Actor, Search for Hope

The day before the shoot, Sunday.

At 6 a.m., Sunwoo opened his eyes, turning off the alarm on the loud phone next to his head. Considering your age, the melody that might come from Hongdae Street sounds like an alarm, but it is the basic alarm that is stored on your phone. It's still a sunny morning. Sunwoo came out in his training clothes after finishing the proper bedding and simply washing his face.

The cold air touches your face. The slightly dull sensation and freshness of that moment blow away all remaining locks. Jumping from the house to the gym lightly for about 30 minutes. The gym was also the place where I was working. Those working in the gym were all available at the company's welfare level.

Luckily, he didn't find a place to work out or pay for it. I still felt a penny for Sunwoo. In that sense, it was quite a luxury to buy four books yesterday.

When I arrived at the gym, I saw some people working out from the morning. I lightly greeted people with my face, and then I ran the treadmill for about 30 more minutes before I started my workout.

When you get back from your workout like that, it's a little after 11: 00. After eating his lunch a little earlier, Chongwoo picked up the book he bought yesterday and started reading. What I read in the bookstore is in the second half of the book. I've been a little overwhelmed with living without it because I wanted to read it right away.

Again, after reading it, there was a prominent part in the book 4. Travel to Japan with the protagonist and protagonist. After completing their mission in Japan, they take a short time to head to Hakodate in Hokkaido. And the place to stay is the UNOCA Hot Springs.

The oldest hot springs in Hokkaido, located about 5 km east of the city centre at the mouth of the Matsura River. It is said that the local lord was widely known in the world after curing his son's refractory disease using the hot springs.

Especially the view of the sea from the hot springs is spectacular. After the landscape was on the air, it became incredibly popular in Korea and the visit by Koreans had not stopped for a while, but that was not what Sun Woo was interested in.

The protagonist is left on the wall of the inn and admires the moth that fell over Tadami.

"Why is it so beautiful?

The novel gets finalized, the movie gets broadcast. And it is a story that is known over time, but it is said that this part comes from Snow.

Snow Kingdom is the story of the protagonist Shimamura. It's a life of eating and playing with nothing but parental inheritance. In other words, I have a lot of money these days. Shimamura meets Parasitic Mountains in the hot spring village that continues to live such a white water life.

If it were a romance novel, there would be a conflict, but not a paradox. It's a romance novel, but I don't really feel like it. It's because never in a novel does love say, "How farewell." Descriptions of common love do not appear.

Novels are writing down trivial things and minor changes that only seem boring. These are everyday days that are very common to us. Everyday life like a squirrel spinning a wheel. Sometimes it slips slightly and changes in speed, but it doesn't go off the wheel.

Kawabata wiped out all the major literary awards in Japan early on. At the end of the year, the Nobel Prize of Youth was a paradise. That's how you take the culmination of your life and kill yourself. What was it about?

"After exiting the long tunnel of the border, it was a snowflake."

It is the first sentence of the Chinese New Year.

Did he see life as a tunnel? Did he think that there would be death at the end of the tunnel or the way out? If we can find clues about this in his literature, there are several scenes, but if we look in the Bible, we can guess from the following areas:

The protagonist remains dead on the inn wall, picking up the moth that fell over Tadami and admiring it like this.

"Why is it so beautiful?

The protagonist of "I believe" is only slightly different from the words in the hot springs of Yunoka, but it is equally admirable. Could the writer have interpreted Kawabata as a process of exiting the tunnel about life and death. There's death at the end of the tunnel. He didn't say anything about it, but at the end, it was clear that he was in line for his suicide.

Among the parts that Choongwoo had read so far, this was the only part of the book that referred to as the recovery of the protagonist's death. I was curious about the background, but it disappeared in my memory, and I still had a few months left to publish the book.

Sunwoo wondered if the protagonist had convinced him of his death and died. Or maybe he got caught in the crossfire. It was fortunate to recall the account balance, but it was quite unfortunate that the remaining two books had not yet been released.

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Sun Wu got up at 6 a.m. and ran to the gym, just like on Sunday. The only difference was that I returned early after finishing my workout. It is because the location in the text that I received was flat. It was also a place that had to get to Gapyeong and go further in. It took quite a while to move, and I was more relaxed when there was such an event.

I boarded a bus to Gapyeong, moving to the East Seoul Terminal. Your ETA is 12: 15. When I arrived and had lunch and moved, I thought it would be time to freeze.

However, what remained in my head throughout the movement was the death of Kim Yijin and the protagonist. The death of Lee Jin Kim was hard to convince as a reader and when he asked himself. And the protagonist's death?

Reasonable death, isn't it?

I remember reading this novel in the past and the future, but I didn't remember the latter part. It is the only part related to the diarrhea. It is because of the landscape of the hot springs and the enormous popularity in Korea that has been reported on the news.

That's why the protagonist was able to remember the end of his life by killing himself. I couldn't remember the rest of it well enough. It was about a decade ago, so it was worth wishing for.

Sunwoo was quite sensitive to death after going through death, and it was a novel, but it was a bit difficult to give up. Especially when the protagonist committed suicide.

“... fiction is fiction."

The Sun Wu novels are fiction, and reality is reality. I tried so hard to get rid of the depression.

Whether it was the return of the past or the youthful nature, the extreme devastation and helplessness that had been experienced just before the suicide disappeared. However, depression remained. I didn't realize it in the past, but I think that if I get tested in a mental hospital, I might not come out at the end.

I got out of the terminal thinking like that and grabbed a cab and had a proper lunch at a nearby restaurant. It was because I originally tried to take the bus but did not consider the bus time. If I waited for the bus now, I grabbed a cab because I thought it would be too late to arrive or make a mistake. I don't know if I can handle the cab fare, but I lost my receipt.

As time passed, a large abandoned building was visible. I stopped halfway up the building and saw unnamed weeds everywhere in the building, and the construction materials everywhere had rusted away for a long time.

I came as soon as I got the text, but I wasn't sure if it was the right place. Whether or not this is really the scene. Have you filmed here before? Still too old memories were blurry.

I saw a man walking a little distance when Sunwoo was walking around.

“Hi, I'm here for the movie. Is this the right place? ”

“Hello, isn't it a bit ambient here? You came to the right place. You don't have to do that. You're here a little early. ”

“Oh, right. So where do we go? ”

I thought he was here to guide me, but I didn't intend to guide him. He smiled strangely.

“Excuse me, do you mind if I interview you before you go? ”

“Interview? I'm just here for the extras. Do you do extra interviews? ”

When Sunwoo greeted me with a silly look, he continued to smile.

“Was it big enough for the interview? Just be honest about a few simple questions. Just because you play the extra doesn't mean you don't have an idea. ”

“Do I have to do that? ”

If not, I didn't want to say so, but I nodded my head and said yes.

“Feel free not to do it, but if you answer me, I think you'll be able to get to the shooting sooner. ”

I continued to laugh and talk strange in front of my eyes, disturbing the nerves of Sunwoo quite a lot, but I endured it. It wasn't a problem on the surface.

“I won't drag you for long. You know about the movie premiere, right? Say something. This is the fun part, or this part. If you don't know, just say a few words. ”

Chongwoo was just thinking of saying something formal and talked about the problems that he had been thinking about all day. If you talk to anyone other than me, it's a long shot, but I was wondering if I could find something reasonable.

“It doesn't make sense. ”

“What's that? ”

“The death of Lee Jin Kim and the protagonist. ”

“… Well, where does the protagonist die? ”

In Seonwoo's answer, the strange smile on the man's face disappeared. Come to think of it, there are still up to four novels published, and the remaining 5 or 6 will be released in a few months.

How do I get it out?

I just honestly saw it in the future, and I could almost hear the crazy guy. It was natural to say it was just a personal guess.

“You'll probably die, too, by suicide. but a personal guess.”

“Can you tell me why you think that? ”

After considering the novel deeply, Seongwoo did not notice it, but the strange smile on the man's face and annoying speech disappeared. His face was slightly stiff enough to make him look like he had done it before, and his tone was changed politely.

“The protagonist travels in volume 4, and Hokkai to the hot springs. And then there's the dead moth. And I say," Why is it so beautiful? The author probably thought the death of Kawabata was at the end of the tunnel. For Kawabata, the process of getting out of the tunnel is life. Well, and it's not about the protagonist that doesn't make sense. It's about the death of a character named Kim Yi-jin. I haven't read the rest of the story about the protagonist, so I think it's too early to say anything. ”

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