Actor, Search for Hope

It's the love of my wife and daughter. Even before Yeon-woo Kim died... I've already died twice before my life was over. So I was preparing to die again, but it was dumb. It's like a daily scenery of people going and going all over the place. It's already dead. The story of returning a life that did not die to its original place. When my wife and daughter died. Since then, Yeon-woo Kim has not changed anything.

“I feel a little weak. ”

But I thought I wanted a happy life. Happiness, happiness. I wished for happiness. It feels so graceful and spacious. A word that's gone far away. Is it because I've lost my way with emotions, or is it because I'm too tired and exhausted, and my mind is too old? I tried to remember my wife's face and daughter's smile, but I was cured in my eyes because it was so far away.

Yeon-woo Kim was asked to assassinate Seo-jun Kim. I'm asking you, not an order. Lee Su Ah also wrote that expression because she had been watching her relationship with Kim Seo Jun for a long time.

The current situation in the organization was very anxious. Hostiles and government intervention, with three factions split into three. Faction confrontations between Kim Seo Jun, who is in second place, and Kim Nam-jo, who is in third and fourth place, and Ishua. Non-conceivable condition. Lee Su Ah thinks he is the older brother who hit Kim Seo Jun, but the one who loves Kim Nam Jo. In addition, I wanted to protect my family for the rest of my life. So, I still didn't clear my mind, but I thought I was done with the decision.

Nam-jo Kim and Seo-jun Kim cannot concede to each other. The ambition of the two individuals, of course, and the people below, is not possible even if they want peace with each other. Time has already passed, and both factions will try to find the right answers for themselves somehow. If I'm wrong, it's all-out war. That's why Lee Su Ah asked me. An assassination quest for Seo-jun Kim. Then it will be a matter of scrutiny, no doubt.

It's still okay, but I've taken the simplest and most efficient approach since I don't know what will happen if I start shaking it. Giving up one. It was Kim Seo-jun for Lee Soo a person. Sadly, self-rationalizing that he's selfish, but he can't help it. He asked Yeon-woo Kim not for an order with a self-absorbed smile.

Soon after Kim Seo-jun dies, he will have peace again.

Just like everyone else before.

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“Did your sister ask you to? ”

Kim Seo-jun's route from Lee Soo a. Today is the day I enter the house. The situation with the organization these days is so sudden that I have to go out all the time. He said it was information from one of Kim Seo-jun's side workers. Based on that information, I waited at the appropriate point in advance, then came out and pointed the gun. The model of the pistol is Colt 45.

“… yes. ”

Even though Yun Woo Kim didn't feel anything, it wasn't really like a doll or a machine. That is just the bread in the picture. There was a slight echo in the answer.

“Hmm."

Kim Seo-jun closed his eyes quietly. And when she saw that, there was no movement of Kim Yeon-woo pointing at the gun. And Kim Seo-jun's personal bodyguards who are restless around him. The view is so strange that it feels like it's snowing in the middle of the summer.

Yeon-woo Kim's body was not frozen, but her mind was racing toward the past. Kim Seo Jun and Lee Su Ah. Even though Lee Su Ah resembled her daughter, Kim Seo Jun didn't have that. Nothing. Nevertheless, I gave myself unfounded kindness. Like a generous tree, I couldn't figure out why.

There was a time when Yun Woo Kim said,

“Why are you so good to me? ”

Emotions are gone, but not without a head. Even though he didn't care about anything around him, Kim Seo-jun was the only unreasonable favor that was poured out on him. Everyone seemed to have had some reason to be complacent, but Kim Seo Jun's favor did not. It was not once or twice, so later I was a little curious and asked directly. I didn't have the talent to say it back, so let's be honest.

“People don't have to have a reason. There are a lot of things out there that don't make sense. So much so.”

The answer that came back was not easy for Yeon-woo Kim to understand. I think I've asked a few more times since then, but I only heard the same answer.

Bang!

A gunshot sounds out in the event of a conflict. One of the guards shot him in front of Seo-jun Kim. Yun Woo Kim felt the movement before the guard shot, but stayed in the same position as when he first pointed the gun. Then slowly falls down with the sound of gunfire.

“It was dangerous.”

“Should I?”

Kim Seo-jun replied with a calm expression as the bodyguard said, picking up the gun that Yeon-woo Kim was holding and pulling out the magazine.

“I knew it.”

There was not a single bullet in the magazine. Empty magazine. The guard next door sees it mutters quietly.

“Why?”

Kim Seo Jun closed his eyes again for a while without answering. Kim Seo-jun knew. If Yun Woo Kim really tried to kill himself, he wouldn't show up with a handgun in front of him. I'd rather run into a car or be secretly drugged. And leave no trace of it. So was the gun. Yun Woo Kim's favorite gun is not an old gun like that. Beretta 92FS. She knew this was her gift gun.

“Sure. Take care of it. ”

Seo-jun Kim turned around and went home looking at Yeon-woo Kim's face. That ended Yun Woo Kim's life and the film shoot of Sunwoo.

“Cut!”

As a Sunwoo, I couldn't even express what Kim Yeon-woo was thinking with a pistol that didn't have any bullets at the end. The same was true of emotion. I moved a tiny bit, but it was so small that it didn't reach the Sun Wu properly. You just moved, that's all.

I suppose human emotions do, but so do thoughts. Even though I thought it was a strange idea until now, I could say something, but I was a little surprised that I couldn't do it. Maybe it's because I've never felt like I had an idea that I couldn't express in words before. No matter how complex or difficult a person's thoughts may be, they are based on language because it was the values ​ ​ that the senior leader had.

“You okay?"

As Yeon-woo Kim, I think he died. Unlike usual, the observation disappeared in an instant. Rather, the moment when my consciousness was fully restored was so short that reality felt like a dream. So the answer to someone's question next to me was a little slow.

“I'm fine.”

It was the same with consciousness, but my senses were slower than usual. It was like being trapped in a prison of mirrors. In particular, other senses seem less so, but it seems like it will take a long time for my vision to return. It's probably a shock that Yeon-woo Kim's life is over. I think it's a sense of unconsciousness. But I don't think he did this in the first place. Rather, it was the first time, so I didn't feel anything, and now I'm accustomed to this phenomenon. I'm not sure.

“Hey! I think he's in bad shape here. ”

“What, are you hurt? ”

I wanted to finish filming today, but the director ran in to see if something happened. If someone else gets hurt by it, it's the director who insults the actor, and the director who's responsible.

“It's okay. You'll be fine in time. ”

Seongwoo was still listening to everything around him because his senses were still not all back, but his hearing was fine. It's not really sick, it's just a matter of time. After a while, the disconnection of the senses will be fine.

FD!

“Here it is! ”

“Here, Sunwoo, check in with the hospital just in case. It shouldn't be a big deal. ”

I don't know, but I was the one who was paying the most attention at LU and talked to the director. I didn't ask for anything directly, but I need you to take care of it. The director also asked for LU's request, but I was even more concerned because it was a pioneer who showed unmatched acting skills and manners to date. It's because Chosun said it was okay, but he was not focusing properly.

“I'm fine, really. ”

“If you don't mind, I don't know. Sunwoo, don't be stubborn. Get tested at the hospital. I'll take care of the money and stuff like that. No matter what happens, if you just go like this, it will be for everyone else. ”

The director said that and gave FD notice.

“Sunwoo, let me help you. It won't take long to reach the car. ”

As a leader, I really thought it would be okay just a little while longer, but I had to be supported by the FD because of the director's words. It is because I could not share the verse about my situation.

Maybe it's because the vision is slowly returning. It was still a blurry vision, which reminded me of Helen Keller's writing I read a few days ago. A book I received from Seoul Kim. I read and returned all the books related to Rilke that I received the other day, but I also handed them over. In the same repertoire, he said, 'I was eating dirt anyway, so someone would be happy to read it to me.' I hesitated because the book status was not a new walk, but I was handed it over.

It's called Three Days to See.

The first sentence begins like this:

I think it's a great blessing for anyone to experience losing their sight or hearing for a few days when they were young.

That said, Helen Keller makes a timeline. Desire to see the world

I am so greedy and thirsty.

… so if you could only see it for three days, think about what you would most like to see. My first day I want to see the faces of people who have made my life worthwhile with kindness and friendship. And I want to see the books that gave me the deepest waterways of life that I could only hear others reading.

If I lose my sight right now. What do you want to see the most before that? I don't think anyone wants to see it. It's a book. I don't think I've ever wanted to see a book like that. Oh, but I want to see the movies that I made again. I haven't seen how he looks in the movies yet. I had some light monitoring on the set, but I hadn't seen the movie after it was finished.

The films you starred in. And the snow winds that bleed the winter sky and the world white?

Nature was always indifferent, but so good. Especially in winter. And the snow drops. The sky is so cold. Even when Yeon-woo Kim died. Even though the snow did not blow away, the sky was dark, but the flying crows were all the same color. And under the sky, Yun Woo Kim's pause time turned around again, and it was over. Like the footsteps of an animal in a valley with nothing.

I feel sorry for Yun Woo Kim, but when I think of this kind of discomfort right now, I think Seonwoo has become accustomed to the observation phenomenon, and the loneliness of an animal such as a person.

“Are you sure you're okay? ”

I think I've heard that horse a few times while driving to the hospital.

“... I'm really okay. ”

Chosun said the answer was just like before, but it seemed to be getting worse. Above all, there was a blurred vision.

I thought my senses would be normal in a little while, but even after a while it was still not good. I felt anxious about what to do if I went blind like this.

Clearly, the body says that it will be fine over time, but I didn't feel much about it. I thought I was just going to need a little more time. I think I need more time. Apart from thinking about Yeon-woo Kim because of anxiety about the unknown time, Helen Keller's essence must have come to mind.

In the old days, the deer said that when it sounded beautiful but died, there was no time to cover it up. I see. Most people lose their thieves in a crisis. Humans are like that. Your position is your priority above all others.

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Maybe it's the weather and I have a cold, and I'm a little tired of writing.

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