About my hopeless brother and sister

"So, let's look at the reasons why the girls in our class didn't participate in the 400m and 1500m this afternoon. First of all, it's the fault of the sports commissioner, who didn't handle the registration form properly, which caused us not to compete."

The class president looked at the sports committee member sitting in the first row, and the sports committee member stood up, turned around to look at all the students, bowed deeply, and said, "I'm sorry, this is my mistake, I've discredited the class, I'm sorry."

There was sparse applause from below, not many people were paying attention to this matter, many of them had a matter-of-fact attitude, if the sports commissioner had been reprimanded by the class president or refused to admit it to death, then this farce might have been somewhat interesting, but now such a quick apology wouldn't make everyone feel funny, it would only even make people think that it was finally over can we go.

I smirked inwardly, maybe many people didn't see it, but I now understand that this was just a play put on by the class president, and even that it was very boring, very staged, and very, very, disgusting.

The class president looked at the sports commissioner with satisfaction and told him to sit down, then he looked at his classmates, cleared his throat, and said.

"It was a mistake on the part of the sports commissioner, but it's not inexcusable, we're only in our first year of high school, we don't know a lot of things, and the mistake on the application form is excusable. We all know that if a person who is not capable enough to do something is going to do it, then it is excusable to have an error. However, if a person has the ability but does nothing, and even leaves out the class honor that has nothing to do with them, then there is a mistake. Isn't that right, Qin Feng."

The class president's icy gaze turned over, and I silently looked out the window, I could feel the eyes of everyone in the class looking over, the eyes that had curiosity and puzzlement and the eyes that were expecting a big show, the pair of eyes that at this time threw the sins of youth and the ugliness of humanity desperately at me. I looked outside, the sun, which had dipped westward and lost its power, shone in my face in stark contrast to the disgust of the interior.

There was no one around me anyway, no one who could make me stand up.

"Qin Feng! Your sister is the student body president, you should have known that there was a problem with our class application form and that your sister would have agreed to it if you'd shown up today, why did you refuse and say that it had nothing to do with you?!"

My parents if the funeral home work you want to take care of the business ah, how are you so sure that my sister will agree ah, the chairman did not tell you very clearly in the matter of athletes is absolutely not to have sway? Will it work if I show up? Do I have to go to the president of the class for everything from now on?

I stretched my back and craned my neck. Hmm, what are you cooking tonight? I didn't eat at home for lunch, so I'll need to think about what I'm making tonight, is it to try a recipe for boiled meatloaf that I've seen before? Or should I say frittata? It's all ok, but I think it's good to challenge the new difficulty. But packing the fish now might be a bit tricky.

Never mind, I'll just go back to the fritters and eat them.

"What's with the attitude, do you have any idea how many overall points the class lost by not participating in two projects this afternoon because of your mistake? Do you have a sense of community?"

Of course that's my attitude, because it's not my fault at all, and you can't blame me for not looking out for this? Collective pride is something we respect based on your respect for the individual, and you push everything on Wu Moxie alone and then enjoy the collective pride?

The world is fair and you want to enjoy group pride in a group without giving?

But I don't like the way the meatloaf is fried, and I'm not sure how much to fry... I don't know how much to fry, but if I fry too much, I won't be able to eat it, and it won't taste good the next day... Well, let's try some of it first, and I don't think the chairman will eat too much fried food. It's no problem, hmm.

"Qin Feng! If you're still in this class, shouldn't you be apologizing to all your classmates right now? Shouldn't we apologize to Wu Mohee who has been trying so hard? Wu Mo Xi worked so hard, and you squandered her efforts like that?!"

Ah, I think it's okay, you actually know about Wu Mo Xi's efforts and that Wu Mo Xi's efforts shouldn't be squandered, so that's enough, you know this then I didn't try in vain this time, I can, I'll give you a round of applause for this witty and clever class president.

Ah, the dinner bell is ringing, no, it should be the school bell now. But now the class president has been enraged by my deadly shameless ability, think about it, if you desperately try to criticize someone, but that person not only didn't yell at you, but didn't even change their expression, would you feel a bone-deep humiliation that that person was looking down on you.

The class leader slammed the door shut, almost growling already, all the people looked at me, the class started talking loudly, I wasn't paying attention and I wasn't going to listen, but I really wanted to leave now.

"Hurry up and apologize, we can leave when you do."

"That's right, it's not a big deal, is it fun to drag everyone's time?"

Yeah, isn't that what you call group pride? Isn't the group pride you're talking about supposed to be us being together? Why do you suddenly think of yourselves at this point? Aren't we supposed to starve together?

I got up, forget it, I don't care what you guys think of me, but if I put off frying the meatloaf any longer it's going to be shorter and I'm going to be attacked by the chairman longer, so I'd better get back early.

That's right I think, well, it's better to go back early to save your mind.

I looked at Wu Moxie who was on the side with her head down, the only one who wasn't looking at me... Ah, no, she wasn't the only one, Qin Lan wasn't looking at me either, but that's not the point.

I bowed my head deeply and said, "I'm sorry, Wu Moxie."

The class was silent, everyone was looking at me, the class president was breathing heavily in front of me, looking angry.

I carried my bag, and then in front of everyone's eyes, I walked past the front of the class, past the class president, and past Qin Lan. She didn't look at me, she was looking down, not sure what she was thinking.

I pushed the door open, then, closed it softly and left.

The outdoor air flooded in front of me, and although it was still indoor air in the hallway, it was far more comfortable than the air inside. Because of this farce, the rest of the class had already left, and there were only a few scant people in the hallway with the sound of footsteps. I walked slowly down the stairs and headed for the school entrance.

The sunset had lost the heat of the day, but the remaining heat of the day was still raging, but the air had become much cooler, and at the entrance, a few largely unchanged private cars were parked there, students pushing their bikes and walking in groups, laughing loudly together as they left, it was one of the rare nights when there were no late nights for studying, and everyone's faces were filled with the joy of being on holiday.

But it was just a normal day for me.

I slowly walked towards the school gate, looking out at the sunset.

Suddenly, a hand grabbed my sleeve.

A very familiar feeling, the kind, a hand with the temperature of a young girl, a hand that trembled with nervousness and fear, and without looking back, I could see the shyness of the girl who had her head down, trembling and reaching out, grasping the sleeve of the boy in front of her, her bangs hanging down so that no one could see.

I stood silently, a little breathless behind me, she was running down after the class president announced that it was over, right? It was obvious that I had worked so hard today, but I ended up running down the stairs.

I accomplished my goal, I let that responsibility come to me, I made sure that Wu Mo Xi could maintain the image of a girl who worked silently and protected in front of her classmates. Maybe I'll turn into a rotten person in the minds of my classmates who has no sense of responsibility and doesn't want to help others, but it doesn't matter, I'm just a bunch of carbon elements, it doesn't matter if I'm a diamond or a charcoal in the eyes of others.

"Thank you..."

A whispered thank you, softly, as the cool air, along with a breeze, quietly, brushed my cheek.

"...hmm."

Chapter 23 about my not-so-happy sporting event (IV)

Sister, what's the relationship between that woman and him?

[Not sure.]

【Why did he... help that girl...】

[I don't know.]

[What does my sister think of her.......]

[I'm not sure.]

Sister, I don't think it's an auto-reply.]

[It's not clear.]

Sister... please... please help me... I really... I really... I really... ...I'm really...so miserable, watching him take the blame for other girls...being scolded by his classmates...]

The young girl's hands jumped haphazardly on the keyboard, her hazel eyes watching the screen as her fingers typed out almost ungrammatical statements on the tear-spattered keyboard. The young girl held tightly in her arms, that piece of his school uniform, looking at the screen that there is no longer a reply to the dialog box, eyes soaked with tears, only thick fog left in front of the eyes, breathing almost no taste of the school uniform, tears like the rainstorm that day, pouring down.

He stood up for other girls, that left the back as once stood in front of his own back, the girl ran after his footsteps, as if a princess chasing his knight as proud, the teenager's bosom, there has been another person, himself, himself, and where.......

Shrinking into a ball in the chair, wanting to shrink into this ball forever and ever, shrinking as small as possible, shrinking until he didn't exist the best, watching another woman take his hand, the pain like his own heart being ripped apart and crushed and stomped on, he, really, couldn't take it anymore.

"Don't..."

The young girl stretched out her hand, desperate, the young man's back seemed to be getting farther and farther in front of her, the young man was holding the other girl in his hands, they were laughing, they were walking forward, they were getting farther and farther in front of themselves, no, no, no, no! Desperately, he reached out his hand to hold him, to tell him not to leave him, but, but desperate hands couldn't hold his back, his back, so far away.

"Qin Feng..."

The empty fancy apartment was empty, with hardly any furniture around it, except for the piles of fast food containers and trash in the kitchen, with the girl's glass of water on top of the dining table, but it had long since dried up inside. Things were lying around the room, all slammed aside because of the owner's anger.

There was no one else in the house, the young girl cowered in her chair, the only source of light was the light from the already dimmed screen, shining on the face of the shivering girl covered in her school uniform, the tears of pain on the girl's face reflecting the light of her loneliness.

........