At the other end of the phone, Dr. will was silent for a while.

Just suddenly asked, "are you still taking medicine recently?"

Bai Yiran was stunned for a moment and replied: "yes, but he ate less. When he woke up at night, he couldn't help eating one. But it's strange. I always have a very real feeling about those nightmares. Unfortunately, after opening my eyes, I forgot everything and couldn't remember what I dreamed of."

The last time I had a fever, it was the same at Bo Siqing's house. That time it seemed more uncomfortable in the nightmare, but I still didn't remember anything.

Dr. will said, "in fact, part of this is the sequelae of hypnosis, and part of it is your response to medication. The medicine I prescribed for you is actually an auxiliary hypnosis, so that you can better forget the memory you want to wash away and will not remember it again.

But it does have side effects, because it not only soothes your nerves, but also weakens your emotions from a physiological point of view, which will lead you to look down on some things, which will have a certain depressing effect on your emotions.

You will find that you don't overreact just in love. And you are in many other ways. Even the feeling of disgust and anger won't make you violent, will it? "

Bai Yiran realized that he was.

For example, in the Bai family, she was disgusted when she knew that the Bai family wanted to marry herself to a villain, but she was neither heartbroken nor furious because of her grandfather's behavior.

Another example.

I like jewelry design so much, but when she got the first place in the world a few years ago, she actually felt that it didn't matter whether she wanted to receive the award or not. Even because she didn't want the spotlight on herself, she would be paid too much attention by the outside world, and she didn't want to be said that many of her achievements were due to the unique achievements of the Ye family.

But in theory, when she won the prize for the first time, she was so excited that she couldn't sleep all night and was ecstatic

But none of these emotions.

Bai Yiran suddenly felt a little nervous at this moment, so that he couldn't help tightening his hand holding the mobile phone and asked, "will, am I a little abnormal? That is... I'm not a normal person?"

There was a trace of fear in this tone.

She has always dared to be different from others, but this does not mean that she can accept that she seems to be an emotionless monster.

Will recognized her nervousness, Hurriedly: "You don't have to worry too much. Your emotional perception is lighter than that of ordinary people. It's not that you have no feelings. For example, you will be happy, but you won't be happy to the extent you should be. You will be sad and angry, but not to the extreme. It's just that your emotions are not intense, not without emotions! Moreover, you will mobilize your emotional instincts in matters of special importance."

Bai Yiran felt a little calmer when he heard this.

Yes, she is not without emotion

As for the most important things, just like the last time she knew that grandpa was hospitalized with heart discomfort and kept it from herself, she was very worried and angry. It was a rare emotion. If she was not sure that grandpa was all right, she would lose control.

Bai Yiran said, "Dr. will, do you think I'm now..."

At this point, Bai Yiran didn't say any more.

Dr. will said, "to be honest, when you chose hypnosis, you wanted to forget a relationship you don't want. So the drug makes you weaken all your emotions. Hypnosis, to a greater extent, suppresses your perception of love.

Because to wash away the memory is not simply to erase, but also to let you put down the pain through some psychological hints. Therefore, it is normal for you to have closed psychological changes and weaken your perception of love.

But you have to believe me. Being weak doesn't mean it's gone. If you really meet someone you like, you'll still be moved. However, I still know you. You shouldn't be the kind of person who thinks you have to have love, so you call me now and worry about it. I think it's incredible. "

Bai Yiran said bluntly: "because there is a very important person around me! To tell the truth, I hope I can give him love and like him. People around me also hope so, but at present, I don't seem to feel the emotions related to love, and I'm worried that I can't do it."

She never thought she would like Shaohan before.

That's because she always thought that they regarded each other as good friends.

But now knowing that Shaohan likes herself, she hopes she can respond to this intention, because she has been taken care of by Shaohan too much, and she even... Owes Shaohan two lives.

So as long as it is what Shaohan wants, she is willing to give anything, but sometimes the feeling is not under her control. She is afraid she can't give it. Doesn't she have that feeling, but she wants to cheat Shaohan all her life? So she really wants to find out.

When Dr. will heard this, he couldn't help asking, "is it Mr. Gong?"

Dr. will knows more about her than Bai Yiran himself, because Dr. will knows the memory Bai Yiran lost, so he knows Gong Shaohan who has been with her all the time.

Bai Yiran did not shy away: "yes, it's him."

Dr. will said, "although I stressed to you many times today that hypnosis and drugs will make you feel less emotional, it doesn't mean you don't feel at all. According to this theory, you don't feel at all now, and you may really have no love for him.

But if you're not sure, I suggest you think more about it. People's feelings are very complex and can't be understood in a few words.

Some people even love a person deeply, it is difficult to react on the spot, until they lose it, they don't know it later. So you don't feel it now, and you don't necessarily like it. Maybe you just don't react. "

Bai Yiran: "I see! But Dr. will, if I stop taking medicine and don't take it anymore, will I gradually become normal? That is... Have a normal emotional level, intense emotions and so on!"

Dr. will said bluntly: "theoretically, it will, but I'm not sure if you stop taking drugs, it will cause you to suddenly remember the past things after being stimulated at a certain trigger point, resulting in the failure of hypnosis in that year, so that you have to face the memories you don't want to face again.

In fact, human beings are sometimes very fragile. Choosing hypnosis to forget is not to escape, but to protect themselves. You have to make a good balance. Do you want to be a normal person or continue taking medicine, stop thinking of things that will break you down, and live a happy life! "

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