Actually I Am Not A God

2021-12-09

  Chapter 61 Indifference and Results

"If you are a good person, you have to blame and be blamed? What is this? What a weird truth!"

The most legitimate anger comes from a fake performance that can no longer be faked.

This is where acting skills are needed. After all, you have to pretend to be something you don’t know. On the one hand, you have to express your confusion about this aspect, and on the other hand you have to show a certain degree of anger and blame.

To be honest, Nangongyan’s idea really doesn’t matter to Takane, because Takane clearly realized the essential difference between himself and others who had the theory of evolution when he played at first. Therefore, Takane can only try his best to show what he once was.

If the truth is revealed, to be honest, no one will accept it. There is a high probability that this person has been assimilated by abilities, or that the so-called Takane has died, and what remains now is just the exorcist Barabara, as if they have not changed from birth to death, accusing him of Ability change. But in fact Takane can understand this attitude.

It is not the same if you are capable and incapable. The attitude that you have the ability and the attitude that you are incapable is completely different. The so-called invariance is nothing more than a statement of self-deception. Many people think that when people have the ability, there is a gap. This is real. Because whether it is behavioral logic, horizons, or standards for judging things, there will be deviations, and naturally there will be changes in ordinary people's understanding.

So generosity has become hatred, so everything in the original has changed. If Nangongyan didn't have the ability, she would just smile at each other and pass this kind of thing over. But as a capable person, she can bury this kind of thing in her heart, and even use it as a force.

Especially those who came from the countryside like Nangongyan, who were unfamiliar with their lives and were sent to the metropolis, this kind of deformed hatred can be said to be a normal object of anger.

But for this kind of hatred, Takane never intended to model herself as an expert in the world.

"I can understand your pain and anxiety, as well as your idea of ​​projecting your tragedy on others, but I have one thing I want to ask you."

Looking at the Nangong Yan whose eyes were getting muddy in the sunset, Takane asked in a low voice:    "Why do you think I will meet and laugh at each other? I understand that doesn't mean I have to accept all this. Why am I? To accept the influence of your own obsession? Your so-called reconciliation is a lie from beginning to end in my opinion. It was at the very beginning, and it is undoubtedly so now. You just thought about it. Your own ideas, have you ever thought about the correspondence of others?"

"……"

"If you can, I only hope that you can be together with the student president, and It’s not coming to me to say something else. Because in my eyes, you are just fearing your possible death, you just want the saver to anchor your spirit, instead of realizing what you are. You are the same from beginning to end. Very scared girl."

Looking at the girl whose face was turning blue and her body started to tremble, Takane shook the head.

Although he has the theory of evolution, he sees the whole world as easy as looking at his own palm, but Takane doesn't think he has to be expert, or must forgive and forgive in the face of maliciousness.

As she said, she didn't suffer any harm, and she didn't plan to do anything to herself. It's just that each minding their own business was distorted in the gutter into what it is now. But now I’m going to come up and say, Takane, I knew that I was not doing it right, but for the sake of my Dao Heart, please forgive me.

Takane can't do this kind of thing.

Although he has the invincible ability of evolution, this does not mean that he must accept all offenses and malice.

To repay grievances with virtue, how to repay virtue? Repay grievances directly and repay virtue by virtue. This kind of thought flows in Takane in the bones, and it is also the imprint he brings from that world.

He even knew why Nangongyan became like this. Because of the original car accident, Gao Xiuli who cried in the car accident and Takane who dealt with calmly kept her in the accident in Spring City.

Countless times of inner torture, countless questioning of myself, and finally twisted and become uneasy if not needed by others, and this feeling of dependence is further alienated by Takane’s refusal. Fair means or foul must also climb up, to make yourself feel at ease with the ugly emotions.

From the point of view of the observer Takane, Nangong Yan is a very interesting person. But from the perspective of the person involved, Takane, he just wants to get rid of the relationship with this person as soon as possible.

Ask her to let go, but she is still deliberately trying to make you a person, even if she didn't kill you directly, she would have to stay away.

"You don’t have to apologize for what you haven’t done, because if you haven’t done it, you have never done it. You’ve never hurt me, and I know that. But if you say, you want While ill-intentioned, let me be kind to you and make a so-called reconciliation, sorry, I can’t do it."

Looking at the Nangong Yan whose expression was gradually covered in shadow, Takane made it clear. An attitude of rejection.

"Regardless of at first, I don't know what you did wrong, why you have obsessions, but you shouldn't give it all to others anyway. Now I don't think I have the ability to continue Guide your spirit. I will apply to the official to sever contact with the depositary. Now that you have found your destination, as we agreed before, our contact can also be disconnected."

" Have you heard? Vicious bad women, stay away from us in the future! The big brother never needs you! Me too!"

"Okay, let's go. Stop talking."

Tugging Gao Xiuli, who is proud of her toes, Takane patted Alice, who is still wandering in the sky, indicating that they can leave.

After listening to Takane's words, Nangong Yan seemed to have been attacked by some unimaginable attack, just standing there with her head down, without moving for a long time.

For a long time, until the bimonthly began to gradually rise, when the crazy blue moon gradually sprinkled the rays of light on the earth, the shadowed Nangong Yan slowly moved forward. Walked towards the student union office.

In the flower bed, the cells on the plant have been watching the back of Nangongyan leaving, and relayed the message to the colony satellite in the space to correct the positioning. However, the angle of the colony in the space changes with the sunlight and the magnetic field, and the news is passed on to the Coordinates of Spring City intact.

In the underground of Spring City, Takane, who was communicating with the door builder, received the news, and some surprised eyebrows raised.

"...Is it the second stage?"

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