About my hopeless brother and sister

I was stunned, is Miss Lin coming tomorrow? Tomorrow? No, no, no, for now, it's less than twelve hours away, and maybe Lin Yiran is already at the airport on the other side of the planet.

"Well, but we have class tomorrow, and I can't pick it up at four o'clock."

"I know, you can't go, so I'll go tomorrow."

"So be it."

Great, perfect solution.

"I'll see you guys at school tomorrow."

Uncle didn't say anything goodbye, for him, the words to tell me were gone, so there was no need to talk to me, so, on his side, he hung up cleanly.

Hey hey hey, something's different ah! Something's not right about it! Why did she have to meet at school? Why did she have to come to school? What the hell kind of drama is this, everyday transfer students, the transfer process is so easy nowadays, it's going to be final exams soon, and you can still transfer over.

I let out a long sigh and leaned against the door, looking up at the ceiling. I felt a sense of powerlessness from the marrow of my bones, I was confused, and now things were completely beyond what I could handle. I don't like relationships, and mine should be very simple: a perverted sister, an unlikely romance, an open-minded teammate. That's perfectly enough. But now....

It's too much, too much really, I don't know, what to do with it.

Song Yixin, Wu Moxie, Qin Lan, and Lin Yiran who is coming. There are too many people, there really are too many people. Even if I'm slow, I can now feel Qin Lan's dependence on me. Qin Lan should like me, obviously, obviously I should be happy to accept this romance that I had no hope of succeeding.

But, how should I face Wu Mo Xi?

How am I supposed to face Song Yixin?

Today's attitude towards these two people made the rest of our relationship with each other very awkward.

I clearly realize now, though, that I really don't like human interaction, and I don't like to spend much time with people. But right now, I like who I am now.

There's a club and a bunch of friends.

I like, this life.

I don't want, because of one of my carelessness, to ruin the world I have now.

"Sister..."

I really, really want, to get that pervert, back sooner....

The door slammed open behind me and I lost my balance and fell to the floor.

I met Qin Lan's eyes looking down at me as she changed into her outfit for going out, holding her coat and scarf.

"What's wrong?"

I sat up, puzzled.

Shall we go back? Going back! That's how it is! It's got to be that, right! Yes, yes, I'm a pervert who wants to attack you while you're sleeping, so just go home! I'll help you pack your bags, I'll help you move them back, I'll do the whole postage service, okay! Remember to give a 5 star review and then never come back!

"I thought we were going out to dinner?"

She tilted her head in puzzlement.

"Huh?"

You heard from somewhere that we're going out to dinner, but to say the least, I'm sick to my stomach. A hungry cook can't cook, so might as well go out to eat tonight. I've been through too much today, and there's nothing comfortable or peaceful about this Christmas, rather it's too boring for me.

"Didn't you tell me to change my clothes?"

She looked at me, puzzled.

Ahhhh.......I said that casually.

But one is responsible for one's own mistakes ah, whether it's the current meal or the peachy debt one unintentionally committed right?

I sighed again, I felt like all the sighs of my life had been used up today. I stood up and then said, "Qin Lan you go put on your makeup and then let's go out. I need to change my clothes too."

Qin Lan nodded and then smiled.

Not quite sure why the smile.

To be fair I didn't have anything to prepare, so I took my coat in my hand and played with my phone.

Lin Yiran, this person, what kind of girl would she be?

My imagination isn't as vivid as that, rather I don't have one at all, I can't even imagine what a girl should look like, all I have in my head is Chairman...Chairman...Chairman... So many girls, why does my brain default to girls looking like a chairman!

How come it's not even Qin Lan....

"Okay."

Qin Lan gently pushed open the door and said.

It had been at least two days since I had put on makeup, so the Qin Lan I saw was a bit different, and the one I saw was a bit shockingly different. The skin that had been a little grey due to fatigue had returned to its usual fairness, the red and puffy eyes were beautifully covered, and the bloodless lips had plumped up. I have to praise the fact that makeup is really a technical activity.

In fact, this should be Qin Lan's normal appearance, the usual Qin Lan would not have such a big contrast. What had the recent Qin Lan gone through that was so mentally impacted. The whole person is like crazy, not caring about her mask, not caring about her friends, not caring about her face, the only thing she cares about is whether or not I'm with her anymore.

Heartbreaking, really heartbreaking, a girl who gave up everything she had worked for to become what she is now. What is this because of, is it because of my mistake? Did I do something wrong?

As if, really, it was my fault.

"Let's go."

Qin Lan reached out her hand, handing over the scarf. I took the scarf and gently helped Qin Lan wrap it around her, and Qin Lan closed her eyes, allowing me to tie the scarf for her. When Qin Lan closed her eyes, I actually had an urge to kiss it. If I kissed it now, what would happen to Qin Lan?

Will you slap me, or will you just, like, accept it silently?

I don't know, my heart is also very confused right now. I don't know how to face Qin Lan's feelings, and I don't know how to face Song Yixin and Wu Mo Xi, although I don't know how they feel about me, but I have a feeling that Qin Lan won't like either of them. I also don't know how to face Lin Yiran. My sister is right, being gentle to everyone is cruel to everyone. But, what can I do?

Cruelty to one person is more cruel than cruelty to all, I guess.

I don't know, I really don't. I don't know how to deal with the intricacies of a relationship, I don't know a way to be able to do both sides without hurting, I need someone who can tell me, but before that, I need one, accurate piece of information to be able to.

"Qin Lan."

I was quiet, looking at Qin Lan's face.

"Well?"

She opened her eyes, looked at me, and asked.

"You..."

I looked into those beautiful eyes as pretty as peach petals, into the face of Qin Lan, a face I loved to look at, and said softly.

"Do you...like me?"

Chapter 75 about my ex-girlfriend who was like that day.