A Wave Of Desire

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Ocean

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I was so fucking scared right now. Makai had just told me that he wanted this to be considered a date, and that basically, I was the damn girl for this date. OK, I guess all dates don't need to have a guy and girl role, since you know, we were both guys. But, he was paying for the food, that made him the dominant one, right? Or, was that even a thing anymore? Did it even matter when it came to two guys? What was the protocol here?

I had only ever been on dates with Britt the Bitch, and she was the worst when it came to dates. Most of the time it was just watching chick flicks and not even talking. We didn't kiss, hold hands, or even have dates all that often. We hung out and talked once in a while, yes, but not as much as I thought we would. Honestly, I have been seeing more and more how little she actually liked me.

But, I mean, I guess the reason I was freaking out so much was because I had always been the one paying for and planning the dates that I did go on with Brittney. Now, I was at Makai's mercy, and I just didn't know what he would do. What was going to be his idea of a date?

If the last few days with him were anything to go off of, then he was probably going to just go rent a hotel room, drug me, drag me up there. Then I would just wake up several hours later with a bag of ice on my ass and no Makai in sight. No, scratch that, he would be there and probably begging for another round.

Dammit! What the hell was he planning to do to me?

I was freaking out over these thoughts as I felt his firm, strong hand push me through the door and out of the diner. He was pushing me toward the car, and I wasn't even trying to stop him. Does that mean I didn't mind whatever he did to me?

NO! That's not what it meant at all. I wasn't going to let him do anything to me.

"Relax, babe, I'm not going to do anything. Remember, I promised not to." Makai had leaned down and was whispering into my ear.

"Y..you also promised t..to keep your h..hands to yourself." I reminded him.

"Yeah, well, you didn't look like you were going to leave if I didn't help you. This will be the last. Unless, you ask me to touch you, that is." He smirked at me when I turned to look over my shoulder. "What? If you ask for it, I won't deny you." After that he winked at me and went to the driver's seat. "Come on, let's go."

Despite my fear, I got into the car with him. I probably sealed my own doom, but I did it anyway. When we left the diner, it seemed that Makai was driving toward the city. It looked like we were spending the day, or part of it, in LA. Why go there?

It took us at least forty five more minutes of driving to get to the city, and another thirty to get to where we were going. The first place we went was a clothing store. It was an upscale store that sold name brand things. I had heard of the place, but I had never actually been here.

"Come on." Makai got out of the car and beckoned me. "Or do you want me to open your door like a proper escort would do?"

"NO!" I yelled at him as I unbuckled and got out of the car as fast as I could.

"Good, now come on."

"Makai?" I stopped him when I spoke.

"Yeah?"

"Why did we come to LA?" I didn't understand what he had done.

"I didn't think you could relax if we stayed back there. I mean, we're trying to hide what we have for now, right? I don't think we could have fun, just the two of us, if other people we know might be around. I don't want it to hurt you in any way."

I never really paid much attention, but Makai always thought about me and how things would go for me. He never pushed things when others were around, he didn't do or say anything that would make people suspect he had feelings for me. I needed to stop being so against him all the time. He had never done anything to hurt me.

There were a few times he went a little far with the kisses, but I was right there with him every step of the way. That was until he would grind against me, but I think I was more embarrassed than anything else.

"Are you coming?" He looked worried now, unsure if I was going to continue this date of ours.

"Y..yeah." I shook my head to clear it of the fog and followed him toward the store.

Makai was right, there was no one that we knew here. We didn't have to worry about anyone seeing us. This might actually be fun, so I should probably enjoy it as much as I can.

The inside of the store had more athletic type of clothing than anything else. That meant that it was right up my alley and from what I had seen of Makai, it was close to him as well. Though there were times he dressed like a typical rich boy.

My family was well off as well, but I didn't dress like it; or at least I didn't think that I did. I tried to keep things comfortable and casual, that was my main focus.

"Why clothes?" I asked him as he browsed the racks.

"I ripped your shirt the other day, so I should buy you a new one." He didn't even look at me when he spoke, he just continued to look through the clothes. "Don't you like getting new stuff?"

"I..I do. I mean, I uhm, I guess I do." I was making myself look like an idiot right now, and I felt my cheeks flush.

"Then let's pick out some clothes. A few for you and a few for me." He was looking like he was having the time of his life, I guess I should just get into it too.

"OK." I smiled, just a little, but I did.

"Great, come on."

After that he led me around the store looking for things for both of us. He would get something, then I would. Back and forth it went until we both had our arms full. There was one shirt that we both wanted, but I was going to let him have it. Makai wouldn't have that.

"We will both get one. Look, there are two of them in our size."

That made me blush again. What would people say if we went to school wearing the same shirt? Would they think we planned it? Would they think that we bought them intentionally? Would they ever think that it was just a coincidence?

I didn't stop him though; it made him so happy to be getting both of them that I couldn't stop him from buying us the matching shirts. I was slowly getting to the point where all I wanted was to see Makai smile, or to hear him talking. I think I had it bad for him.

After we left that store, we went to a few more. Makai was buying a lot of things for us both. New clothes, new shoes, new watches. And he didn't even bat an eye at any of the registers.

Honestly, I think Makai was lonely. I think what he wanted more than anything else, was someone with him every day. I don't know if he felt the exact same as I did for him, but that was fine. For now, I would fill the hole in his life that was caused by him being alone all the time.

After the shopping spree, Makai was hungry again. I had to admit that had made me hungry as well. So, we went to eat at a street café in the city. We ate outside and talked about the stuff we had just bought.

Following lunch, we went to a movie. The theater was almost packed, and we were lucky to even get a ticket, but we did. Makai didn't even ask what I wanted to see; he looked at the list of movies, saw the new romcom that had come out, and bought the tickets for that. We got popcorn, drinks, and candy.

After we took our seats, all the way in the back row in the far corner, we settled in for the next hour and a half to watch the movie. We were sharing the popcorn, with the bucket sitting on Makai's lap. The drinks were separate  as was the candy, but the popcorn was shared. I didn't miss that this literally made me reach right toward Makai's groin if I wanted to eat some of it.

Nothing happened during the movie aside from a few innocent brushes of our hands. Though, each time that happened, I felt my heart race like crazy. It excited me for some reason, every time that he touched me, or when I touched him. 

I know what that meant. It meant that I was sexually attracted to him, but I already knew that. I could tell that the tension between us wasn't just normal tension. It was an intense sexual tension that was beginning to eat away at me and consume me.

Following the movie, I thought our date would be over, but I couldn't be more wrong.