A Wave Of Desire

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Ocean

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I hadn't expected that things would go so well with my parents. I thought for sure that they would put up more of a fight. Then again, as Makai pointed out, I am eighteen now, and I could technically go no matter what. I just didn't like to upset my mom; she's scary when she's mad.

It was late when we got back to Makai's place, but I wasn't ready for bed yet. I didn't know when I would be ready to go to sleep with how much shit had happened today. Not to mention, I didn't have to worry about school in the morning. One last thing that Mom told me before I left was that she would call me off school for the week. Now, all I had to worry about was whatever Makai had planned.

Yeah, like that wasn't somehow scary. I didn't know what it was that he had planned for me at all and that made me nervous. It could have been anything.

Then again, there wasn't much that we haven't done, so I guess I shouldn't be scared in all honesty. And, it's not like I had been afraid of him when we had done...that. So, maybe it will be fun, in some ways. Interesting at least.

Still, when we had gotten inside I was nervous and excited at the same time. I was looking at Makai with a complicated expression when he finally broke the silence that was hovering between us.

"What's wrong, Ocean?" He asked me with a bit of a laugh in his voice.

"N..n..nothing. R..really. I..I..I'm fine." That made him laugh even harder.

"Sure you are." He sauntered closer to me, wrapping a hand around my waist and pulling me toward him until he could press his waist against mine. "And you're not nervous at all."

"N..n..no..no..nope. I..I'm n..n..not." I tried to deny it, but all I was doing was making it worse.

"Uh huh." He smirked at me a moment before he leaned forward and pressed his lips against mine.

Whenever he kissed me, or when I kissed him, the nervousness seemed to go away. It was like kissing him was the most natural thing in the world to me. It calmed the nerves, but excited something else.

By the time that Makai was done exploring my mouth with his tongue, he pulled away and looked at me with his face just inches away from me.

"So, Ocean, why don't you tell me what made you all nervous." His voice was soft, his smile was seductive, and I answered him without even thinking.

"Well, I uh, I was wondering where I might be sleeping while I'm here."

"Is my bed not good enough?" He tilted his head in confusion and looked like I had just hurt his feelings.

"W..w..well I..I uh, I..I uhm, I didn't think that y..y..you would w..wa..want me t..to s..s..sl..sleep w..with y..y..you." I was nervous again, dammit.

"Oh, Ocean." He chuckled and smiled at me. "I wouldn't want you anywhere else." The look in his eyes was heated and filled with desire.

"B..b..but i..in the sh..sh..shower you didn't want, I..I mean you stopped me and, I..I..I-." I couldn't finish what I was saying.

"That was because I saw that you were changing, and I didn't think that right there in the shower would be the best place for the first time. So, I stopped you. Not because I didn't want to be with you. I always want to be with you, Ocean. Always."

I felt him press his lower body against me more firmly, and I felt that he was a little more firm now as well.

"Do you believe me now?" I swear the heat in those words was enough to burn me, or at least make me melt.

"Y..y...y..yes."

"Good."

He kissed me again, and we somehow wound up in his bed moments later. It was another round of what we had done this afternoon. I wound up with Makai taking me the exact same way. He had raised my knees and looked me right in the eye while taking me. It was intense, passionate, and felt just as good as it had the first time. Actually, maybe it had felt better since it didn't hurt as much this time.

When I woke up in the morning, I was still naked and I was wrapped in Makai's arms with my head laying on his chest. I couldn't help but think about the fact that just recently I would have jumped away from him in embarrassment, but now things had changed so much that I couldn't even think about doing that.

"Good morning." Makai rumbled as he stretched under me.

"Good morning." I was glad I wasn't stuttering right now. That would make things a little more embarrassing.

"Are you ready to start the day?"

"Hmmm." I stretched as I thought about it. "I don't know if I'm ready to get out of bed just yet." I heard the sleep still fogging my words.

"Well, we could always stay in bed and have some more fun." I blushed because that was not what I meant.

"N..n..n..no, I..I..I was t..talking a..about s..s..sl..sleeping more." I stuttered uncontrollably.

"I know. I was just messing with you." He chuckled. "Come on, let's take a shower and then go get some breakfast. We have a busy day ahead of us."

"M..m..maybe we sh..sh..should t..t..take our sh..sh..show..showers a..alone. Y..y..y..you know, a..after wh..wh..what happened l..l..last time."

"Ocean, you're so fucking adorable." He laughed and squeezed me tight.

"I am not adorable." I grumbled and tried to push away, but he was holding me tight against him so that I couldn't move at all.

"Yes, you are. At least to me you are. Can't I think that my boyfriend is cute and adorable when we're alone?"

Well, I guess he did have a point. I was his boyfriend, and we were supposed to be able to think that our significant other was cute when they did things that we liked. So, maybe he had a point; maybe I should let him call me that.

"Fine, you can call me adorable, but only when we're alone." My words were still a grumble as I glared at him. "I..I..I don't want anyone e..e..else hearing th..th..th.those w..words."

"You got it, my adorable little Ocean." He was grinning happily when I gave him the permission; he even pressed his lips against mine for a quick kiss. "And maybe you're right, we should shower alone, otherwise we wouldn't accomplish much now, would we?"

After that, Makai got up and headed toward the bathroom. I heard the shower start in the other room so I decided to get up and look for something to wear. I didn't exactly bring my clothes with me to Makai's room so I needed to find something of his today. That was going to be an embarrassing thing again.

I tried my best to not let it get to me though. I just searched and found something simple that I could put on after my shower. Once I had the clothes in hand, Makai was coming out of the bathroom with a towel around his waist.

"I left the water on for you." He grinned as he walked to his dresser.

"Th..th..th..thanks." I had trouble getting the words out as I stared at his mostly naked body.

"Hurry up there, handsome. I will go start breakfast."

I rushed into the bathroom and started my shower. I was paying more attention to myself than I had before, and I noticed this time that almost immediately there were shining white pearly scales all over me. They were scattered in different key points, and it was enough to make me want to freak out again.

I did my best to try and stay calm though. I knew that they would go away, eventually. I just couldn't take long in the shower because if I did I would change completely, and that would be bad. I didn't want that to happen when I was all alone. 

After I cleaned as quickly as I could, I dried off and got dressed into shorts and a t-shirt. The scales were still there, probably because I was nervous. I knew they would fade when my nerves did. For now, I just went downstairs and had a nice breakfast with Makai. This time he had made waffles and sausage. It was quite delicious and filling. Though I was a little uncomfortable because he wouldn't stop looking at me the entire time that I was eating. It took me longer to eat, and I feel like I might have made a fool out of myself more than once while we were eating.

After breakfast, we would be starting work. This would be my first lesson on how to control myself in the water. And to do that, I had to let the change take me completely. To tell the truth, that was even more nerve wracking. I was actually afraid to see what I looked like in the other form of mine. I was afraid for Makai to see me like that, even though he was used to it. I just didn't want to think about it at all.