80 military doctor's little wife

Just, I don't know how much this hope can save, I don't know whether such a spark will be burning all the time, or will eventually be disappeared by the red dust, and the last unfinished is just a spark.

In the end, it was annihilation.

The water in the pot is boiling.

She covered the lid of the pot, went to the stove, took some dry wood and threw it in. The light of the fire reflected her thin face. She could hardly find the shadow of the past

And she didn't even know what she looked like.

It should be ugly.

Yes, it should be ugly, otherwise, she can't just sell for 500 yuan, one cent less, that Hu Laosi will lose money?

She pulled her lips, but it hurt her heel.

Then she opened the lid of the pot and looked out. When she saw that there was no one outside, she took out the weeds from her pocket and threw them all into the pot

In the evening, the Song family ate a pot of porridge with noodles. There were all kinds of dishes in it. They didn't know when to leave some noodles. In the morning, they ate the leftovers of Baogu and hazelnut. All of them were cooked together, and then they added a handful of salt. Even if they ate the soup and noodles together, they would be satisfied.

If before, Tang Yuxin absolutely did not know that he could have such a meal one day, it would be like a pot of pig food.

And even such pig food, most of the time, she can't eat it.

What she ate most was the cooking fire left by the Song family, and sometimes the next small bowl of rice that she could share. If she was not full, she would not die of hunger.

This time, as expected, after three big bowls, there was only one and a half bowls of rice in the pot.

Tang Yu couldn't help swallowing his saliva. Today, she just ate a few raw weeds. Now her stomach cries from time to time, and she is so hungry that her chest is close to her back

Shaking her hands, she picked up the thick bowl. There was only one side at the bottom of the bowl. She held the bowl to her mouth and drank it one by one.

No matter how hard it is to eat now, even pig food can save her life when it comes to her.

She finished eating the noodles in the bowl, then scooped a cold water into the bowl, and finally drank all the cold water into her stomach. When the cold water came to her stomach, it first chilled her throat, then her lungs, and finally even her whole body seemed to freeze.

She went out of the kitchen, and then put the bowls on the table, and then went into the kitchen, but behind her, there was always a line of sight or a shadow.

After tightening her dry lips, Tang Yuxin stood in front of the cooker and cleaned the pan and bowl. Her hands were red and swollen with cold. Sometimes she couldn't feel her hands.

She put her hand on her mouth, and then gently took a breath of heat, which is shrinking in the corner, waiting for the night to pass.

She raised her head and gazed at the big pot on the stove. Her lips were lifted slightly, and then sipped into a straight line, without any radian.

At night, the wind beat the door from time to time, clattering, as if to open the door.

Tang Yuxin sits directly on the ground and shrinks her body. She tells herself that when she falls asleep, it's not cold. When she falls asleep, she's not hungry. When she falls asleep, she may be able to dream about home.

And she's really homesick. She's missing her father and brother... And Gu Ning

She bit the back of her hand, but also can not help such a sad and uncomfortable.

She told herself, can't cry, yes, can't cry.

She's afraid of sobbing, she's afraid she can't bear it, she's afraid that life is better than death.

Even now she is not as good as death, but her heart is still a trace of hope light, she just hope that this light, can always be burning down, can let her not live like a walking corpse, live like a dog.

And she's not a dog. She's human. She's human.

The door outside suddenly creaked, and then came the sound of footsteps. From far to near, and then close, and then close, it seemed to be in front of me

Tang Yuxin clutched his clothes. He felt no pain in his fingers, but it still hurt. It still hurt

She opened her eyes slightly. There was a person standing at the door, and that person still lit a candle in his hand. The weak light illuminated everything in the kitchen, including the impending crime.

It's old song.

Old man song lit the candle on the stove. He also waited for a long time, tangled for a long time, and endured for a long time. Today, he couldn't help but stare at the woman shrinking in the corner with a pair of mung bean like eyes. He couldn't help rubbing his hand. His face was also full of greed, and the folds of his face were filled with disgust.

He then rubbed his hands, and then some flurried with his pants.

But after the pants fell down, his face changed. Then he lowered his head and looked at his own thing. It was soft, without any impulse or reaction.

And he tried for a long time, but that thing is not obedient, until he is out of sweat, but still unable to do.

He bit his teeth, and at last he could only lift his trousers. Then he went out in ashes, leaving only the cold wind, which almost slowly turned into ice.

When the door is closed, there is another sound coming from the outside door, almost with a regular sound

Tang Yuxin sat up, and her eyes were clear again. However, she hugged her legs and suddenly raised her lips. The smile was actually a little bleak.

It's dawn, and the wind outside is even colder.

"Let's go," old lady song kicked Tang Yuxin hard. It's like this every day, and it's not a fight or a curse

Old lady song also felt that her face was shining. The five hundred yuan was really not wasted. She said that she bought a daughter-in-law for a silly son, but what she bought was really a obedient dog

Do what you want to do?

Washing clothes, cooking, working in the field, but obedient.

The woman bought here is like this, like the one who runs, quarrels and cries. If she can't work without talking, it's very noisy.

In the field, Tang Yuxin continued to pull the grass, and also continued to pick some weeds by the way, and picked some others by the way.

Her heart is not so cruel. She won't use these herbs to kill people. Besides, there are no things that can kill people here. There are only these herbs. Is she really lucky now that she followed Chen Zhong to collect herbs in the mountain at the beginning? Without her, she couldn't know so many herbs.