The night is glazed with warm light

Chapter 363 Extra Story 1: Songs of Chu and Song Qingzhi (1)

There is only one real duty for every human being: to find himself.Then stick to his life in his heart, wholeheartedly, and never stop.All other paths are incomplete, human escapes, cowardly returns to popular ideals, drifting with the tide, and fear of the heart.

— Hermann Hesse
(Although I said that some people may not do this, but I still want to recommend it. When watching Zhizhi’s episode, you can try to click on the music album of the movie "Before I Met You". Each of the nine songs is very good. But the second song is more cheerful, for the sake of atmosphere, you can delete it first and only listen to the others.

The reason I recommend it is very simple. I was moved to tears by this movie. I was listening to it when I was walking Wukang Road, and I was listening to it when I was writing Songs of Chu and Song Qingzhi's reunion.

It's a recommended movie in disguise~~~ It's better than my novel.If you are interested, watch it directly, regardless of the introduction.

Incidentally, a line from it: "You know what Clark? You're the only thing that keeps me awake every morning.")
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The summer in City A is a piece of deep green, decorating the city little by little.Just like human emotions, they flourish in the heat.

"Sister, I want to go abroad." Chu Ci said, with a gentle hoarseness in his mature voice.

He stood in the middle of the living room with a tall and straight figure, and his gentle tone was firm.

Chu Qing: "Huh? Where are you going? Why do you want to go abroad?"

"Go to the capital of Country E and find a girl." Chu Ci smiled slightly.

Chu Qing was startled: "Have you found it?"

Chu Ci nodded: "Well, I will be back."

I just want to go and see her, see if she is doing well, and if someone has taken care of her.

Chu Qing was silent for a while, then nodded: "Okay, let's go."

The plane flew across the clouds, and the scenery outside the window changed from black to white. Chu Ci watched quietly, and his heart had already flown to the distance.

When some emotions are unaware, it will just quietly lurk somewhere, silently, neither noisy nor noisy.

But once it was discovered, its arrogance became arrogant, crazily occupying his emotions and thoughts.

A small beam of light came in from the window, Chu Ci stretched out his hand, touched his fingertips lightly, felt a little warmth, couldn't help but curl his lips.

He should... be able to find her, right?
On the streets of the capital of country E in the evening, most of the pedestrians coming and going were blond men and women. Song Qingzhi walked among them in a gray dress with loose black hair.

It was winter when I came here, but now it is summer, the sky is a melancholy blue, and it looks like it is going to rain.

The summer in country E is not hot, but it rains a lot, she is used to it.

In the few months since she came here, she has gotten used to many things.

But unlike what Chu Ci thought, she didn't make any good friends here. On the contrary, she was often alone. It wasn't that no one was friendly or courteous, but it was just that it was easier to be alone.

The street lights on the side of the street have been slowly turned on. She sat on the bench by the fountain in the square and opened the paper bag in her hand. Inside was a bottle of exquisite perfume in a gift box——Chinese translation is "rain on the sea", and flowers Her little half a month's living expenses.

The body of the bottle is transparent blue, and the inside is rainwater mixed with the smell of the ocean.

She sprayed a little into the air, closed her eyes and continued quietly. The smell was very similar to that of Chu Ci at the airport that day.

She misses him.

In this city full of loneliness, she misses him.

Song Qingzhi smiled wryly.

A few drops of water dripped on my face, it was icy cold...it was raining again.

Opening her eyes, she suddenly saw a familiar figure in the hazy distance of the rain, so familiar that she thought she was hallucinating.

Song Qingzhi saw the person he missed every day standing not far away, wearing a white shirt with casual trousers and a coat on his arm, looking at her with a smile.

Song Qingzhi didn't dare to blink, and stared blankly, afraid that the illusion in front of him would disappear in an instant.

She watched the man walk slowly in front of her and stopped, and said to her in a familiar voice: "What a coincidence, I'm going to your school to find you."

It took Song Qingzhi a while to realize what he saw, his nose sore, his eyes blinked, and tears fell down.

Not an illusion.

Some kind of anticipation could not be restrained in her heart, she raised her head and asked nervously, "You... are you here specifically to find me?"

"Yeah." Chu Ci knelt down and looked up at her face: "I came here specially to find you, I really want to see you."

The voice is focused and gentle, for fear of scaring people.

Saying these things under uncertain circumstances would put him on a very weak side. After all, he didn't know if she had found the person to dance with her in the past few months.

But he couldn't care less, he wanted to speak out, to tell her his heart.

In the square where people come and go, Song Qingzhi's tears flowed even more fiercely: "Really?"

Looking at her face, Chu Ci suddenly understood—for now, there are no handsome classmates with dark eyebrows.

Reaching out to wipe her tears, she smiled softly and said in a gentle voice, "Really, I wanted to come here a long time ago."

Song Qingzhi couldn't control it anymore, he reached out and hugged him directly.

The more she cried, the more wronged she became, her arms were tightly wrapped, and she choked up: "I miss you too."

It's hard to breathe.

Chu Ci was distressed, hugged her and stood up, lowered his head and gently pressed his lips to the corners of her eyes: "Don't cry, I'm here."

Song Qingzhi clutched his clothes tighter and tighter, despite the fact that the rain was still soaking the skirt of his hair.

The fierce competition in the college and the loneliness in a foreign land often overwhelmed her, and now she is colliding with the joy of her sweetheart coming to find her, and her emotions are like sparkling wine that has been shaken too hard, and she can no longer hold it, and she vents it through tears come out.

Song Qingzhi cried too much, Chu Ci looked at the weather, thought twice, and took her back to the hotel he had booked.

In the taxi, Chu Ci held him in his arms, feeling uncomfortable.

She is here, and her life is not as good as he imagined.

Logically speaking, this shouldn't be the case with her character, but obviously, there are still many things he doesn't understand about her.

After entering the hotel room, Song Qingzhi was still crying a little out of breath. Chuci placed her on the sofa, got a cup of hot water, went to the bathroom to soak a towel in hot water, and squatted in front of her to wipe her face.

Gently wipe away the tears on his face with a warm towel.

Song Qingzhi looked at his serious expression, and suddenly reached out and grabbed his wrist.

Chu Ci: "What's wrong?"

Song Qingzhi didn't speak, and held his hand to his lips to kiss him lightly, cherishing it very much.

The soft touch fell on the back of the hand, and Chu Ci felt the back of the hand get hot, and his heart was also burned.

Song Qingzhi looked at him, and said softly, "Why did you come to me?"

Although she understood it just now, she still persisted in wanting to hear a definite answer.

Chu Ci met her serious eyes, smiled, let her hold her, and used the other hand to wipe her face with a towel. His clear voice was more mature than before, with a gentleness that he had never had before: " Because I want to see you."

"So do you like me?" Song Qingzhi looked even more anxious, and unconsciously tightened his hand.

Chu Ci put away the towel, nodded and smiled: "I like it."

"When did it start?" Song Qingzhi asked.

Chu Ci: "On the day you left the country."

Song Qingzhi was stunned, looked at him in disbelief, stared blankly, aggrieved: "Then why didn't you tell me earlier?"

Tears began to accumulate in the eyes again, and my voice was hoarse after crying: "You sent me abroad that day, I thought I would never be able to."

Seeing that he made someone cry again, Chu Ci wiped her tears in a panic: "It's my fault, I realized it too late, don't cry, don't cry."

Song Qingzhi didn't want to cry either, but seeing this person who came all the way to find her, she couldn't help it. The excitement and sorrow in her heart were really indescribable. She felt that the tears she had saved for several months were all used up today. Why? It can't be finished.

Hugging him aggrievedly: "You already knew that I like you. I liked you when you still liked others. How uncomfortable it is to wait until now."

Chu Ci knew she was complaining, and he couldn't justify those facts, so he could only hug her back and coax her, "If you cry any more, your eyes will get swollen. I'm yours now, do you want it?"

"Yes." Song Qingzhi leaned on his shoulder with a muffled voice.

"Since you want to, don't cry." Chu Ci tilted his head, trying to raise her face: "Raise your head, and wipe your tears for you."

Song Qingzhi withdrew a little from his arms, without saying a word, leaned over and kissed him without any explanation.

This kiss was the complete opposite of her who had been silent for the past few months. Although it was jerky, it was so passionate that she couldn't refuse it.

Chu Ci was caught off guard and froze on the spot for a long time before he could react. After being stunned, he didn't reject her at all, and touched her side face with his hand to respond.

When he found out what he wanted, he wanted to see him very much, not to mention how could he not be excited after thinking about it for several months?
He desperately wanted to see her, and he couldn't restrain his desire to get close to her.

Song Qingzhi was very focused, as if he had put all his emotions into it.

In the past few months, the capital of country E has always shown a strong gray in her eyes, gloomy and difficult to breathe.

The appearance of Chu Ci is like a paintbrush wrapped in colorful paints, enthusiastically sketching and rendering on this canvas, and the whole city and even the whole world in her heart become alive at this moment.

She wanted the colors, and she wanted the man even more.

After a long time, Song Qingzhi separated from him a little, took a breath, and a new layer of mist covered his crying eyes.

Chu Ci's breathing was also a little unsteady, holding her face and trying to say something, she suddenly tilted her head.

The warm touch landed on his Adam's apple without warning.

Chu Ci was stunned, realized something, and wanted to pull her away from his arms: "Qingzhi."

Song Qingzhi who was pushed away frowned and looked at him intently.

"No." Chu Ci found his heart was beating fast: "Calm down first."

Song Qingzhi was stubborn: "I'm very calm."

"Qingzhi, you..." Chu Ci was caught off guard.

The adam's apple was reddened by Wen Ruan, and he heard her murmur but firmly in his ear: "I miss you very much, and even hope you can come soon. Since you like me and I like you, why stick to those?"

After finishing speaking, I didn't give him a chance to answer, and put my lips on it again...

How I want to be the person you miss all the time,

The one you tell your dreams to,

Those who share your joys and sorrows,

I always want to be the one you love.

It often rains at night in the capital of country E, and today there are also raindrops all over the place, and the wind blows the rain line again, dripping on the windows.

But the light in the window was warm, and the man who lost his self-control hugged the girl and went to another place, avoiding the bright room.

Opposite the hotel is a 24-hour coffee shop with dimly lit lights.

"Till the End" by Jessie Ware is playing indoors

Don't tell me I've been dreaming
Don't tell me it's all a dream

When you're standing there in front of me
Obviously you are standing in front of me

It's just the simple things, you see
You know it's the simple truth
It's all the things you do to me
it's all you've done for me

When everything is crazy
when the world goes crazy
You found a way to make it right
it's you who made it all go back to normal

Yes, I love and I love and I love and I want you
yes i love you i need you
It's gonna be till the end of time
this love to the end of the day

You only have to look my way
your eyes stay for me
For me to know it's not in vain
It doesn't make sense to me

And even when it's raining
Even though the sky is pouring rain
I don't see the clouds again
I can't see the clouds

……

(End of this chapter)