80s: After Marrying a Disabled Man, I Am Really Fragrant

Chapter 35 Severe Insomnia

 “Xiao Xi.” He called softly.

 “Hmm!” She responded softly.

“Dad may really divorce mom this time.”

Ning Xi asked casually, "What do you think?"

"Dad is too tired. He wants a divorce. I respect him."

Marry a tigress and keep it at home. When you come home from the holidays, you will either follow her behind her and apologize to others in a low voice, or endure her endless quarrels at home. From time to time, your mother's family will come to make a fuss. One game.

 Whoever encounters this kind of life will feel tired and exhausted physically and mentally.

Ning Xi would not be stupid enough to say bad things about Yang Yufeng in front of him. She just followed his words and said, "If dad has made a decision, children really shouldn't stop him."

"According to grandpa's temperament, if dad is serious, they will go to school to make trouble, and dad may lose his job."

"If you lose your job, you'll lose it. It's good that Dad can come back to help us." After saying that, Ning Xi hurriedly explained, "Dad, as an adult, if something can be resolved by himself, you have to talk to Xiaobei carefully." Talk, he is almost in his third year of high school, and such a big thing happened at home, which will definitely have a certain impact on him. In addition, you have to tell him that he doesn’t need to worry about tuition and living expenses, we can afford them.”

"Xiao Xi, you don't need to be so obedient, you can be more willful." He rubbed her head heartily. Ning Xi's arrangement was good for her father and brother.

But he felt heartbroken. It was his responsibility to provide for his father and take care of his younger brother. It was also his responsibility to repay his aunt and second aunt for their kindness in raising him. However, she took on all the responsibilities for him and arranged everything for him.

How could there be such a stupid girl in this world?

"Yes! I'm so good, Brother Nan, can you help me... No, you are doing us a favor."

"What's wrong?" Lu Nan lowered his head and looked at the person in his arms. She also looked up at him. There was an uncontrollable calculation hidden in those shrewd eyes. What was Xiao Nizi planning?

"Tomorrow my sister-in-law and the others will help deliver the glass bottles to my home. I'm going to start preparing canned fruits. Canned fruits are expensive and difficult to sell, so I plan to send canned fruits to the countryside." Ning Xi still thought about this matter. She was waiting to talk about it tomorrow, but Lu Nan put the words in her mouth. If she didn't say it, wouldn't she be sorry for his rare tenderness.

"Country people don't have much money, and it's even harder to sell." When Ning Xi wanted to make canned fruit bodies, he had already thought about the problem of not being able to sell the canned fruits, and he had already thought about this for her." We send the cans to the supply and marketing cooperative. I have acquaintances in the supply and marketing cooperative, so it is not difficult to send them in. "

“It’s useless to send it in. The sales volume of canned food in supply and marketing cooperatives may not be good. There are many brands of canned fruit. Even if we are cheaper than others in the beginning, not many people will buy it.”

He reassured softly, "Business is done slowly, and no one's products can be known and accepted by everyone from the beginning."

 “But I want to make money quickly.”

“But going to the countryside is really not a good idea. How can we spend money to buy canned fruits that are not enough for everyone when it is difficult to eat.”

"So we need to find another way, such as exchange for purchases. The most indispensable thing for every household now is food. We can use the food to buy canned fruits and then sell the food to the food station." Ning Xi carefully observed his expression. If he showed If she is slightly unhappy, she will immediately take corresponding measures.

 It turned out to be waiting for him here.

Lu Nan looked at her with a half-smile, "I'll go to town to talk to Secretary Zhou tomorrow."

　　　…”He agreed?

She has prepared a lot of nice things to say, and she is also ready to act coquettishly, cry and make trouble...

 Forget it, just agree. A smile as bright as a flower bloomed on Ning Xi's face. She hugged his neck excitedly and kissed his face, "Thank you, Brother Nan!"

Nizi took the initiative to come to the door, and Nizi clinging to his arms made him breathless, and he unconsciously turned into a bloodthirsty beast.

Looking at his prey with burning eyes, he wants to tear apart the weak prey in front of him and devour it. The scorching gaze was so obvious that she was at a loss and subconsciously wanted to escape, but it was too late.

He held her tightly in his arms, buried her in the crook of her neck and nibbled gently, "Daughter-in-law, don't be afraid of me, I will gently..."

Has he finally been able to bear it no longer?

That’s right. A normal grown man hugging his wife every night but doing nothing would be intolerable to anyone.

That kind of thing left a deep shadow in her heart. She wanted to push him away, but she couldn't bear to make him feel uncomfortable.

never mind.

She can't let him hold it in for the rest of his life because of fear...

The ink-like moonlight poured into the house through the window. Lu Nan hugged his sleeping wife, as if he had drunk a sleeping potion, sleep came quietly.

He spent the past half month with his eyes open every night. In fact, it was not just this half month, he had not had a good night's sleep for ten years.

 In her previous life, since she died at his hospital bed, her daughter told him everything she had experienced in those years one by one.

 The pregnant woman who lost one kidney endured the pain and gritted her teeth to support herself without receiving follow-up treatment.

 The thin mother gritted her teeth and gave birth to two children without the help of a midwife or doctor.

The weak mother used her delicate body to protect the two children again and again, so that the two children could avoid being beaten as much as possible.

The weak woman endured all the pain and humiliation from a strong man's repeated beatings and tortures.

These things were like fishbones piercing his heart, making him unable to breathe and causing him to suffer from insomnia.

  He took sleeping pills every night, used the soothing incense specially made for him by his daughter, avenged her, and fulfilled her last wish. He had done all these things, but he still suffered from insomnia. The rare time he fell asleep, he would be haunted by nightmares all night long.

Returning to the first night 30 years ago, his insomnia was cured. The faint fragrance of her body made him uncontrollably want to close his eyes and have a good rest, but he did not dare to close his eyes. He would never close his eyes until his body couldn't bear it any longer.

 He was afraid that if he closed his eyes, everything he had now would disappear without a trace, like a mirror in a mirror.

 He was afraid to open his eyes again. She had died that summer ten years ago, and he was still the old man living in loneliness and regret.

Lu Nan hugged the person in his arms tighter, kissed her neck tenderly, and slowly closed his eyes.

From today on, he can finally sleep peacefully. This night, he really felt her presence. This was not a dream, not a mirror image, she was not a figment of his imagination, she really existed in his life.

He didn't care why he went back to 30 years ago with memories. He only cared that she clearly went back to 20 years ago with memories and was still willing to be with him and be good to him.

He will not tell her that he came back with memories like her, and will try his best to prevent her from discovering any clues. He doesn't care about the things she experienced in her previous life, but she cannot let go. If she is allowed to Knowing that he knew those things, she might not be able to face him and stay with him with peace of mind like now.

 (End of this chapter)