Your daughter's strategy

Xu Miaoyun was stunned. Because of the emptiness in the clean room, although Bo Rang's voice was soft, the echo was like a heavy hammer, hitting her heart hard. Seeing that she didn't reply, Bo Rang turned around and looked up. Xu Miaoyun, who was kneeling by the pool, seemed to be urging: "Answer me, why are you unhappy? Don't say it's because of Xue Zizhou, I don't see any similarities between her and you, and today is the Mid-Autumn Festival, you see You are so happy when you arrive at your family, how could you feel sad because of Xue Zizhou?"

Seeing that Xu Miaoyun was still silent, Bo Rang simply pulled her into the water and made her face to face with him. Facing Bo Rang's persecuting eyes, Xu Miaoyun had nowhere to escape. Now that she remembered her emotions at that time, she was also a little bit at a loss ,, what is there to be sad about?Is it really for Xue Zizhou?

In the blink of an eye, Xu Miaoyun vaguely seemed to recall a past event, which happened when she was a child in Hangzhou, and she had long forgotten it, but seeing Xue Zizhou today, maybe it was just an introduction, but it made her suddenly recall stand up.

Xu Miaoyun slowly leaned on Bo Rang's shoulders, as if recalling the past: "When I was in Hangzhou, the neighbor on the right was the Zhang family, and the neighbor on the left had already moved away, and the house has been empty all the time, although the time interval It's been too long, but I still remember that the family's surname is Qiu. Mr. Qiu has two daughters, the eldest daughter is Qiu Ying, and the youngest daughter is Qiu Rong. When Mr. Qiu was here, the Qiu family had a certain reputation in Hangzhou. The relationship with her is also very good. Qiu Ying has a gentle temperament, but she has never read a book, and she speaks and does things in a simple way. Compared with the two sisters who study and practice calligraphy all day, I like playing with her more. She is more than me. About ten years older, when she got married, I went to play with her husband-in-law's house. Her husband's surname is Zhao. I can't remember what his name is, but everyone always calls him Jiuye. That Zhao Jiuye is very powerful. He is also very smart. Before my brother was famous, the whole Hangzhou was his world. When it comes to him, no one would not admire him. After he married Qiu Ying, he loved Qiu Ying very much. That is what you can imagine Everyone said that Qiu Yingfu is lucky to have all the pampering and pampering of a man to a woman. She married the right person."

Speaking of this, Xu Miaoyun didn't notice that there was a hint of envy in the corners of her eyes and brows. Bo Rang, who had been looking at her, saw her stop, and said softly, "Isn't this very good?"

Xu Miaoyun shook her head, and said: "Although that Zhao Jiuye is very powerful, the Zhao family is famous for being noisy in Hangzhou."

She thought about it.He also gave an example: "Just like the Yang family, Zhao Jiuye is the same as Yang Minzhi. Although he is very powerful, the family members like to hold him back. After Qiu Ying married, the Zhao family is also full of love for Qiu Ying." Calculated, Qiu Ying never thought that the Zhao family would use those nasty methods to deal with her. Her first child was miscarried a few days after she found out. Qiu Ying cried a lot and went back to her mother's house Crying. Everyone persuaded her to change her soft temper. Later, Qiu Ying changed. She no longer indulged those inconspicuous people in the family. She was actually very smart and played tricks seriously. It's also a set of things, the people of the Zhao family are not opponents at all, when Qiu Ying really got the power of the housekeeper, Zhao Jiuye suddenly wanted to reconcile with her, not only Qiu Ying did not expect, but the Zhao family also did not expect. "

Speaking of this, Xu Miaoyun paused for a long time, as if she was also thinking about why, until Bo Rang urged her, and then slowly said: "Qiu Ying asked Zhao Jiuye if he did something wrong, Zhao Jiuye said , you did nothing wrong, but you are no longer the person I like. Zhao Jiuye liked the naive, ignorant, gentle and lovely Qiu Ying in the past, but he doesn't like the shrewd and capable Qiu Ying now. There is nothing wrong with Qiu Ying. It was impossible for the Qiu family to accept reconciliation. Qiu Rong felt wronged for her sister, so she ran to Zhao's house and scolded Zhao Jiuye, but Zhao Jiuye actually fell in love with Qiu Rong. He said that Qiu Rong was the same as Qiu Ying before. He wanted to be held in the palm of his hand and be loved. Of course, Master Qiu couldn't tolerate him getting his hands on his two daughters, so he agreed to Qiu Ying and Zhao Jiuye's reconciliation, and moved his family out of Hangzhou at the same time. Qiu Ying didn't understand until he left Hangzhou. Why did Zhao Jiuye change his mind, and even fell in love with his younger sister? I didn't understand at the time, I just heard everyone scold Zhao Jiuye as a heartless man. After the Qiu family left, Zhao Jiuye married two wives and concubines in succession , They are all kind of Xiaojiabiyu, gentle and pleasant. Everyone says that what Zhao Jiuye is obsessed with is not a person, but a character. I didn't understand it at the time, but now, I understand a little bit. As long as it is a gentle and weak person, Zhao Jiuye would like it, but Qiu Ying has changed, from weak to capable, she doesn't have the kind of weakness that Zhao Jiuye likes, so Zhao Jiuye doesn't want her anymore."

Bergen laughed: "What is that saying?"

Seeing Xu Miaoyun looking at her, and then slowly understanding what Xu Miaoyun meant, was Xu Miaoyun afraid that like that Zhao Jiuye, what he liked was not people, but character, so when she found that Xue Zizhou's temperament was very similar to hers? When she was similar, or very similar to her before, she was afraid, afraid that she would be the same as Qiu Ying.

Anger slowly gathered on Bo Rang's face, and he looked at Xu Miaoyun: "In your eyes, I'm the one who's with that Zhao Jiu?"

Xu Miaoyun did not deny it immediately, but lowered her head, which was clearly the default!

Bo Rang became more and more angry, wishing to swallow Xu Miaoyun alive, and also wishing to show her his heart. Even the child is so old, but she thinks about these things, it's really puzzling.

Bo Rang stood up from the water with a "wow", put on his clothes and went out, ignoring Xu Miaoyun.

Xu Miaoyun smiled bitterly. She knew Bo Rang's feelings for her, she knew that what she did now seemed purely self-inflicted in the eyes of outsiders, and she also knew that Bo Rang must be very angry and angry at the moment, but she would rather worry about it than fall into Qiu Ying Nabu Tiandi was happy and ignorant, but Zhao Jiuye told him that because she had changed, he didn't like her anymore.

Xu Miaoyun has always seen herself very clearly. Since she entered the palace, she has been slowly changing, and she is no longer as carefree as before. She will calculate people, just like instructing Princess Fangyu to sue the He family for treason. Forcing the He family to deal with He Yin personally, sometimes even in order to achieve their own goals.She is also using some means to confuse Bo Rang, making him agree to her request.

This kind of self made Xu Miaoyun a little panicked.

Although it is impossible for Berang to reconcile with herself, she is even more afraid of seeing Berang's cold face when he hates her now. Maybe it is today, maybe tomorrow, maybe it is an unknown day, she knows, as long as that When the time came, she would face a situation ten times and a hundred times more miserable than Qiu Ying's.

She didn't want to keep trembling like this.That's why I told Boyang, if you like me, no matter what I become, you will always be the same, then please tell me.Let me rest assured, if you only like the old me, I'm sorry, I'm not the original me anymore.

However, Berang didn't hug her to comfort her as she expected, saying that I like you no matter what.Instead, walk away, isn't that meant.Does he really despise himself?

Xu Miaoyun stayed in the clean room for a long time. Although the water in the pool was hot, her heart became colder and colder.

When he came out of the clean room, Bo Rang had already fallen asleep on the bed. He used to sleep outside and let Xu Miaoyun sleep inside, but today he slept inside.With his eyes closed, he clearly showed a do-not-disturb look.

Xu Miaoyun's heart became colder and colder.Lying quietly on the outside, she just expressed her thoughts, but Bo Rang treated her like this. If he really pities and likes himself, shouldn't he come to dispel his suspicion?

But he lost his temper and was so indifferent, is he covering up what she said?What are you still saying?

Xu Miaoyun's current state of mind is completely self-defeating, and she is pessimistic about everything. I am afraid that if Bo Rang really coaxes her with soft words and expresses her feelings to her, she may still treat the heart of a gentleman with the heart of a villain. I think Bo Rang said that because of a guilty conscience.

People who are usually easy to talk, if they become stubborn, nine cows can't be pulled back, like Xu Miaoyun.

Xu Miaoyun didn't know when she fell asleep, and she didn't know when Borang left the next morning, anyway, when Xiujuan helped her get up, her face was full of uneasiness, and she whispered: "The emperor looks very unhappy. "

Xu Miaoyun nodded and didn't speak, Xiujuan became more and more sure, the two had a quarrel, but wasn't it good yesterday, before entering the clean room, there was still a bright eyebrow and a gentle and indulgent one, why could they quarrel?

As usual, Xu Miaoyun ate breakfast, dealt with things, and brought Brother Mao and Xiaoxian over to watch them play. She had a smile on her face, but she couldn't see anything, but Xiujuan still found that she was more in a daze.

At noon, Bo Rang didn't come over. Xiao Xian was used to eating with his parents. Seeing only Xu Miaoyun at this moment, he shouted loudly, "Father! Eat!"

Xu Miaoyun coaxed him with a smile: "Father has something to do and can't come to eat, you and brother Mao will be obedient."

Xiaoxian was obviously very disappointed, and he didn't wave the spoon in his hand like before - he could already eat some simple rice paste now, Xu Miaoyun fed him personally, but he didn't eat much.

Xiujuan saw it, and quietly went to Chengde Hall in the afternoon, Xiaotingzi was walking out with a mournful face, seeing Xiujuan as if she was amnesty: "Sister is here, the emperor lost his temper this morning, what is it for?" ?”

Xiujuan said: "I don't know why. Didn't I come to ask you?"

Xiao Tingzi said: "Oh, this is really confusing."

Although the two of them didn't say anything, they both understood that they had probably quarreled with Xu Miaoyun, but they didn't know why they quarreled.

Bo Rang didn't come to Fengyi Palace for three or four days in a row. Everyone in Fengyi Palace knew that the two had quarreled, and secretly guessed in their hearts, is the emperor finally tired?

Even Xiaoxian got into trouble when he couldn't see Bo Rang, pouted and refused to eat, Xu Miaoyun also looked at his son who was angry and refused to eat, and felt more and more clearly what it was like to be out of favor and being left out in the past that Nanny An used to describe , even a thousand times more sad than what Nanny An said.

Seeing that Xiaoxian was clamoring for his father, Xu Miaoyun asked Xiujuan to carry Xiaoxian to Chengde Hall. Although Brother Mao was young, he could feel the emotions of adults. He saw Xu Miaoyun sitting blankly, and came up timidly. Pulling Xu Miaoyun's hand: "Auntie, don't be angry."

Xu Miaoyun smiled at him, but her face was very embarrassing. Brother Mao burst into tears when he saw it, and subconsciously called his parents.

Xu Miaoyun was taken aback for a moment, yes, without Bo Rang, she still has an elder brother, who will always be the one who loves her the most, even if she says something wrong.If he did something wrong, he wouldn't treat him like this. Even if he kills and sets fire, or commits crimes, his brother will always feel that he is the best, and he will never despise himself.

However, my brother is in Shanxi.

As soon as Xiao Xian arrived at the Chengde Hall, when he saw Bo Rang, he jumped up and called his father loudly, and Bo Rang's face softened a little.Looking at Xiujuan, Xiujuan hurriedly said: "The crown prince refused to eat and clamored to see the emperor, so the empress asked the servants to bring the crown prince over."

Bo Rang didn't make a sound, and Xiujuan had an idea, and said again: "The crown prince doesn't want to eat. The empress doesn't have the heart to eat either."

Bo Rang's face sank, before he could speak, he heard Xiao Xian say: "Father, don't come."

Bo Rang said: "If your father doesn't come, you won't be obedient, will you?"

Xiao Xian blinked his eyes and stopped talking, Bo Rang asked someone to bring the rice flour prepared for Xiao Xian to feed him.Xiao Xian obediently sat in Bo Rang's arms, eating big mouthfuls.Very obedient.

Xiujuan breathed a sigh of relief, and quietly stood outside the door, but she saw Xiaoluzi galloping all the way from a distance, and hurried to meet him, Xiaoluzi panted heavily, and waved at Xiujuan, Xiujuan frowned and said, "Put your breath away!" Even. Speak slowly."

Xiao Luzi shook his head and waved his hands again, and after a while he said, "Your Majesty, I'm going to Shanxi."

He didn't control his voice in a hurry, even Bo Rang heard it, and rushed out holding Xiao Xian, but he couldn't believe it: "She's going to Shanxi?"

Xiao Luzi didn't care about anything else, and nodded desperately, Bo Rang's face sank, he handed Xiaoxian to Xiujuan, and went to Fengyi Palace, Xiujuan hugged Xiaoxian and hurriedly followed behind.

Xu Miaoyun has made up her mind to go to Shanxi to find Xu Jinghuan. She doesn't care about the rules and decency or her status anymore. She only wants her brother to comfort him like before, and she will continue to live with her brother together. She doesn't need Bo Rang's fragile love and care, all she needs is her brother.

But how could the people in Fengyi Palace let her go to Shanxi, knelt down and begged her, but Xu Miaoyun remained unmoved until Bo Rang came in and saw the chaos in Fengyi Palace, and said angrily: "You What's going on here? What are you going to do in Shanxi?"

Xu Miaoyun said: "I'm going to find my brother."

Bo Rang looked at her coldly, but Xu Miaoyun's eyes were red, and she repeated: "I'm going to find my brother."

Bo Rang asked everyone who was kneeling on the ground to go down, and then said to Xu Miaoyun: "You are not allowed to go anywhere, you think you are at Xu's house now, what do you want to do?"

Xu Miaoyun burst into tears, and just repeated a sentence: "I'm going to find my brother."

She got up and went out, Bo Rang went to stop her, but she pushed her away fiercely. She cried and shouted hysterically: "I don't want you anymore, I'm going to find my brother!"

Borang's heart was pulled hard, he pursed his lips, and stepped forward to hold Xu Miaoyun tightly in his arms, but Xu Miaoyun struggled like crazy, crying: "I don't want you anymore, I want my brother , I'm going to find my brother..."

Bo Rang said angrily: "You don't have a brother, you only have me now!"

Xu Miaoyun didn't listen, but just cried. Bo Rang felt that his heart was about to be melted by her crying. He gritted his teeth and raised his hand to knock Xu Miaoyun unconscious.

Xu Miaoyun's crying finally stopped, but Bo Rang didn't feel any better, Xu Miaoyun's words kept circling in her mind: She doesn't want him anymore.

Bo Rang put Xu Miaoyun on the bed, and asked the imperial physician to give Xu Miaoyun a pulse.

The people outside were frightened half to death when they heard the commotion inside. They obeyed Bo Rang's order and rushed to invite the imperial physician.

Bo Rang looked at Xu Miaoyun who seemed to be asleep. In just a few days, she lost weight, her brows were tightly frowned, and her face was a little pale. He also regretted that he shouldn't be angry with her.

But after listening to what she said, how could she not be angry, he loves her so much, he wants to hold her in his hand, but she suspects that he is the same as that Zhao Jiu, if he is really that kind of person, this I'm afraid the harem is already full, so how can there be only one Xu Miaoyun?

He was angry with Xu Miaoyun for not believing his feelings for her, for being kind to her, and even more angry with what she said just now, what does it mean to want a brother and not him? He is her husband, and the child has already been born, so he can't compare to that Xu Jinghuan?

Physician Song was dragged all the way over, and he was also half dead from exhaustion. Seeing Xu Miaoyun lying on the bed, he thought it was some kind of sudden illness, so he hurried forward to check his pulse. Bo Rang asked nervously, "Is there any problem?"

Physician Song felt the pulse and pondered for a while before saying: "My lady's pulse is disordered, she seems to have a sign of urgency, and she has suffered from insomnia in the past few days, I'm afraid she needs to take good care of her." Bo Rang sighed, knowing it was so , he asked Imperial Physician Song to prescribe a prescription, and gently held Xu Miaoyun's hand, feeling a headache.

Xu Miaoyun had a long dream. For a while, she dreamed of Qiu Ying covering her face and crying in Hangzhou; let.

I dreamed that I saw him for the first time in Kang Wang's mansion, he and she were so young, he smiled at her, and she lowered her head, but her heart was pounding.

Dreaming of two people holding hands for the first time, he looked at her affectionate eyes,

Dreamed that in Huineng Temple, he kissed her for the first time, his lips and tongue were close to each other, and they loved each other deeply.

Dreaming of his fragile look in that snowy winter, she reached out and hugged him to comfort him,

Dreaming that he jumped out of the window to see her in the middle of the night, fanned her, hugged her and comforted her in a low voice,

Dreaming about the enthusiasm of the newlyweds,

I dreamed that when I was sick, he took care of me without taking off my clothes,

……

Unknowingly, the two of them had so many sweet pasts, but it is precisely because of these sweetnesses that the present is so bitter. If possible, Xu Miaoyun hopes that she will never wake up. Relying on these memories, it is enough for her to live the rest of her life up. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendations and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation.)