A Woman's Worth: I Am Not Worthless

She looked up at the sky and watched the lonely moon above. She had lost everything. What is life?

Why are we breathing?

Why are we alive?

Why does the sun give as warmth when we never appreciated it's worth untill it rained?

Why does people need you when they lost you?

A tear escaped from her eyes while she smiled sadly. Despair. That's what she felt. She hated the feeling of being worthless but she became one because of love.

But is it really love?

What really is love? Why do we give love to people when they don't even dare to give it back?

Do you really know what is true love?

Is it worth it to gamble in this kind of thing when all it gives is pure pain.

Was it a mistake to fall in love?

No. It wasn't. Her mistake was she pushed everyone away who loved her just to have the love that she thought was hers. That belonged to her. But it wasn't. It had never been.

She closed her eyes and let herself drown into the endless deep ocean. She took the last step untill the current swallowed her body. She reminisced her past, she delve deeper and deeper while her tear mixed with the ocean.

She was ready to end it when she saw the shadow of a shining star beside the moon. And just like that a blurry voice and an image that she assumed that was part of her memory appeared in her mind.

It was then, as if the coldness of the ocean disappeared and the warmth in her heart lingered as if telling her to fight.

'No! I'm not gonna die! I'm a woman! And I'm not Worthless. I will never be.'

She strived hard to reach the surface as her determination to live gave her the strength to go on. As she finally felt the air on her b.a.r.e skin, tears streamed down her pale cheeks as she cried hard for her dear life. Clutching her hand on her c.h.e.s.t, sobbing so hard pouring every pain she kept.

Under the moon and the sky finally filled with shining stars, she smiled to herself and promised to get back the things that she lost. She has to get it back and show them her worth. Shoving the treasure that they threw.