Actually I Am Not A God

2021-12-09

  Chapter 1 Seeking to Live   Whether it’s before or after crossing, Takane considers himself a sane People.

Will not be too much troubled by feelings, be able to make calm and rational decisions, and have my own views on the planning of my own life. Although there is no genius, he can still live a good life.

Even if I suddenly traveled to a modern city that seems right but actually isn't, relying on his remaining knowledge and ideas, Takane can still be an orphan in this metropolis in private. High school leads a pretty good life. A genius always has countless privileges, and he is just the unremarkable one of them.

I thought he would live a peaceful life like this, but he finally found out.

Compared to instinct, the so-called rationality and calmness are just an illusion.

He never dreamed that he would kneel down beside a monster and beg him for mercy.

Takane's current location is an unfinished building that he passed by when he was going to school. There is no sign of construction after the construction of the framework due to developer contract issues. There are often silhouettes of harboring malicious intentions nearby, and there are various strange legends that make students stay away.

And now, inside the underground parking lot full of construction waste downstairs, there is a touch of blood-reeking qi surrounding it. The entire underground parking lot seemed to have been bombed by a ground-boring bomb, with rotten reinforced concrete everywhere, as well as dark red flesh and blood residues.

There was once a fierce battle here.

Several huge bones and flesh that look nothing like humans sit or stand on the twisted load-bearing pillars under the underground parking lot, with their huge heads hanging down, letting them be full of The stench of blood flowed from the tattered body.

Countless steel drills and stones pierced through their bodies and nailed them to the ground or the wall. The faces of those people have the intent of fear and terror remaining in the evening breeze. There was a whimper of have one's hair stand on end.

The largest one among them sits like a king on a throne piled with bricks and rubble, with its head hanging down, without even looking at the tiny silhouette.

The hollow concrete and the steel rod crumpled like noodles in its palm are enough to prove the terrifying power of this monster.

And Takane is kneeling in front of the last silhouette, clasping her hands, looking at it with tears, as if looking at her only hope, the only savior.

"Please, please let me go, I really can't take it anymore. I am infected by you, I am out of help, I beg you, really beg you, you forgive me Give me up, okay?"

"..."

"I don't want to die like this...I don't want to live so ignorantly...I'm still young, you just Let me see, okay?"

"..."

"Why are you so cruel..."

Looking at it in front of you With the silent silhouette, Takane couldn't suppress the grievances in his heart, and two lines of tears couldn't help streaming down.

"I killed it, I killed it, but you did it first! If you didn't want to kill me, I will not know my nature and my ability. Now I Don't kill you, I just ask you to use your ability again, you are like this!"

With a muffled noise, another steel drill pierced the giant's body from below.

"Speak! Talk! Why don't you use the ability you just used! You use it!"

Kneeling on the ground, firmly press the steel drill with both hands on the monster's wound Twisting, the splattered blood spilled a terrifying scene on the wall.

And Takane didn't care about the crimson on his body. Instead, he looked at the still silent giant fiercely, feeling a fierce fire of desire burning in his chest, as if he wanted him The remaining sanity was completely burned.

It was homicide.

He had lived a peaceful and stable life, and when he was walking home along the path, he accidentally witnessed the appearance of these demons killing humans. At that moment, his body began to undergo some unknowable changes.

He began to evolve rapidly and grow rapidly. The ability of these Demons to become "evolution" allowed him to kill four of the five monsters in this underground in just a few minutes. In the parking lot. But this last head released a kind of hard to describe power at the final moment, and he woke up in an instant that was stimulated by that power.

is a super power.

That monster was useless. With just his mind, he released a huge Fireball, which instantly shattered a large piece of ground.

It is the key to a higher level of evolution, a symbol of evolution composed of crisis and desire. The wailing of his own flesh made Takane stop his attack for an instant.

Although it did not have any effect on Takane, the moment he looked at the Fireball, the desire for evolution occupied his brain in an instant, allowing him to subconsciously keep a hand, hoping that this Demon will perform again What kind of amazing ability.

"I beg you, uncle, you are my grandfather, what if you just put another Fireball? I just want to see the super powers, I want to evolve more thoroughly, I have nothing Other ideas!"

"You...monster..."

Looking at the high school teenager who knelt down in front of him, crying emotionally, the twisted Demon struggled. The flesh and blood pierced by the steel rod kept making a zi zi sound of bleeding and tearing, and the blood-stained eyes looked at the shivering young man who was kneeling on the ground in horror.

"Gu...Kill me...Hurry up and kill me...!"

"Don't do this, please!"

Look The struggling Demon, Takane turned pale in fright, pressed the broken Demon in place, and said in a panic: "Just use it, okay? Let me see your strength. You are Demon? Are you trying to kill people and eat meat? Please, really please please do me a favour? Give you my meat, just to satisfy my curiosity, I'm just a minor, I I'm a little curious what's wrong?"

"Demon......hehe......you are Demon......"

"So why?! Why do you not want me to be good! Me! It's still a victim!"

Looking at the angry monster, Takane kicked the construction rubbish by his feet to the wall with a resentful kick. At that moment, with a dull loud noise, countless garbage smashed into a series of pits on the reinforced concrete wall, exposing the structure twisted by violence inside.

"I have been in this world for so long, and I want to see this thing for the first time in the world! I want to see, I want to know! You blessed by heaven, you are born to master There are so many things that kill and eat people, and now I just want you to use your abilities! Why don't you satisfy me! I want to be a better person, what is wrong with me!"

"I will not satisfy you..."

"...I will come again...I wait for you to change your mind. Don't be so angry, we still have a long time. Don't worry. "

Looking at the scum that was squirming and trying to roll back into a fleshy body, Takane sighed, slowly stood up, and left the blood-stained underground parking lot dejectedly.

But in the end, turning around to look at the bloody and silent individual, Takane opened the door to paused and whispered.

"But you struggling like this is also very cute. I like it very much. You will do it sooner or later, right?"

"..."

To the boy's sincere voice, the squirming flesh and blood made no sound, and fell silent in the darkness.

Standing at the door and looking at it, after confirming that the dark shadow was not moving anymore, the young man could only sigh, patted the blood on his body. Seeing that the red blood seemed to be absorbed, after all infiltrated his body, he was nodded and slowly walked out of the underground passage.

(End of this chapter)