Listening to Qin Yanran's past, Zhu Jue couldn't help feeling a little panicked.
From the eldest lady of the Qin family who was admired by everyone, to the bastard of the Qin family who was hated by everyone, a huge change occurred in just one day. No matter who this kind of thing happened to, they must have been filled with emotions. All kinds of pain and panic.
Qin Yanran is twenty-four years old this year. Zhu Jue has read in her information that her depression was diagnosed at the age of twenty, but now hearing her words, Zhu Jue thinks that maybe Qin Yanran's depression has been there for a long time. She had it before she was eighteen, but it wasn't serious at that time.
After all, any normal person would not be able to bear the kind of living environment Qin Yanran lived in.
No group in school or family would accept her, and no one was willing to have a relationship with her. Including the boys who once chased her and her former best friends, none of them stood by her side. Not only did they stay away from her, some even joined the crowd that humiliated her, spreading words that insulted her and her mother.
In such an environment, Qin Yanran has spent more than nine years from the age of fifteen to now. Nine years of living in such an environment would make a normal person crazy even if they don't die.
What makes Zhu Jue feel even more sad is that Qin Yanran has only seen her mother in photos since she was a child. However, after she turned fifteen, all the photos of her mother in her home were burned.
Her mother's photos are of great significance to her, as they reflect her longing for her mother.
As the photos that recorded her mother's appearance when she was young were burned, her mother seemed to have disappeared from her forever, existing only in her memories...
The tears on Qin Yanran's face were still rolling. Under the moonlight, on the edge of the rooftop, the cold wind was blowing her long hair. There was no expression on her face, only the tears were flowing...
Zhu Jue leaned against the railing. The hand that was originally holding the railing touched his pocket. He found that he did not have any of the habits of a gentleman, such as carrying a pack of tissues with him.
So that a girl as beautiful and full of sadness as Qin Yanran shed tears in front of him, but he could not directly reach out to wipe away the tears on her cheeks.
The hand grabbed the guardrail again, and Zhu Jue asked: "The hospital here should have paternity testing technology, right?"
"have."
"The rumors are already like this, but your family hasn't checked with you yet?"
"I also want to know if I am a member of the Qin family, but my grandfather does not allow me to do a paternity test." Qin Yanran said.
"Why?"
Zhujue couldn't help but frown. He couldn't understand what the old head of the Qin family was doing. This matter was obviously very simple. As long as Qin Yanran and her father did a paternity test, the truth would be revealed and Qin Yanran would be given the The deceased mother was innocent, so why did the master of the Qin family do nothing?
In this case, no one has real evidence to prove whether Qin Yanran is from the Qin family, but the rumors about Qin Yanran and Qin Yanran's mother will not stop.
In other words, the current Qin family neither denies that Qin Yanran is a member of the Qin family, nor does it take any action to admit that she is a member of the Qin family.
However, the person who suffers the most in this situation must be Qin Yanran.
"Because I still have the last bit of value that can be used in a selection three months later."
Speaking of this, Qin Yanran smiled bitterly, and the pain in her eyes became even stronger.
Hearing Qin Yanran's words, Zhu Jue became even more panicked.
use……
It seems that the saying "the emperor's family has been ruthless since ancient times" also applies to a large family like the Qin family.
After feeling melancholy for a while, Zhu Jue quickly shook off these emotions. The most important thing for him now was to find a way to dispel Qin Yanran's idea of committing suicide. Even if he had been melancholy with Qin Yanran, in the end he still could not change Qin Yanran's thoughts. Yanran's inner thoughts of committing suicide.
Since people commit suicide because they are completely disappointed with the world, then the only way is to give this person hope to live in this world again.
Zhu Jue did not explore what happened three months later in Qin Yanran's words. Instead, he changed the topic and said, "You haven't told me yet why you suddenly left home and came to this school."
Qin Yanran stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and turned back to look at Zhu Jue: "Are you really planning to chat with me all night?"
Zhujue nodded seriously and said, "Only if you are willing."
Seeing Zhu Jue's serious look, Qin Yanran's eyes were dull for a moment. It had been a long time since anyone cared so much about her feelings.
The sudden appearance of such a person who treated her in a completely different way from the rest of the world made her feel that Zhu Jue was stupid. As she said herself, she thought smart people should stay away from her and ignore her.
Qin Yanran lowered her head and glanced at Zhu Jue's hand that was holding her. She couldn't help but feel a little confused in her heart, and said, "Then let go first."
"no."
"I won't jump."
"That won't work either." Zhujue frowned.
"But your hand is swollen." Qin Yanran said.
After hearing this, Zhu Jue noticed that his hand holding Qin Yanran's arm was already a lot bigger than before, especially the five fingers, which were now as red and swollen as pig's trotters.
Seeing this, Zhu Jue suddenly felt a numbness in his arm.
Before, he was only focused on stopping Qin Yanran from jumping off the building. He was too concerned about Qin Yanran's every move, so he didn't feel the pain immediately.
"Then I'll change my hand."
After Zhu Jue said that, he directly changed his other hand to grab Qin Yanran's arm, and the swollen arm was used to hold the guardrail.
Qin Yanran was stunned when she saw Zhu Jue catching her again like this.
Even if he used an uninjured hand to hold her, he would still be in pain if he used the swollen hand to hold the guardrail.
In order to let her live, this teacher was too persistent...
Suddenly, a subtle feeling began to slowly rise in Qin Yanran's heart. This was the feeling of being valued and needed, a feeling that made her feel warm.
This feeling is also something Qin Yanran has not felt for a long, long time.
Raising her head, Qin Yanran glanced at Zhu Jue, who had an "I'm fine, let's continue chatting" expression on his face.
"There's really nothing I can do about you."
Qin Yanran said, stretched out her hand to grab the blue backpack beside her, and took the initiative to climb over from the outside to the inside of the guardrail.
When Zhu Jue saw Qin Yanran returning directly to the guardrail, taking her own backpack with her, Zhu Jue's hand that was tightly gripping the guardrail also loosened its grip.
It seems that Qin Yanran has no intention of jumping off the building before finishing chatting with him tonight.
Immediately, Zhu Jue also hurried back to the inside of the guardrail. As an ordinary person, he couldn't help but feel a little weak in his legs after standing on the edge of the rooftop for a long time. After all, it was more than a hundred meters high here, and the night wind was too cold. The coat he originally planned to wear for Qin Yanran was also in his hand.
When Zhu Jue returned to the guardrail, Qin Yanran's eyes were on Zhu Jue's red and swollen arm, and she said, "You really can't cultivate?"
Qin Yanran remembered that when Zhu Jue said that he had lost his memory in class yesterday, he also mentioned that he could not cultivate himself.
However, when receiving the school uniform later, Zhu Jue struck the genius student of the Soul Shaping Level with another thunder. Qin Yanran thought at that time that Zhu Jue was just joking when he said that he could not cultivate himself.
But now, looking at Zhu Jue's swollen hands like pig's trotters, and the fact that Zhu Jue had always been afraid of falling when he was on the edge of the rooftop, Qin Yanran suddenly felt at a loss again.
Is he a cultivator?
Zhujue put aside his red and swollen hands and said: "I made it clear when I met you for the first time. I don't know how to cultivate. I don't know how to explain it at the moment. Anyway, I am a It’s just ordinary people who can’t cultivate.”
Qin Yanran looked at his hand and said apologetically: "I'm sorry."
Zhujue was stunned for a moment, then quickly put down his red and swollen arm, smiled and said: "It's not a big deal, don't worry about it. By the way, you still haven't answered my question."
Qin Yanran put down her small backpack, leaned against the railing and said, "As you said, I've been alone for too long and I'm very afraid of being alone."
"So you came to school to make some friends?" Zhujue asked.
"Friends?" Qin Yanran shook her head and said, "I don't need something that can abandon me at any time."
"That shouldn't be considered a true friend."
"What do you mean by a true friend?" Qin Yanran looked at him: "The so-called friends are just a group of people who associate with you because you are valuable."
Zhu Jue shook his head and denied: "Friends, as people say, will maintain a state of getting along with each other, which is a selfish comparison of "I hope the other person lives well, but I don't want the other person to live better than me." , but the so-called true friend is a state of "I hope the other person lives well, I hope the other person lives better than me, even if I don't live well, I also hope the other person lives well." If you treat a person. The good and bad gains and losses of others are more important than oneself, then they should be true friends. "
After listening to Zhu Jue's words, Qin Yanran paused for a long time and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "I have never met such a person, and I probably will never meet such a person in this life."
"Now, there is one in front of you." Zhujue said.
Qin Yanran's pupils flickered. Looking at Zhu Jue, who had a serious look on his face in front of him, the bitter smile at the corner of his mouth gradually faded: "You are really gentle, but you are just too stupid. I don't know if this stupidity is all A common problem among gentle people.”
"Thank you. Maybe I wasn't very smart before I lost my memory."
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