After divorce, Mrs.Bo she shines brightly

I'm afraid she's going to say something.

Sure enough.

Bai Yiran looked at him coldly: "Mr. Bo, I think I should hate you very much when I wash away that memory, otherwise I would never be like this... You kiss me, I want to vomit."

Thin Si Qing's face was as pale as paper.

Bai Yiran went on to say: "it turns out that people's disgust for another person will not be completely put down because their memory disappears. When I first saw Mr. Bo when I returned home, I had an unspeakable disgust in my heart. I don't quite understand why.

Today, Mr. Bo, you suddenly kissed me like this. I can't control my physical discomfort. So, Mr. Bo, you should understand that it is possible for me to be with anyone, but not with you. Even if I'm not with Shaohan, I won't be with a man who makes me want to vomit as soon as I kiss. Are you right? "

Mr. Bo's pale face was like a piece of white paper, and his face sank badly.

Why is this

It turned out to be so.

There were two of them, one standing at the door and the other sitting on the bed.

Facing each other, it was like a tug of war, and Bo Siqing was in heartache.

And Bai Yiran

Also in heartache.

She can't say that this feeling is unprecedented uncomfortable. When she looks at the man not far away, she even feels that her eyes are inexplicably a little sour. She doesn't know because his just behavior really mobilized her body's memory of him.

Or because just after nausea, I still feel a little uncomfortable, so I don't feel very well.

Bai Yiran said faintly, "Mr. Bo, I'm a little tired. Please go back. I don't want to happen again. You shouldn't want to see me throw up like this next time?"

It is reasonable to say that Bai Yiran should be angry with him for his behavior, and even want to do it.

But now she could see that what she said was much more destructive to Bo Siqing than she did to him directly. This man was almost driven crazy by her own words.

So instead, she felt that it didn't matter whether to beat him or not.

Bo Siqing was silent for a long time.

Standing where he was, he never thought that a woman would feel sick because of his touch. What's more ironic is that this woman is the one he deeply loves. It's the woman they have owned and hugged each other countless times.

He walked slowly to the bed.

Bai Yiran looked at him with some vigilance, and one hand could not help but put it directly on his stomach.

I was worried that he would kiss again.

She wants to vomit again

Because the feeling of nausea, feeling and retching is really uncomfortable.

Bo Siqing looked at her such actions, and he didn't dare to offend her any more. Even if he was so unwilling now, he couldn't completely ignore her body.

He stood in front of her and said hoarsely, "elan, have you ever thought about getting back your original memory?"

In fact, according to reason, the person who is most afraid of her remembering those memories should be him.

If she really remembered those things, she wouldn't want to see him again.

He may not even have the chance to stand in front of her and talk to her. After all, he remembers more clearly than anyone what he did.

But now

When she wanted to be with Gong Shaohan, he thought that maybe the memory of that year would become the last straw between them and his only chance left.

Therefore, he couldn't help but want to seize such an opportunity.

Bai Yiran was silent for a moment.

Looking at Bo Siqing, he said, "Mr. Bo, when I woke up in Dr. will's ward six years ago, I opened a letter. It was my letter from myself before hypnosis to myself after losing my memory. Mr. Bo, do you want to know what was written in the letter?"

Bo Siqing gave a slight meal.

Suddenly some dare not answer or know.

At this time, Bai Yiran opened the drawer at the head of the bed, took out a yellowing envelope and handed it to him: "why don't you see it? If you don't see it today, I won't show it to you again in the future."

Bo Si Qing's fist tightened.

Finally reached out and took the letter.

In the room, there was only a small night light at the head of the bed. The light was not bright, but it was only enough for people to see clearly the handwriting on the letter: "to my dear self:

Hello, Bai Yiran.

When you see this letter, you should have lost a memory, but don't be afraid. I chose to erase this memory to protect ourselves and to live better.

Please forgive me for making such a decision without authorization and leaving the current mess to you.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

I chose to wash away this memory because I was really desperate. So you must listen to me. No matter what happens in the future, don't find these memories.

I'm cowardly. I'll go crazy. I'm afraid you'll go crazy, too.

I hope you can put aside these past and become a new self.

I left you a little life. I love him very much. If I can, I hope you will keep him. When I wash away this memory, the only thing I fear is that you will give up the child, but I believe you won't do that, right?

Because this is my child and yours. He is the child who accompanied us through a life and death struggle.

I believe he will grow up well in the future, be obedient, be filial to you and won't let you down.

I'm sorry to have caused you so much trouble. I blame myself for choosing the wrong way.

So Bai Yiran, you in the future, don't look back.

Moving forward is life.

Look back, it's hell.

I've fallen into hell. There's no way out. Don't come back with me.

——Once upon a time, you yourself. "

After reading this letter, Bo Siqing's sight was a little blurred, and a deadly sense of suffocation came to his heart again, just like the pain of vomiting blood after thinking that she had an accident.

He had guessed countless times that she was disappointed, sad and sad.

But all this is to put everything bloody in front of him and let him know clearly what he thought at that time

There's no way out.

That's why I chose... To wash away my memory.

He let her go to hell