About my hopeless brother and sister

And the girl, by this time, perhaps, had returned to the square.

Chapter 32 on my most painful failure.

"Sister..."

"Brother..."

My sister held me tightly, the warmth of her body and the familiar scent surrounding me as I buried my head in my sister's arms, hugging her tightly, breathing in the air around her and embracing the embrace I had once embraced.

I'll never be abandoned by everyone, and I'll never be abandoned by my sister, and as long as I have my sister by my side, then it doesn't matter. Even if no one cares about me, my sister will never forget me. When I have nowhere to go, my sister's embrace is also my last port of call.

I don't want to leave this place, this is my last warmth. I don't want to leave this place, never again.

"Sister...I was bad before...I'm sorry.... ...I'm sorry..."

Holding my sister in my arms, I rubbed my tears against my sister's chest with a cry. My sister gently stroked my head and placed her head gently on the side of my face, rubbing my tears and smoothing them evenly across both of my faces.

"Brother..."

The two of us snuggled close together on the same bed, as tight as twin snakes, naked limbs entwined tightly, and I held my sister in a death grip, not willing to take a step away.

It didn't matter, it didn't matter anymore, there was nothing in the outside world worth keeping with me. Just let me be by my sister's side, no matter what or when, please let me stay in her arms forever and don't leave. It doesn't matter, no matter what other people say, I want to be here, no matter who no matter what no matter what they say I will not let go of the hand that holds my sister.

In the future, my only humble last bit of dream will never exist again.

"Why did you let Wu Moxie follow you in danger ah!"

"It's not because you're trying to be cool or whatever reason you have to show Wu Mo Xi your manhood, huh? Did you ever think that Wu Mo Xi would get hurt because of this!"

"As a boy you didn't even protect a girl you really feel ashamed!"

"Now Wu Mo Xi is also injured, why are you still going with her ah, you know Wu Mo Xi is afraid of you why don't you go and dissuade her ah! Are you satisfied now? Are you happy? You are a disgusting person and I want nothing to do with you for the rest of my life! I don't want to see you again!"

"You of all people! I hate it!"

In front of each and every one of the photos have him, have smiling expressionless lazy him, every inch of their own every strand of every minute of memories have his face, every trace of their own tears have his sadness.

I like him, every second of my own thinking about how to be with him, and if I'm with him, every inch and centimeter of my own time with him will become splendid, every minute and every side of his time will become splendid, even if I just look at his side face, even if I can only feel his breath, my own body, will emit the ember of happiness.

Himself wasn't even trying to go read a book, she was just trying to go see him.

Gently turn on the phone, the phone interface is a secret shot of his side face by himself, the picture of him propped up with his head, a book spread out on the table in front of him, bored, he looked up at the window, yellow warm sunset light through the window, on his face coated with a happy fluffy light. The familiar and unfamiliar face in his own eyes was intoxicating, how good it would be to hold his hand and look out the window at the sunset with him....

Eyes long since no tears would flow out, the light of the phone gradually dimmed, the darkness went down, the remnants of clarity then blurred in front of the eyes, his face completely disappeared in front of himself.

It was as if the present self and he were the same....

"Qin Feng..."

His name came out along with the tears, tears that would have dried up because of him came out again and flooded themselves with desperate sadness. It would have been possible to live with him and watch the first sunrise, the sunset, it would have been possible to look at his sleeping face and smile every day, to be held in his arms, and everything everything that he had dreamed of was destroyed, destroyed by himself, completely, by his own hands.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"Why are you going with her, do you like her?"

"Do you know it's dangerous for you to leave Wu Mo Xi alone, you're so dangerous, I'm so worried about you! What if you get hurt!"

"You don't want to be with her...why don't you go with me...why do you want to walk out hand in hand with her...why do you want to be with her So intimate...you don't...like her...please...don't... ...like her ah...I don't want to see...you with her ah.... "

"I... really... like you... so much..."

The young girl lay quietly on the bed, her ankle with an ice pack on it, her breathing is very steady, without the slightest ripple, but her eyes are open, in the dark like a cat pupil.

The first time you find a boy's chest can be so wide, in his arms can not feel a trace of wind from outside, his breathing is rhythmic like a drum beat, he does not have the smell of sweat on his body after exercise, instead just a faint smell of mint, is it the smell of laundry detergent he used? He held himself in his arms, and his own self, which should have been frightened and scared, was very calm, as if he should be just as at ease in his arms.

Gradually the noise of the crowd could be heard, the light representing the development and progress of mankind gradually pierced through the darkness of nature, and once again he had chosen the right path, he had found the right direction, and once again he had helped himself.

It was curious, really curious.

He said he did not have the courage to be popular.

What about him? So what is the reason for his unpopularity? Just because of the rumor about the girl walking? Or was it his emotionless face and indifferent eyes that looked at no one? Or is it that no one will even try to reach him. Or is it because his indifferent attitude is keeping him from fitting into a society where everything is so called, so no one will try to reach him?

So, touching his own, isn't it, very fortunate?

Discovered it herself, a miracle of her own discovery.

But, believe the girl, she understood.

He put himself down, perhaps because he was worried about what bad influence he might have on himself, but he held his hand tightly in his own and helped himself to walk over.

Walking in front of everyone.

"Why did you put Wu Mo Xi in danger with you!"

"It's not because you're trying to be cool or whatever reason you have to show Wu Mo Xi your manhood, huh? Did you ever think that Wu Mo Xi would get hurt because of this!"

"As a boy you didn't even protect a girl you really feel ashamed!"

"Now Wu Mo Xi is also injured, why are you still going with her ah, you know Wu Mo Xi is afraid of you why don't you go and dissuade her ah! Are you satisfied now? Are you happy? You are a disgusting person and I want nothing to do with you for the rest of my life! I don't want to see you again!"

"You of all people! I hate it!"

No...no...no....

Nope....

You shouldn't...it's not right...Qun Lan, it's not like that!

As if he had snatched away, or as if he had captured the goblin who coveted the treasure, Qin Lan forced himself into his arms, his own hands in Qin Lan's hands, Qin Lan looked at him and shrieked loudly.

Never, ever, had I seen, Qin Lan so angry.

Her eyes burned with anger anxious worry sadness, as if she was as desperate as a person on the verge of freezing to death desperately throwing all the firewood into the fire. Can so many expressions appear in human eyes at the same time? What, exactly, was she thinking about now?

Qin Feng lowered his head.

There was no other expression in his eyes .

Only, despair.

In that moment, he suddenly realized that this boy, this strange yet always able to protect himself and help himself, liked Qin Lan. Liked this Qin Lan, who was now doing his best to curse him. But now, his small, humble crush was being torn to shreds by the other guy's own hands, a little bit.

Nope! Nope!