Actor, Search for Hope

“What do you think?”

The camera director, who is between this director and his friend, speaks in disgust. The director laughed at the question. It's because I often encounter these cases when I hang around in the movies for a long time. I didn't expect it at all, but the result is a very good, pleasant misunderstanding.

This director is physical with a great look. And acting. I thought I might give you a name this time. But we don't know the outcome.

In addition to such great conditions, I did not learn to push them away from the agency. Why didn't it come up? There were very few reasons to pinch it clearly. On the contrary, I learn the courtyard even if I don't go out for an advertisement without missing conditions and no affiliation. Whatever the consequences.

“Not bad at first. No, this is good enough."

“Where did you get an actor like that? If I was that good, they wouldn't have said anything when the movie started. ”

After the shoot, the director said, looking at the two people having a loving conversation.

“Cousin, I guess. He's funny, by the way. Oh, come on. ”

After signing the cut, everyone blurted out the conversation between this director and the camera director. I've never seen Kim Seo-yeol feel like that before. In addition, the conversation was not only about the character and love, but also about the work.

It's because I haven't been able to understand what Seoul Kim thinks about his work until now. Either you're playing the ball or you're not. Even that distinctive expression was unfortunate. If Seol Kim were a dizzy writer, he would have already been beaten up.

And what was even more unfortunate was that he only asked the question about the work and only listened to the answer, but Kim didn't come back. Even the actors who played it were the same. So far, the only exception is the director. It wasn't a long conversation at all.

Why don't we increase the amount of footage, and we can do whatever we want? First of all, it's later, if Kim Yijin's feelings are exposed, what part would it be?

The other actors and the filming staff rolled their heads as if they were overseeing the conversation. The director finally left without knowing the situation and not seeing the end of the story.

“You can't film here if you want to shoot more, even if you increase your gravity. What about Lee Jin Kim? How about we stop here? ”

Kim nods at the director's words. I wanted to shoot more, but Seth couldn't do it, and I had to shoot other filming films.

“That, too. Well done.You look tired today, so you should probably go. I'll get back to you soon. I'll take care of the little bits and pieces. ”

That's how short the conversation was with the director's intervention.

“Here's my business card, by the way. And give me your contact information. ”

For others, Kim Seol volunteered to do a favor, giving out a business card. In addition, it was the first time I saw him asking for his contact information. In many ways, it was Kim Seol who showed a lot of his first appearance today.

Your business card was decorated with a fine piece of paper. The design and content were clean.

Writer Kim Seol

010 – 2017 – 5XXX

[email protected]

Seongwoo received his business card and thanked him without refusing to pay attention to Seol Kim.

I wanted to see the performances I had seen in the past, and I wanted to feel more like the scene, but my head was too complicated because of the strange experience before. I also wanted to rest quickly because of the remnants of the pain that actually hit the corners, including soaked sweat.

Chongwoo shared his contact details with Seol Kim and began to greet others. He smiled and thanked me. In light of my past messy experiences, HR had to be brighter at this site.

After spending a little time saying goodbye, Chongwoo washed himself in the shower, which was prepared on one side of the set. I had to wear my clothes, but I wanted to wash my body because of the sweat on my back.

I feel like I still have a dreamy aura of pain. With that feeling, I simply washed, called a taxi and headed to the terminal.

Love was not a close story to Sunwoo. Even Mother's love was only in elementary school. I can't remember that well except for a faint line of smiles.

Kim Yi-jin's love in such a sunwoo's life was a kind of cultural shock. The shock came even greater because the memory and emotion that flowed in was called a third party's point of view, but it was really the body of a fellowship, not all of it, but to some extent.

A kind of obsession, in a way. A kind of madness that even the smallest of harm cannot be tolerated.

It was quite a long story from the love of 'To the death' that Sunwoo imagined after listening to Writer Kim. even though they overlap slightly with symmetries.

That was the image of love that Sunwoo thought. Sunae (32020; Large). When you love, the world is beautiful, and you cannot say without joy. Excited, so willing to do anything for someone you love. But Kim Yijin's love was different. It was completely different except that I wanted to do anything.

I'd say crazy, crazy love. It was for her, too, but ahead of him was his own greed. giving love, wanting to receive love. The underlying thing was clearly greed first. The Sun, who had watched from a nearby location, could see it vividly and feel it.

In addition to love, there was some confusion. Kim Yijin's memories, not emotions. Even though I was able to do that because I fell in love with the smoke, the memories that flowed in alive were hard to pass on. He's not just a lunatic. But it was too realistic to say that I was crazy, and I felt like I was watching someone else's story.

If that memory had been spilled because he was crazy, it would have been difficult to keep his ego intact. It was a part I could be sure of when I saw the frenzy hidden deep inside. It must have been affected by his madness and greed. Not indirectly like now, but directly.

I got off in a taxi and gave myself to the bus, but I was still deeply wrapped up in the idea of picking, so I couldn't care less about my surroundings.

“John, John. What celebrity are you? ”

“What a celebrity. Are celebrities on buses like this? But he was really handsome. ”

Chalk

“Hey, what if I take all the pictures I want? ”

“It's okay. I'm worried. If you ask me to erase it, I'll erase it, or drink it. ”

As time went by, he was still thinking and staring out the window. Then, when the two girls in middle school uniforms saw themselves on the bus, they did not realize the sound of the troops and the target of the photo was themselves. I heard the sound of taking pictures, but I never imagined I would be myself.

Even the commotion inside the bus. The bus is again locked in silence. Middle school girls are tired of chattering and falling asleep, and everyone else is resting, or listening to music in their ears. Only the vibration of the car echoes through the silence.

I wanted to throw out complex thoughts because of my exhausted body and soul, but I couldn't, and Seonwoo's thoughts continued.

Kim Yi-jin's motto was in Marcel Proust's book. In addition, the words did not appear in books or scripts. Writer Seol Kim also said that Kim Lee Jin's ‘motto’ was never set or written separately.

"Desire causes flowers to bloom but ownership to wither everything.

Humans live with an uncontrollable desire. However, we are not able to give up our desires because we realize that our desires are futile. Proust's words also refer to the futility of human desires, but in fact, they imply that such meaninglessness is a pot that cannot be filled forever for man. After all, man creates desire and puts it in his heart. And at the end, desire swallows man up. It's like the thread tangles and causes causal reversal.

Love is the same. A kind of desire. An unfilled, addictive existence. But emotion is a kind of consumer product, so it gradually disappears over time. Just a moment of emotion.

Is that why? It's beautiful. The stars of love are scattered in my mind like wildfire, making my soul red like cherry blossom leaves. Even if it dies quietly. At the end of a juma lamp, it shrieks like a cry in the void that does not sound like a cry of the soul.

Kim Lee Jin's thoughts were the same, and so was love.

It's like a scattered cherry blossom.

But still, even so,

I will love her.

Even if it's just for a moment. Madness, obsession, delusions.

But for that moment, right now.

I threw myself into love and died satisfied.

The love that Sun Woo painted in that death did not exist at all. It was as Writer Kim said. The part about death was not a problem except that Kim Lee Jin was convinced.

Sunwoo was able to recall Kim Yijin's memory and emotions in harmony with his eyes. So I was more confused and seemed to understand. I could nod my head somewhat. However, it was hard to nod like that.

I don't know if those emotions directly, if those memories have flowed. Even if it is close, it is an indirect experience.

“... fiction is fiction. Movies are movies.”

Novels are fiction. Movies are movies. Just like a few days ago, the election was like that. If you don't do this, I will fall in love with a person named Kim Yi Jin, who is reckless and has too much influence, so I think it will be directly affected.

Love.

Even the love that Sun Woo felt like he was wearing a monster's veil.

Love was love.

But it seemed to me that the word "love" was getting farther away from Sunwoo.

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I think love takes many forms.

Kim Yi Jin's love is one of them.

I wanted to be better at expressing my abilities.