Actually I Am Not A God

2021-12-20

  Chapter 83 Scheduled Reconciliation   Takane until now I don’t really like to read the feelings of others directly.

Even if it is his own creation, if he can give some independent power and ideas, Takane will fully support it.

If it is purely a creation coming out of one's own body, he would have wishful thinking that they must belong to him. He didn't have such an unbearable idea.

Sooner or later, the mother will witness the child leave her side, and the father will welcome her child to marry or leave. This kind of thing is inevitable for mankind. For Takane, he never had the idea of ​​trying to restrain his creation.

Since the individual will has arisen, all her actions should be free. He will only control and adjust in the general direction, and will never interfere too much with personal issues. Even if Hesk is always thinking about making himself appear in the world, even if the Pale Orchestra always silently protests, Takane won't scold or stop him too much. Those are all decisions made by their own personal will.

So for the attitude expressed by Rin Shi, what Takane can do is to highlight this part without harming him. They didn't have that kind of ardent and burning love affair, but only the bits and pieces of each other and the recognition of their lives. Rin Shi will not give up her responsibilities, and Takane is her most important person. These two points do not conflict, nor do they mean love. Takane thinks he did a good job.

At least, before seeing a pile of lace news papers piled up in front of him, and his younger sister's face collapsed, and after interrupting his studies, Takane felt himself well done.

What is at worst? I am not afraid of the shadow slanting, so I can say what others are willing to say?

"Say a word in advance."

Looking at a close-up photo of the front page of a tabloid newspaper, Takane threw the newspaper on the table, facing a gloomy high face. Xiuli whispered:    "I have always regarded her as a daughter. Whether you are believing or not, the truth is like this. The child is just too lonely, so he mistakenly regarded me as the object of love. I myself I have no such idea."

"Do you think I am a person with a brain problem?"

"Like."

"You admit that you are Fool me!"

"No, I'm telling the truth. I just simply express that you seem to have a problem with your brain."

"—you!"

"It's true. Rin Shi, I just see her as a daughter."

For my younger sister, it looks like her hair stands up in anger, Takane. The response to this was just shrugged.

"It's like, uh, a little poor fellow. It's like you saw a kitten wet by heavy rain on a rainy night, with such a feeling of affection."

"Then I was so affectionate that I turned down other people's invitations and took people to watch love dramas, and then I was photographed that they didn't care about other people's ideas and held hands for a whole afternoon, right? Others If you don’t like it, it’s just an accident, right?"

"If you have to think so, I have nothing to do. But I really have a clear conscience. You don’t believe me. Is it?"

"I believe you a ghost!"

Hey, the younger sister is really troublesome.

Seeing his younger sister grinning with anger on her face, Takane gave a tut, wondering what other reason to fool around.

For the younger sister creature, Takane, whether from the previous world or this world, he thinks it is a topic worth discussing. as the saying goes Well, the eldest brother is like a father. Takane until now is very caring about the care of his younger sister.

To put it simply, if you see something wrong, you will scold you and go pointing fingers. Encourage you when you see a good place, and then give a certain reward. But the problem is that Gao Xiuli is already a big girl now, and now she is in her first year of high school, she is still so inconspicuous, she is a little bit brother-in-chief. Takane didn't want to blame anything, but the problem was that it was him who faced the problem.

My younger sister is so good that my big brother is so good that I look down on other men at all. Takane has heard of it no matter where he is in the world. And another aspect of Gao Xiuli is the fear of losing loved ones. She herself is an abandoned lust, and has been very sensitive and suspicious since she was a child. And coupled with the subsequent car accident of his parents, only the two of them are left to depend on each other. During this period of time, Gao Xiuli's relationship was basically considered to be more reasonable and pathological.

The departure of relatives, the death of family members, and the embarrassment of only one relative but his cousin left, this makes Gao Xiuli's behavioral logic gradually produce a feeling of entanglement and alienation.

She desperately hoped that Takane would stay by her side forever, but intellectually knew that this was impossible. The conflict between the two, coupled with the unique obsession of superpowers, makes Gao Xiuli seem extreme and weird on Takane's issue most of the time.

This is also not love, it is better to say that this is a kind of affection of extreme fear of leaving. This child through childhood has not changed at all. I always wonder if I have been abandoned again, if I have to face life and death again, and then pretend to be nonchalant and stage a good show after another.

And the most fundamental thing is that she obviously has such a delicate and sensitive emotional potential, but Gao Xiuli's obsession is extremely timid and fragile. The reason she always deflated when facing Nangong Yan alone was that she didn't actually have too many pathological ingredients in it. More places are pretending, not so crazy. This also caused her to become increasingly depressed and embarrassed about her situation.

Without power, there is no way to protect, but power comes from pathological obsession, and Gao Xiuli herself is not so pathological. This kind of cross-cutting vulnerability makes her choose to leave from time to time, and then immediately Ran back.

So it is difficult for Takane to understand why he has such a powerful evolutionary ability, but his younger sister can't even destroy a mountain?   Is it because it’s not a biological younger sister?

Looking at the younger sister's bluff, Takane sighed.

"I will not leave you. Just remember this."

"Ha? Does this have anything to do with what we just said?"

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"You can just treat me as complaining, sit there obediently and honestly and listen to me."

"Why do I have to listen to you?"

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Despite the whispering look of impatience, Gao Xiuli sat on the chair obediently and honestly.

But before Takane could speak, the harsh phone call rang from Takane's trouser pocket. Under Gao Xiuli's somewhat resentful gaze, Takane apologized and answered the phone.

"Hello? This is Takane, who are you?"

"I am a member of the Central Investigation Division. The relevant part of the assassination case has already been investigated. Can you please Go directly to the Academic Affairs Building to sign and confirm?"

"Yes, I will go right there."

Hung up the phone, Takane stood up and lifted the coat from the hanger, and then Look at the younger sister obediently and honestly.

"I have something to deal with. The relevant case has been resolved, and I am going to sign the question. Otherwise, they will not be able to pass it. Come back and talk about it."

"Work? I'll go with you too."

"...Well, it's okay. You just come to protect me."

Looking at Gao Xiuli who pretended to be nonchalant Takane lowered his head and thought about the future arrangements, then nodded, and said directly:

"But it's better to be a little bit away. The requirements there are stricter, and the Spiritual Qi test is too close. It's easy to get blurred. Pay attention."

"Yes, yes. It's okay to just say that I am your younger sister? The family always needs to be together."

"...Did you really listen?"

But it doesn't matter if you listen.

I hope that when the time comes, it won’t stimulate this girl too much.

Thinking of the script arranged later, Takane shook the head, put on the slightly mature coat, opened the door and walked towards the administration building.

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