Actor, Search for Hope

The filming in Germany was tight but smooth. It was because there was little reason for trouble because there were two actors who were key actors. The biggest problem among them was the weather, but there was no big mount because it was not enough for the storm to blow.

The most central thing in the movie is the life of the idealist. And the small changes that happen in the middle or accidental encounters become important. The most important of these scenes is the encounter with Man B.

So was Men B's life. The most important event in Men B's life, not Men B's depicted in cinematic terms, was the encounter with the idealist. I don't know what will happen in the future, but so far in my life.

There seemed to be nothing lacking in Male B's life that Sun Woo was looking at. But man B's life was a life of self-suffocating.

It wasn't a rich house, but it was a middle-class family. Father and Mother were a couple, and they loved their son, B, a lot. My younger sister was also lovely, and unlike other normal brothers and sisters, she also had a lot of affection.

However, in that life, I was filled with happy feelings, but always longed to be loved. Nevertheless, he felt that something was missing. The biggest problem was not knowing what it was, and it was the reason for the agony.

It is a happy life for others and for themselves. It doesn't make sense that there were no minor disputes in the book of fairy tales or in the book of fairy tales. This is only a small foothold that makes us feel happier.

He does not say anything about studying his philosophy, writing novels and poetry. I cheered for him. But something was always missing.

The deficiency is still progressive now that I've met her, but...

“Are we going back to Korea tomorrow? ”

“Yes, tomorrow. ”

Such a lack.

Meet her, talk to her. Looking up at the sky in the same space, feeling the wind. Suddenly, such a lack was enough to say "damn" even though it was once the biggest concern.

“Every moment is in the past. The wind that I want to be forever is like feeding 33278. So human beings are creatures that look forward to the future, but are tied to the past indefinitely. ”

“But if the time you really want is eternal, you'll be as happy and miserable as that. So I'm very, very happy, very sad right now. ”

Time is relative. And people are always changing beings. For Man B, man was like that.

If that time really persists, no matter how long we hope for eternity, will emotion be eternal? Not likely Human beings are like that.

“Thank you so much for the letter you gave me last time. I hesitated to write back, but I think you'll read it someday...”

Lee knew about Man B. As soon as I got the letter, I knew. If you wrote an answer to that letter, you wouldn't read it right away.

“I'll read it. ”

“About a decade from now? ”

“About a decade later. ”

I keep it in my arms all the time, and then time passes.

“Or 20 years from now? ”

“Twenty years from now, that's great. ”

People didn't believe in memories, but I think they do now. It would have been nice not to have received an answer to the letter, but one memory, it also took shape.

“...... Memories are enough to keep people alive. Still”

A place where they met for the first time and continued to share the same time. The sky is dyed red and the wind makes me feel cold today. It's not sure if it's really because of the cold weather or if it's because of the breakup between Lee and Man B.

“NG!”

The voice of Director Kangjin resounded around the time everyone thought the filming would be over soon. Even though the other staff didn't hear NGs chanting, the director felt something was wrong.

Others who had breathed quite a bit so far were all thinking in their own way, "What could be the reason?" When everyone says okay, the part that says no when they feel that way. Do you recognize that part of the situation or not? It is more than first-class intersection.

“Seo Eun, are you sick? ”

Director Yoo Kangjin shouted NG and asked me to rest for a while, then Kim Seo Eun and I started talking quietly. And I said it carefully.

The problem is that I know something's wrong, but I can't figure out what to do. To be honest, I didn't feel sick.

“Or is there something wrong...? ”

Director Yoo Gangjin cautiously asked a few questions, but at each time Seo Kim simply shook his head saying that he did not.

Ordinary actors will stop at nothing, or at least say something nice about it. It was very difficult what to do. Director Yoo Gangjin had also seen many kinds of geniuses in the movie edition, but one of them was a real genius. And one of them was Seo Eun Kim.

“Mmm-hmm. ”

So much so. Subtle.Normal actors would be full of them if they were acting. But that was just the scene. Until now, if Kim Seo Eun disappeared completely and Lee Sang-ah appeared and spoke, there was Kim Seo Eun, not just there.

Actors acting.

Of course it was great, but there was definitely a difference. If you finish filming like this, you will scratch your masterpiece.

“What's so, um... Hmm."

Lee Sang-a has nothing to lose. Your situation, your opponent's situation. And the future. I'm afraid I can't help it. Because of this, all feelings of regret are scattered the day before. And on the last day, it was a bright smile. A small amount of sadness remains.

However, there was not only sadness but also sadness in the last scene. Not in the expression, but in the atmosphere, Aura said. And the atmosphere made me realize that.

“... that's all for today. ”

Thanks to the actors, and because the weather didn't interfere much, I had some time left. There was some spare time in the next few days, and there was only one scene left. A little early, but resting here doesn't seem too bad either.

The most important thing was that it didn't seem to mean much to me if I kept filming. I didn't think I'd be able to show that shocked act again today. The biggest problem was not knowing why.

“Sunwoo. ”

“Yes, sir. ”

While organizing the shoot, Director Yoo Gangjin called Seonwoo aside and began to talk.

“Did something happen yesterday? ”

“I don't think there was one. Maybe I made a mistake...”

As the old saying said, the thief hesitated, but fortunately, it was not the part because he wanted to have a problem because his own actions were not acting. Rather, I sighed in relief that there was no problem at all.

“I just wanted to ask Eun if there was anything going on today's last day, or just recently. At the end of the day, there is no blame on Sungwoo. Don't worry. I was wondering if you had any guesses. ”

Director Yoo Gangjin asked Sun Woo this question because he thought they were geniuses of the same lineage. Although their personalities were quite different, I thought they were both one thing, so I vaguely expected that something would work for the same genius.

Maybe over time it'll be okay. Maybe I'll come back tomorrow. However, as Yoo Gangjin's supervisor, he could not wait for time to resolve. He was the director, and Kim was the one who really stuck his foot in the movie. The limited time was also the same. I didn't want to leave anything out in this movie. It's hard to come back to Germany. No, it wasn't hard. It was almost impossible.

“... let me tell you a story. I'm not sure. Well, maybe if I'm right, it'll be okay soon enough. ”

I felt a slight relief on the face of Director Yoo, Sungwoo.

“Please.”

According to the schedule, Seongwoo saw that there was still time. I've had better filming so far, so frankly, I could just take a day or two off. It seemed like the style of Yoo Gangjin's supervisor was to pay attention to each other.

We should be heading back to the lodge shortly. We're almost done with the equipment and other materials needed for the shoot. And then one evening, the sunset disappears, and darkness sets over the horizon, and the starlight begins to spread.

“You're not sick, are you? ”

Kim Seo Eun, who was staring at the sky, gave back the same words he had heard a few days ago.

“Yes, I'm fine. ”

“Really?"

Seo Eun replied, Sun Woo stared at him and said again. Just as I had just remembered what happened, a slight change in my eyes was made.

“Really. Are you okay? ”

“Why are you questioning me? And I don't think that's okay. ”

Kim Seo Eun's eyes turned and looked at Sun Woo and felt the waves shaking in contrast to the feeling of rolling as usual.

“Nietzsche said, If someone's making excuses for us, he has to make excuses very plainly. Otherwise, we feel offended by our own guilt. I think we've become close. If they don't like each other. ”

Man B's philosophy was Nietzsche. And I just found out things about Nietzsche because I was just a B man. So I took out a catchy phrase in the current situation. I feel like I need a good excuse myself.

I don't really like this type of well-known sex. Is that a legitimate excuse for her?

“Nietzsche. Even though humans are intimately linked to each other, there are also four directions in the horizon of their common vision, both northeast and southwest. And we're looking in the same direction, even if it's a coincidence. But it's almost over. ”

So Kim said that he hated the fact that this situation is over now. So Chongwoo said:

“It's not us, it's Man B and Sang. Right?"

There was nothing sudden, but I couldn't help but get acquainted with the other half of the man. Unless you've noticed the bright eyes. She was weird, but kind and full of charm. So when I saw her telling me that she didn't like the fact that this situation is going to end, I thought it was pretty cute.

“When I go back to Korea, I'll buy Meron too. What do you say? ”

At Sunwoo's words, Kim Seo Eun nodded forcefully, frowning. My shaking eyes suddenly started flashing like a star again.

“Is there anything else you'd like to eat besides Cameron? ”

It's still a mystery why he's been thrashing Meron at the pork belly shop. I thought he liked her. Speaking of which, Chong-woo asked because he wanted to know more about her taste in food.

“I like grapes and strawberries."

However, this question was fortunate that a sensible answer came back, and a different story flowed out of her mouth.

“Foxes and grapes. Not only does the real fox say he only sees grapes that he can't reach, but he also sees grapes that his mouth can reach and reach before anyone else can. ”

Why are you suddenly talking about Nietzsche?

And then what I said, what she said earlier. And even though everything I'm saying is Nietzsche's story,

“Do you like Nietzsche? ”

“A little?”

The gaze of staring at Sunwoo with a smile on his face was looking for an answer. You've given me some crazy answers in talking to her so far, so you're hoping for something else to answer.

I don't think we're talking about philosophy here. What should I say? It was also difficult to rely on Men B's knowledge. Because time has passed, the limits of shallow knowledge will soon be revealed by the remaining fragments.

“... I mean. ”

Seonwoo sighed again.

I feel like not only a sigh but there are more wrinkles these days.

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