A Wave Of Desire

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Ocean

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I was looking at Makai apprehensively, my money was still in my hand and the food he bought me was still sitting in front of me untouched. I could literally feel my tongue tying itself into thousands and thousands of little knots as I stared at him dumbfounded. I didn't understand this turn of events.

"Don't worry about it right now." Makai smiled. "Just eat the food while it's still hot. We will figure all of that out later. Besides, we don't know how much you will be able to eat yet. You only pay for what you eat. If you don't eat all of your half I will eat the rest of it." He smirked at me like it was a challenge.

"O..oh y..you're on." I grinned at him as I grabbed a fork and an onion ring at the same time. The onion ring went straight into my mouth but I then grabbed my three dinners and popped them open. "You're g..going to s..see just how m..much I can e..eat." I didn't even care that I was stuttering with nerves right now. I was just happy to be getting a lot of good food.

Between the two of us we sat there for at least a half an hour and worked our way through all of the food. We each devoured our own portions of it all. Even the appetizer he had gotten, we each grabbed from that as equally as we could while we ate our meals. 

All of the food had been amazing and it had reminded me of the diner that I had seen in the video of Makai and Brittney yesterday. Especially that appetizer. That was one of my favorite things to get from that place back home. But now that I was thinking about that video it made me think about Makai even more and that was the last thing that I wanted to do.

Thoughts of Makai always brought up things that I didn't want to remember right now. And remembering things that I didn't want to usually meant that I needed to leave the room. Ugh, I was just going to get up and go take a shower. I would take my mind off of everything and everyone for a little while. Plus, after that meal I needed to brush my teeth.

"I..I'm g..going t..to go t..take a shower a..again." I told him stutteringly just like the night before. He didn't say anything, he just nodded at me as he sat back in his chair with a contented look in his eyes.

I did what I could to shower fast. Thankfully I had gotten out of that room before I could smell Makai over the food so there was no physical reaction for me this time. And I was able to push the thoughts out of my mind completely so I didn't need to take care of any business. The shower didn't last as long as I thought it would because of that. I was actually happy about that. It meant that I was probably getting better. I knew that it was just an involuntary reaction. I am not attracted to him at all.

After my shower I dried off, dressed in the same sleeper pants as last night then proceeded to brush my teeth, floss, and use mouthwash. Once I was convinced that I was thoroughly clean I went back to the bedroom.

Makai was still sitting in the same chair that he had been in before, though I saw that he was sitting up instead of leaning back like he was overly full.

"Good, you're out. I can take my shower now." He grinned at me.

"S..sorry if I..I took t..too l..long." I felt myself flush. I thought I had been quick about it but what if I had taken a lot longer than I thought.

"You didn't, I'm just glad you were done in a hurry. I am tired too, you know." He really did look exhausted.

"Y..yeah, I know."

He stood then and walked right by me on his way to the bathroom. Last night we had avoided each other as much as possible but tonight he basically brushed against me on his way. This was weird.

Damn, I was so tired. I was going to take the chair again, but I just wanted to lay down for a minute. If Makai took as long as last night he would probably be in the bathroom for a while. I don't think I fell asleep that fast last night.

I flopped back onto the bed, almost exactly like Makai had done earlier. My arms landed somewhere above my head on the pillows that had been provided for us. My feet were dangling off the edge but aside from that my entire body was on the mattress. The bed really was comfortable. Makai was lucky that he got to have this for both nights.

I could almost feel myself sliding toward sleep. I was gliding toward the edge but I just wasn't quite there yet. When Makai opened the door for the bathroom it pulled me away just a little and I was more alert than I had been for a moment but I kept my eyes closed for some reason. I think it was because I didn't need to see that he wasn't wearing any clothes.

I tried to not think of anything at all as I went to sit up. That was when everything changed. I didn't expect what I heard next at all.

"Damn, you look good." Makai's voice held a tone in it that I had never heard before. I wonder why he was talking about himself like that. I felt myself smile and my eyes started to open.

"W..why are you t..talking to yourself?" I asked him as my eyelids slid up. That was when I noticed that Makai wasn't standing in front of the mirror like I thought he had been, he was standing next to me.

"What are you talking about?" He asked me with a confused look on his face.  I saw that he was once again bare chested and wearing nothing but a pair of boxer briefs, this time they were a bright cherry red.

"I..I th..thought I..I..I heard y..you s..say something." I felt my heart pounding away in my chest as he looked down at me. This was so surreal.

"Really? And what did I say?" He smirked at me like he was darling me to repeat what it was he had said.

"N..n..nothing." I shook my head. "I..I..I th.think I..I was j..just d..dreaming." I went to sit up then but Makai stopped me.

'You can sleep there you know. You need to get proper rest. We're both in the finals tomorrow. You need to be in top form." I saw that he meant it, and I could understand it, but I just couldn't.

"B..b..b..b..b..b-" I was having trouble forming any word now. I needed to try again. "B..but I..I can't." This was bad. My stuttering had never been this bad before.

"You know, you are a lot easier to talk to when you're drunk. Or when you're angry."

Makai laughed then and I just had to admit how handsome he really was. I loved it when he smiled at me like that.

"W..what are y..you talking about?" I was confused, and that confusion was making me a little bit angry. That anger helped to curb my stutter, thank you anger.

"You don't remember do you? I preferred the way we were when we were on the beach together." I swear that was a wistful look in Makai's eyes. It was like he was remembering something fondly.

"Huh? W..we've never b..been to the b..beach together." I glared at him. He was messing with me and I didn't like that. How did he find out about my dream? I hadn't told anyone. At least, I don't remember telling anyone.

"You were drunk off your ass and you tried to hit me. Well, according to you that wasn't it, you were trying to grab a hold of me. In the process we fell together and I was kind of straddling you or kneeling over you. But you didn't think that I was really there. You thought I was just part of your imagination. Well, does this feel like your imagination Ocean?"

I felt all of the blood drain from my face. This wasn't true. That hadn't really happened. It was all a dream. None of it was real. It wasn't. It couldn't be. But, then how did he know about it?

"Should I show you?" Makai was grinning now. "Let me reenact the events of that night for you, Ocean. I want to help you remember."

I watched then as Makai, grinning, climbed onto the bed and straddled me. He was sitting over top of me just as the Makai from my dream had. And not just my dream, it was the Makai from my fantasy as well. It was the Makai that had made me so hard so many times. I had needed to pleasure myself to the thoughts and memories of what I thought was a dream just to get my dick to obey me and go down. And now here I come to find that it wasn't a dream at all.

Makai had a wicked glint in his eyes as he stared at me now. He had his hands on either side of my head and his knees on either side of my hips. The only thing that was different this time was that I could feel a little more of Makai pressed against me.

"If you hadn't been laying in the bed looking so hot I might not have done this. I might have been able to control myself. But I have been fighting myself for a while now." I heard a rumble in his voice as he leaned in close to me. "You are so hard to resist, do you know that?"

I was speechless. I couldn't say anything. I couldn't even move. What was going on here?

"Should I remind you of what exactly happened that night, Ocean. Should I show you what you did? I was so happy. It was such a pleasant surprise for me. I haven't been able to forget it since that night. I have been obsessing over it."

That was the last of the words that he had to say. The next thing that I knew I felt his hands close around my cheeks and his lips pressed against mine. Oh God, he was kissing me. I couldn't believe he was kissing me. And it wasn't just any kiss either. He had taken advantage of my slight gasp when I felt him press his mouth against mine. He slid his tongue into the small gap that had been opened.

Oh my God. His tongue slid over mine and flicked across the roof of my mouth. That was the last of my thoughts. I don't know when, or even if, I had decided to return the kiss but I must have. At some point I had grabbed a hold of his neck and was pulling him against me. I was even tangling and twisting my tongue with his as I kissed him back with just as much passion as he was giving me.

I don't know how long the kiss had been going on, I just know that when it broke it had been Makai who broke the kiss and we were both panting heavily. I could feel a desire that had built inside of me during the kiss as well. I was still clinging onto Makai's neck and his bare chest pressed firmly against mine.

There was something else happening now that I don't remember from last time. It could have happened and I just didn't know since I fell right to sleep but right now I could feel myself pressing against Makai in another place that I shouldn't be. We had both firmed and hardened and were standing at attention from the kiss.