough.

It was definitely a wrong decision to leave her alone at this time, so it didn't take long for Ye Lizhi to return to the room.

No one was found on the bed, turned around and went to the bathroom, only to find that the person fell asleep in the bathtub.

Frowning, he walked over to pick him up.

During this period, Lu Qingnuan opened her eyes, but turned her eyes away from him.

Ye Lizhi didn't say anything, and put the person on the bed and covered the quilt: "Change your clothes, I'm going to take a shower."

Lu Qingnuan's bedroom is very wide, and the bathroom is separated by a heavy curtain that falls straight from the ceiling. Lu Qingnuan heard the sound of the curtain being drawn, and opened her eyes, feeling uneasy.

She can't compromise, but she doesn't want to lose him because of this...

The sound of the water stopped, followed by the sound of the hair dryer, Ye Lizhi walked over from there, Lu Qingnuan couldn't pretend to be asleep, so he could only lean on the bed and look at him.

When he sat on the side of the bed, he tried to speak: "Ye Lizhi, I..."

Her throat still seemed to be stuck in something, and she couldn't speak.

"Don't worry." Ye Lizhi lifted the quilt to embrace her.

"But..." Lu Qingnuan's eyes were still anxious and flustered, and she even regretted asking him today, but many things were like that, and she couldn't hide them from her lover.

"Relax and sleep, I'm not angry." He straightened her long hair and hugged her into his arms.

Lu Qingnuan wanted to say something else, but Ye Lizhi had already reached out to cover her eyes.

"I won't force you to explain. There will be a long time in the future. If you have anything to say, you can tell me." Ye Lizhi didn't say anything else, because he didn't think it through himself.

Holding Lu Qingnuan who was sleeping soundly, the body in her arms was soft and fragrant, but Ye Lizhi couldn't fall asleep no matter what.

She doesn't want kids...

It's not that Ye Lizhi doesn't understand, but she still can't accept it.

He had planned a long time ago that he would marry her as soon as the matter between the prisoner and the He family was over, and after a few years, he would have another child. He wanted two, a boy and a girl, while he was taking care of her. At that time, the elder brother was just able to take care of and protect the younger sister.It doesn't matter if he only has a daughter, but it's better to look like her. He will protect their mother and daughter and is willing to give everything for them.

But now that she said she didn't want it...he couldn't accept it for a while, and...he didn't want to agree.

In fact, Ye Lizhi also thought of another reason, but he was not sure, it was Lu Qingnuan's possessiveness towards her, maybe because of this possessiveness, she didn't want anyone to distract his attention.

Of course this is just speculation.

For her own possessiveness, Ye Lizhi felt helpless, but at the same time very satisfied, that feeling that he was her whole world.

Ye Lizhi sighed, lowered her head, rubbed her cheek against her forehead, and murmured, "Don't you want our child too?"

(End of this chapter)