Actor, Search for Hope

You don't want to be on the piano's agenda, but the hearing is now buried.

That's what instruments are.

Concerns about love.

Concerns about death.

Because I had experienced it once, the words that were more sensitive were blurred over time.

Human emotions are like that for eternity, like the sky that always keeps green.

No matter how intense the emotion, it begins to fade away over time.

The memory and emotion you take with you for the rest of your life will slow you down.

As Lee Jin Kim said, emotions are consumer goods.

It was also the shock of the love Sunwoo felt at that time.

Within a year.

Long, but short, in light of the long journey of life, I have become slow and slow already. That flighty, frustrating, terrifying love. Even the disturbances of the mind that were thought to be strange are no longer bold.

“Mr. Sunwoo? ”

All that remains is compassion.

“Mr. Sunwoo? ”

I tried to make love for happiness.

I think I'll find happiness if I make love.

But let's go back to asking questions.

Will I be happy if I make love?

Various forms of love.

People say ‘love’ has different meanings.

The weight of the horse, the shape, the texture, the feel are all different.

The happiness I am thinking about is different from the past.

It changed a little bit more specifically.

It seems a little blurrier.

I thought I could get my hands on it.

I can't even reach my fingertips by carefully approaching them.

It's as blurry as a reflection of a watery mirror.

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The work that should have been disconnected long ago continues.

This is because you have called several times through the headset without an answer.

“Let's wait and see. ”

“Yes?”

After Noah's song, even after the hoops, his fingers are still moving. Thin, bright, sad, calm……. Even though the subtitle remained as still as the ripples, the tendency of the bright atmosphere turned into a dark night of the rainy season.

The black matter is slightly lighter.

White tendons are somewhat black.

It seems that even the tendons are affected to prevent the tendons from pressing and bouncing off. Movement that appears and disappears in the plane. The picture of the reflected light reflected on the Sun Woo's finger looks like this. We are the companions of songs and minds.

I feel like I'm sighing because the end of the season is too bad. Time and emotions seem to be mixed and compressed. And they couldn't take their eyes off it, except for the director. The night sky is so beautiful that I accidentally walked up the road. After staring at the moon for a long time, it was pale, shallow yellow, like a firefly. So I feel like time has stopped, so I just stare at it dazed.

“Concentrate on recording. ”

And the director said a lot to cheer up the mood. At the same time, the eyes that had made the quiet workshop even deeper fade away.

“Noah, don't move. Oh, don't answer that. ”

Noah, who was in the same room as Sunwoo, listens to the supervisor on the headset and raises his head slightly. Even the flow of air is silent as if it doesn't want to interfere.

The reason Noah is next to the Sun Wu is because there is a distortion in the music, the reason for the surface area. Noah made a mistake on purpose. I wanted to be right next to you.

Originally, they tried to record in different rooms. Singing and playing for recording is what people do. There are those who prefer to be alone, and there are those who prefer to be alone. Previously, we had to proceed in an unconditional space, but today the advancement of technology has become irrelevant.

I didn't really care about Chosun, but I wanted to press the keyboard as calmly as possible this time, so I tried to use the recording space separately. The matter is Noah's request. I asked for it once, but I saw that I had to return quietly. Others seemed to fully believe Noah's words. But Sunwoo could tell.

If you didn't have the ability to feel the atmosphere, you'd be nervous. You notice that Noah made an excuse on purpose, but Sun Woo nods with a smile. It's because I've been told that I want to get along more.

“Would you believe it if your main job was learning, not pianists? ”

The VJ, who was still photographing the clumsy workplace, said to Kang Taehyun who was standing quietly next to him.

“You're an actor, not a pianist. ”

Maybe he doesn't care about Sunwoo.

If you were working at a station, you'd have heard the name by now.

“Oh, that's the rumor. I used to be a pianist, didn't I? ”

You've been sneaking around.

As a manager, I was asked a lot of questions. Rather, this is cute. It's like asking a really subtle question. So, Kang Tae-hyun smiled and said gracefully.

‘Popularity and rumors are proportional. There are so many strange rumors. As if someone intended...... ’

“Yes. I hope you're not going too far. ”

“There's a lot of rumors about Sunwoo, what's the reality? ”

VJ who came with me today was very chatty about what he was so curious about. Sunwoo was originally an anticipated pianist, but he kept rambling on about rumors like this, starting with the gossip that famous phoneme professors and troublemakers had hit the school. Then, it was not intentional not to play with my hands, but it was like that style. Kang Taehyun answered VJ's question appropriately, without looking away from the glass door.

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Relationships with others. It is inevitable for a person to live in the world. That's what happens when you're born. It's human destiny.

The essence is where good things don't always happen.

Sometimes fight, sometimes laugh, love, get angry, make up…….

Happy and sad things happen in succession, and they happen in alternation.

Nothing good ever goes on.

Is that why?

Sometimes I want to be alone.

Sometimes I don't want to be alone.

I want someone by my side, but I want to be alone.

Being bothered or hated by the effort put into relationships.

Especially when lovers break up, I think a lot of this.

‘Why do I have to go out with him like this? ’

Do we have to continue this relationship like this?

A contradictory psychological state that wants to be with someone but wants to be alone. Especially in modern times, this psychology is called the 'hedgehog dilemma’.

The law of interpersonal relationships that everyone feels is common in living in modern times. Schopenhauer Arthur (1788-1860) explained this psychology in analogy to hedgehogs. Wanting to be close to people, but having the right distance. The hedgehogs want to approach each other when it's cold, but they have to stab each other when they get closer than a certain distance. If you cross any line, you will stab each other unnecessarily.

“Brother?”

So people have pets. Human relationships are not always rewarded for their feelings. Sometimes they receive more than they give, but on the contrary, they do not receive or at all receive. But not cats and dogs.

“Yes, what's going on? ”

Friendly girl. I want to narrow it down a bit, but I'm not sure yet and I don't think so. I didn't want to hurt you. I don't want my own weakness to be noticed. But I want to get to know him better.

Usually, if you are not a full person, you want to be nice and friendly to those who send you favors. And it was the same with Zhongwoo. However, I'm still hesitant.

“Squeezed noodles, which one are you going to eat? ”

By the time the afternoon recordings were almost over. The studio's recreational area is where Sun Woo is located. I am very tired because I have been so focused on playing. But it wasn't a break, it was a meal.

Today's recording was scheduled until midnight, and meals were to be made in the break room set up in the studio. When I came in the morning, I remembered hearing that description.

I'm still numb because I'm so focused.

A little more.

A little, a little.

May your efforts bring you good results.

I hope that anyone who hears it can be recognized.

When I was born in the world and walked most of the way, I lost my balance. His efforts in studying the past did not come in return. I did not receive any recognition, and my hopes were suddenly cut off. But it's not the same now. In return for your efforts. Kim Yu-ri, or below, including Kang Tae-hyeon, a close manager. And Noah in front of you. A music director I've never met before, a VJ I've never seen today.

Supporting countless other people who don't even know their names. He does not hesitate to cast a message of encouragement, saying that strangers are fans. I was excited but scared at the same time that I had never heard the praise before. Besides, it wasn't just a compliment.

Even when I heard the ten compliments, I could not help but look at one accusation. It is also condemned by people who still don't know their faces, names or voices. I know that you don't need to be loved by everyone, and that it's a useless accusation. The celebrity world that we're in right now is not a world that doesn't get swept away by perfection. Malicious little words that are heard no matter what.

“Brother?”

I was so tired that I smiled faintly and surrendered myself to the couch right next to me.

It was hard to connect the words because it was hard.

“Oh, I want a squeeze, please. I'm sorry, I'm a little tired. I'm gonna get some rest. ”

The Instagram I posted this morning. I started SNS with company recommendations. The other social networks were reluctant and reluctant to accept, but the fun was pretty intense. The occasional photos were filled with fans' support and voices.

Photos posted to the studio today for music video shooting are full of comments.

It's mostly a compliment, but it's a nasty one.

slander that has no context and no basis at all.

Words that frowned at the first glance.

There used to be news in the news that some celebrity killed himself because of the bad news.

I didn't understand it at the time.

Just because you said something.

It's enough to ignore useless accusations.

But that's not what happened.

“Then get some rest. I'll call you when the food arrives. ”

“Thank you.”

Queek, the girl who closes the door and disappears with a sound.

I can feel my worries.

That's a kindness to send to someone very close to you.

I was happy, but still burdened.

But let's be brave.