After Being Scumbed

Zuo Jingyou reacted in her brain for several seconds, and found that she seemed to have no reason to refuse. She smiled and said to Yin Bai: "Well, it's okay."

Yin Bai's eyes lit up at once, and she carefully stretched out her hand, passed through the warm spring water, pressed her fingertips on the left quiet abdomen, and pressed it.

The skin touched by the fingertips is warm and smooth, with a hint of muscle hardness. Yin Bai couldn't help but admired: "Teacher Zuo is really in good shape!"

Yin Bai withdrew his hand contentedly, pinched his stomach again, and said angrily, "It seems that I will also work out after I go back."

Zuo Jingyou smiled: "Okay, more exercise is good for your body."

"What kind of sports does Mr. Zuo usually do?"

"It's a fitness instructor's project, as well as fitness yoga and the like..."

Zuo Jingyou sat next to Yin Bai, soaked in the spring water with her, and chatted for a while about fitness. At this time, Zhang Yu and Xiang Qiu changed their clothes and hurriedly walked here. What they saw was the scene of the two of them talking together and enjoying each other.

In the steaming pool, the two were very close to each other, with a distance of only 50 centimeters between them. For people like Yin Bai who do not like to have physical contact with people, this is already a kind of intimacy that makes people difficult. Imaginary distance.

I don't know if the water vapor here is too drenched, or the snow peak facing out the window is too magnificent and magnificent, Zhang Yu perceives an ambiguous romance in such an atmosphere.

It's weird... I always feel weird everywhere.

Thinking like this, Zhang Yu stretched out his hand to hold Xiang Qiu, who was about to move forward, and whispered to her: "Let's find the children to play."

Xiang Qiu turned his head and looked at Zhang Yu with puzzled eyes. Zhang Yu gave her a look and motioned her to look at Zuo Jingyou and Yin Bai over there. When Xiang Qiu saw the two people, he suddenly realized, and said wittily, "Understood."

Soon the two of them entered the pool and asked the children to go to the other side to play. Only Yin Bai and Zuo Jingyou were hiding in the vague mist, whispering softly.

This was a very wonderful trip. On the return flight, Zhang Yu drove the computer and circulated photos of this trip to everyone.

When Professor Sun was at the ski resort, many photos were taken. Zuo Jingyou happened to sit side by side with her and saw Professor Sun wearing a ski suit and wearing goggles standing in the ice and snow. She smiled and said to Professor Sun: "Before I let you travel, you always I don’t want to, saying that I don’t want to move. Look, didn’t you have a good time this time?"

Professor Sun smiled and sighed with emotion: "Whether you have a good time depends on who you go with."

Professor Sun stretched out his hand, placed it on the back of Zuo Jingyou's hand, and said earnestly: "This time I had a good time, because my partner selected a good one. Girl, fate is rare..."

Zuo Jingyou listened and looked at Yin Bai subconsciously. At this moment, Yin Bai with the tip of his ear also turned his head and looked over. The two looked at each other, Yin Bai smiled and said to Professor Sun: "The professor meant that it feels good to play with me?"

Professor Sun turned to look at her and smiled kindly: "There are not many young people like you who are as passionate as you."

Yin Bai slapped his hands and laughed: "That's great. If you have time in the future, Professor Sun will come out and play with me!"

"What new Matai, what northern hemisphere, let's play it all!"

Professor Sun readily agreed, and said with a smile to Yin Bai: "Okay, but next time, I will invite you. You once, I once, and the courtesy is appropriate."

Yin Bai felt the same, and said to Professor Sun expectantly: "Then next time I will wait for the professor to take me to play."

Zuo Jingyou saw that these two people were not big or small, and felt that Yin Bai was really a magical person. It seems that after this trip, everyone in her family, big or small, will become Yin Bai's playmates.

This is really... rare enough.

You must know that, except for the students that Professor Sun loves very much, the relatives in the family, whether they are close to He Zhiwen or Sun Mingrui's husband, have not received such obvious favor from Professor Sun.

Thinking of this, Zuo Jingyou couldn't help but smile. This friendship must be managed well for five, ten, twenty years... Maybe in the future, when there are younger children in the family, Yin Bai will be able to become a year-end acquaintance with her.

After all, such a beautiful person, who would not like it.

After returning from Austria, the relationship between the two families has become closer. Yin Bai knew that Professor Sun liked to listen to classical music, so he gave away a copy of his original vinyl record. In return, Professor Sun also gave Yin Bai a lot of books.

Professor Sun thinks Yin Bai is very smart, and one day he suggested to Yin Bai to continue his studies, perhaps he would have good theoretical and academic achievements. Yin Bai said quietly: "I think I have the ability to learn independently, and now it's enough to just do something I like."

Not everyone has to pursue meaning in their life. After experiencing such things, Yin Bai felt that it was a rare thing for him to live his life happily.

Professor Sun felt it was a pity, but he also respected the path Yin Bai chose, and then stopped persuading Yin Bai.

In this conversation, after taking a shower in the evening, Yin Bai said to Zuo Jingyou, who was about to rest after a busy day, lying on the bed.

Yin Baixin had lingering fears. When he called, he patted his chest and said, "It scares me to death. I thought I was going to be taken back to school by the professor."

Zuo Jingyou, wrapped in pajamas, leaned on the bed and chuckled, "Are you so scared? In fact, I also think you are very smart, know a lot, and have a lot of time. Why don't you try to go back to school and stay for a while? ...Campus life is very simple, maybe you will meet nice kids?"

After all, after Zuo Jingyou's observation, Yin Bai really didn't seem to have any friends. If there is a chance, she still hopes that Yin Bai can expand some circles of friends.

Yin Bai thought about it seriously while holding the phone, hesitatingly said, "I don't think I will know a good person... For me, that kind of environment is too big."

"Sometimes, I would rather stay in my little library than pass by all kinds of people."

Zuo Jingyou heard the slight change in her tone, and asked incomprehensibly: "Why?"

Why? Why can it be, of course, because of fear.

Yin Bai curled up, squeezed the phone's cell phone tightly, and said, "Don't you think... I'm very strange?"

Zuo Jingyou was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously said, "How come..."

Perhaps it is suitable for heart-to-heart talk late at night, Yin Bai's tone is quiet, and he simply said his little caution: "We are friends, you know me, we have further contact, of course you will think I am not surprised."

"But for other people, I am different from them. Because I am a disabled person with an unsound body, even if I behave normally, my walking posture, but the reality that I can't participate in many team activities... It will make them think that I am a special person."

"Even if I just randomly pass by on the road, it will attract the attention of passers-by."

"And this kind of eye-catching is not like your big stars, getting attention full of kindness and love. It's more of a gaze... full of curiosity."

"I have a clear understanding of my appearance. I am not an ugly person. On the contrary, I am a very beautiful person in the eyes of the general public."

Zuo Jingyou hugged his arms and nodded in agreement: "Yes, you are very good-looking. In fact, among many people I have met, I can't find anyone with more refined features and more outstanding appearance than yours."

Hearing Zuo Jingyou's compliment, Yin Baiyang smiled a little, raised his hand and rubbed his face embarrassedly: "Thank you for your compliment."

Yin Bai paused, and then said, "Compared with my appearance, I am not a healthy person, I am a lame man. Although my right foot was saved and not amputated, I also lost most of its normal functions. . And the better my appearance, the more obvious my physical disability."

"Many people will notice me because of my appearance, but when they see my right foot, their eyes are always very complicated. Either curiosity, sympathy, or compassion... It is always not a comfortable one. Eyes..."

Yin Bai turned over, lay on his back on the bed, looked at the ceiling low and said, "I know there is no need to make myself unhappy because of others, but since I have been treated like this, how could I not mind? I obviously think I am no different, even better, but many people...but remind me over and over again that I am a disabled person."

"This is really hurting."

For example, when she was in middle school, when she was in a wheelchair to school, the class actually treated her children well. But her overly beautiful appearance made her suffer from the jealousy of her peers.

The young people’s malice is all straightforward. In addition to scolding her "little **** in a wheelchair" and "trash", they also maliciously ridicule people who like her, saying that you actually like a cripple.

In addition, she has very good academic performance and can speak a lot of languages. In the beginning, whenever there was a big competition, the teacher would always push her forward. When introducing her to the outside world, she always talks about what kind of "disabled and strong" teenager she is, and what kind of "disabled and strong" oral genius.

Who wants to be "disabled and strong"! Who wants to listen to others over and over again to emphasize that he is disabled!

At that time, she felt that she couldn't stand up, even if she had a good left leg, she couldn't support her standing in this world! Why did these people force her to face the truth so cruelly?

No matter how optimistic she was, she couldn't persist in such an environment.

The last straw that crushed her was the same tablemate who used her wheelchair to get her up and down every day, but one day, carrying her in the corridor, blushed with others in the corridor and argued: "Who would like a lame man! It's not the teacher who asked me to take care of her, so I won't take care of this trouble!"

Now that I think about it, it might just be the girl's misleading statement, but Yin Bai was deeply shocked at the time.

After that time, Yin Bai transferred to a new school, but never tried to make new friends. She is like an evil dragon guarding a whole Baoshan, guarding everyone who approaches, and at the same time making good use of her treasures to lure those who want to approach Baoshan.

This distorted concept of life was gradually reversed until she had sufficient independent thinking ability as an adult.

Zuo Jingyou was silent for a while while holding the phone, listening to Yin Bai's narrative. As a person who has been loved since childhood, there is no way to empathize with a person with a rough fate. But as a considerate and mature person, Zuo Jingyou can understand how Yin Bai feels.

Zuo Jing paused and said softly and comforted: "Nevertheless, there will always be caring people in the world who are full of love and kindness. Besides, everyone's life track is just a line. For those shallow and ignorant, only People who give you arrogant, kind and compassionate eyes because of their appearance, you should be magnanimous and forgive their ignorance."

Zuo Jingyou pursed her lips for a moment, and added: "If you can't see you clearly through your appearance, it's not your fault, it's someone else's miss."

"If you haven't established a more intimate relationship with you, it is because other people have no fate with you, and her regret should not be your regret."

"After all, if someone like you really wants to establish a relationship with someone, then that person will be moved by your frankness and pureness, and will never want to leave you in this life."

Yin Bai lay down on the bed and laughed blankly. She stretched out her hand, pulled the embroidered logo on the corner of her pillow, and said with a smile: "You said that Tongtong's rhetoric is inherited from He Zhiwen. I see, it is clearly inherited from you."

Yin Bai muttered softly, "If you say anything I want to establish a relationship with, whoever will not leave me. Before Xiao Nian, didn't you just abandon me?"

Zuo Jingyou was choked, and said embarrassingly: "Love is short and gorgeous. This emotion, like spider silk in the morning, seems dense and unbreakable. In fact, it may be penetrated by a drop of dew. It will be over."

Yin Bai sighed and said in a melancholy manner: "You still don't want to tell me about love. Xiao Nian has never loved me at all."

Zuo Jingyou whispered: "Why do you say that? Judging from her past behavior, I think Xiao Nian is the type who wouldn't be with you if she didn't like it."

Of course it's because there is a contract between them, dear!

Yin Bai could not admit that she was a wicked capitalist when she was in her early twenties, so she answered vaguely: "Because of various reasons...but she didn't love me, she said. Yes. It was in the garden last year, when you met me..."

Yin Bai muttered a few words in a low voice: "I just don't know if you heard it."

Zuo Jingyou sighed softly and said to her softly: "Lelangageestsourcedemalent