Actor, Search for Hope

An actor who is a pianist played the OST himself.

It depends on how you package it and promote it, but if Lee Sunwoo is standing at the center of controversy right now, this will work. It's great for fans, antiques, and even for people who didn't care.

“... because your doctor is important and you need to contact the LU first. Let's just stick to the schedule for now. ”

The most important thing is the willingness of Sun Woo and the permission and timing of the LU company. It's going to be hard just to act, but why don't you participate in OST recording?

“Director.”

“Oh, I'm not saying no. Don't stare. And then we shoot movies, and we record OST. It's a very tight schedule. Filming is no joke. And you can only play one song by accident. How do you know he, Beethoven Bichan, is your life song, like the last Time Attack? I'll tell the manager what to do, so just wait. ”

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Top floor of LU.

It wasn't a place that used to come often, but I felt like I would sigh deeply because I often visit here while in charge of Sunwoo. It was because the LU delegation decided to go in person to see how the report came in.

The reason the representative cares so much is because of the value of Sunwoo. and to be treated accordingly. Of course, it was also because the company's revenues increased.

“So we're going to make the piano OST hit Sunwoo? ”

“Yes.”

The most visible thing in treating people according to their skills is their body price.

If my work is completely busted, I often eat it on fire. It is common for actors who entered Jo Yeon during the show to be completely floated in any work, so the fuel comes out. Typically, there are many young stars who ride this route.

In the case of Zhongwoo, the price of money was spiked with the tactical strategy of Sunwoo's custom mysticism, which was contributed by LU's strategic team. Of course, the principles of the jungle also made sense.

“So what's coming back? If you have to go, you have to come. A thousand directors wouldn't ask you to do that. It's gonna cost a lot of money to get in. Can you afford it?”

“I said I'd give you a little more equity. Sunwoo asked us to look at the recording and judge the details. ”

At LU, I took a toll on Sunwoo's body and went through various arrangements between a thousand directors and investors to withdraw more money from investors. The act of the Sun Wu can be accompanied not only by conversation but also by promotional effects through media play.

Above all, it was advertising and product placement (PPL).

By asking for advertising PPL through the name value of Chongwoo, Chongwoo's body value rose naturally, and investors' money was able to withdraw more than originally expected. Of course, a certain percentage of equity, in addition to the warranty, was natural.

“Did you think of a bigger promotion effect? What about you?”

Actors who play the pianist play the OST themselves. That level is no joke. It's called chaotic pro. It's enough to make you talk, but you need to bring your own will. I can't force you not to. Especially when it comes to the character or position of the Sun Wu. It used to be, but now it's even more.

“I'd give it a try, but it's hard to be sure. ”

“Then call the fabric director and make arrangements. You can judge by the results. I hope it works out, but if it doesn't, fold it right away. ”

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What was interesting to Chongwoo when he played the main character of the piece was the character's mental state. I understood in my mind that I did not feel the reality, but that I was sentenced to a deadline. Nevertheless, I felt frustrated or unhappy just for the first time.

Maybe it was the music.

But there seems to be something missing for one reason: music.

Music that I first came across when I entered the right university.

I found a talent I didn't know.

And most importantly, I enjoyed myself.

Fortunately, because of his weight or unhappiness, the military was immersed in music during that time of public interest. It's so different from studying.

Play the guitar, play the violin, learn the piano.

The violin was not more difficult than I thought it would take a few years to get the right posture, and so was the lyrics and songwriting.

He seemed definitely talented.

At the end of the public good, I told my parents.

“Do you mind if I do some music? I want to get serious. ”

My father and mother smiled and nodded.

“Don't worry about the money. ”

He told me about the family finances. I thought it wasn't enough, but I thought it was too serious. Rich, not so much, but looks pretty good. To be precise, I had grandfather's legacy, in addition to the money my parents sweated.

“If it's hard, you can clean up the legacy. ”

“But...”

“Grandpa won't say anything. It's for my grandson, so don't worry, don't do any part-time stuff. Music.”

I was moved by the words of my father who insisted firmly.

“I know it's a hard time to succeed even though I hardly know music. But it doesn't make sense to be together until something else happens. I know you're talented, but it's a hard world, isn't it? But I'm glad that my son has found the way he really wants to do it. ”

and stories and stuff.

I told my parents that I loved them.

I was a little embarrassed, but happy. My parents smiled brightly.

I felt like I was going to cry a little for some reason.

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“NG!”

The director called out to NG, expressing concern and speaking to Sun Woo. If I had done it as usual, or if I had done it in one scene, I felt like I would continue to be in bad shape after starting filming today after a while.

“Sunwoo, you're not feeling well today, are you okay? ”

“Do you mind if I take a little break? ”

Of course, I shook my head when I said I could rest the whole day.

“Just a little bit. ”

People worry or become generous when they usually do well and make mistakes on certain days. It is because there is trust built from the usual attitude.

“Sunwoo, are you sure you're okay? ”

“Yes, well. Take a break and you'll be fine. ”

In Kang Tae-hyun's words, he said it was okay again.

Not father and mother, but father and mother.

Did I ever call you Mom and Dad? My memory was blurred. I think I used to call it that when I was a lot younger, but just the words "father" and "mother" remain clear in my brain for a little while. So he accidentally focused too much on the main character's consciousness and then got distracted by the movement, leading to NGs.

Parents exist.

It wasn't foolish to his parents yet. I was just curious. I was curious about the feelings of the child's position from the parents who normally give and receive love to each other.

My mouth was a little tight.

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Something big happened to my father and mother.

He said, "Don't make a fuss."

It was a car accident.

It was December 25th.

Father is dead, mother in a coma.

It was the last time he smiled that he was going on vacation.

Living like everyone else seems the hardest.

Whatever happened to my father's funeral.

I don't remember very well.

I can't see my mother's condition until I see her.

Luckily, the surgery went well.

I wanted to escape by music as if I were studying, but I couldn't. The echoes of my emotions embedded in the instrument were uncovered. And I didn't want her to hear this.

After a while.

I hurried to the hospital because I heard that my mother had regained consciousness.

“Are you okay?"

Mother smiled kindly as always.

“I don't know how many days I can hold out. I don't think I can live much longer. ”

I heard from the doctor that waking up is a miracle. And I explained things about the status quo, but the conclusion is I don't know what will happen if I go back to sleep now.

I think I held back my tears at my father's funeral somehow.

“So is music fun? I hope you're good at music. ”

He was as worried about me as ever.

When I woke up, the drops of water were falling from my eyes.

He touched my hands like that without a care.

Look, smile, cry.

Staying there.

I wanted to remember that moment forever.

She closed her eyes and did not wake up again, saying that she was finally sleepy after talking for some time.

And then the funeral.

Soon, relatives were reunited.

“What a great person. ”

“Tsk, tsk, that's too bad.

“I pity the rest of my children. ”

Words that are common at funerals.

The person who was truly grieving seemed to have nothing but an uncle.

I fearlessly acted as a resident.

And now I've lived alone.

I wanted to do music.

I didn't keep my promise to my parents that I would invite them to a great stage one day.

Otherwise, late stage cancer needed to clean up the house.

This vast house and the rest of the property. And your parents' insurance, including your grandfather's inheritance.

Before I died in many ways, I felt the need to organize it, so I found several notes in Mother's things.

It was a diary.

Three, three a week at most. A day or two if you write it down.

He seemed to have used it regularly since marrying my father.

I read the diary and cried again.

At some point, everything in the diary was "me."

There was something I wanted to tell a few days that I was sorry.

My mom knew I was getting sidetracked.

And all I could do was sweetly nod.

I'm sorry I'm weak.

I wanted to go to school or the police station or whatever, but I'm sorry I couldn't.

Always a few days with a kind face.

“It was fine today, too. School is fun.”

because I said,

I was too afraid to break the days of trying not to tell anyone.

When she stepped up, I was too scared that the grudge arrow would return to me.

I'm so sorry I'm such a weak mom.

Do you remember?

Said I was sorry to have you one day.

I felt really sorry for him.

It's my fault you're living this life.

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But you know what?

She was so happy because she had you all the time.

So I hope you'll be happy for a few days.

No, a few days will make you happy.

So she was so happy when she could play music and blink her eyes and say she really wanted to do it.

God, please...

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I was surprised, sad and happy reading the diary.

I didn't think you'd be thinking that at the time.

You've lived with that in your heart all these years.

It really hurt, and I'm sorry, and it hurt so much.

Don't say you're sorry. It's okay.

Some of the parts that have always been kind to me have been mentioned in the diary that there is love and guilt.

Where could tears come from all over my body?

I feel like I'm really going to die.

I cried like that.

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Life is full of misery.

And yet, nevertheless, even so,

I wanted to be happy at the end.

She died happy.

I wanted to say it was a happy life when I met my parents after meeting them.

I mean, you know.

Live the rest of your life as positively and happily as possible.

The rest of my life.

The rest of the day.

You will continue to be happy today.

Be happy as I am today

I will be as happy as I am determined to be happy.

Happiness is never given externally.

It will be in my heart.

I don't blame my environment as much as I do today.

I will adapt myself.

Positively support the family, work and life given to me

and will adapt to it in a creative manner.

I'll take care of myself today.

I will exercise moderately and consume nutrients in a balanced manner

Nor will he look down on himself nor will he oppress (others).

Then will he follow my order, with delight.

I will be strong as I am today.

I will learn something that will benefit me. "

I'm not a slacker. I'm not a slacker. I'm not thinking.

He will read a book that will make him strong.

Today, I will do what no one else knows.

Even if I don't want to,

If God wills it, he can do it with joy.

I'll live happily ever after.

Dressed in a robe full of strength

Behave yourself and praise others generously.

Nor will he judge, nor will he warn.

I'm going to make a plan for the day.

I will decide what to do with every moment and take advantage of every moment.

Time is not gold; it is my life.

I will pray and meditate for half an hour today.

I think of God, I think of myself,

Consider the needs of family and neighbors

I shall fear no more today.

And happiness, and love, and beauty.

May good things happen in God's arms.

I will believe with my heart and proclaim with my mouth.

I shall surely be as happy as I am today. "

Civil F. in Dale Carnegie, 1888-1955, "Life Is Action." Excerpt from "I will be as happy today" in Patricia.