After Going on a Blind Date with My Brother

After Lin Wan said those two words, the grievances in his heart poured out at that moment, like a waterfall, it couldn't be stopped, and the big tears fell straight to the ground with a slight sound.

Lin Wan took a deep breath, gritted her teeth and raised the back of her hand to cover her eyes, stubbornly preventing Wen Yimu from seeing her tears, she turned and walked out the door.

Wen Yimu stepped forward and pulled her, and as soon as his fingers touched her hand, he was thrown away.

Lin Wan seemed to be determined, and was about to walk out of this door without looking back. After all, she was still a seventeen-year-old girl. When she got angry, she didn't think about the consequences at all.

She was really aggrieved. The injustice she had suppressed for so many days broke out at this time, and Wen Yimu's questioning became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

Obviously... It was Wen Yimu who made her feel wronged first, and she just had a meal with the same table.

I haven't seen each other for so many days, and the first sentence was not to care about her falling, but to ask why she was hugged by others.

Is this what Wen Yimu likes? It just cares whether she has studied hard and is loyal, and doesn't care whether she is happy or not.

What does she consider herself to be?

Every step Lin Wan took, she was confused. It was the first time she fell in love, and she had never suffered such grievances before.

Originally wanted to miss Wen Yimu very much, but after she took the lead in questioning, she just wanted to escape when she saw Wen Yimu.

Wen Yimu asked, are you so afraid of her? Lin Wan was really afraid at the moment, and he couldn't tell what he was afraid of, maybe he just didn't know how to deal with it.

It should be the most natural way to get along with people you like.

But it's just a mere start of school, as if everything has changed. Wen Yimu doesn't care about her anymore, he's fierce towards her, and he doesn't want to see her anymore.

...

It only took a few short steps from the sofa to the door. Lin Wan walked past and the whole person was floating. He couldn't step on the ground. He only had a few seconds of work, but his mind was turning back and forth, as if a century had passed. Every millisecond is stretched infinitely.

Lin Wan didn't know what she wanted. Maybe she wanted Wen Yimu to beg her, but she knew that this was not in line with Wen Yimu's character. Even if she walked away, she would not let go of her arrogance. .

But... But how much Lin Wan hoped that Wen Yimu would break the precept for himself, no longer so light, but because of her joy, anger, sadness and joy, let her see that Wen Yimu cares about herself.

Really care from the bottom of my heart.

The world in front of him seemed to be a little blurry, and the road ahead could not be clearly seen, but no matter how long the road was, it was only a few seconds after all.

Lin Wan's hand twisted the door handle, and it was only a short blink of an eye.

She felt that Wen Yimu was looking at her from behind and reached out to pull her, but Lin Wan reflexively shook it off.

So Wen Yimu just stood there watching and didn't take any more action, perhaps because he was afraid that he would not be able to save face if he was rejected again.

Lin Wan thought to himself that he could want nothing for Wen Yimu, but Wen Yimu might not be able to do this to himself.

With a light click, Lin Wan resolutely twisted the door handle, and a second before slamming out the door, she looked back at Wen Yimu.

Tears filled her eyes, and the world in front of her was blurry. In a trance, Lin Wan vaguely saw a woman standing quietly not far away, her beautiful face carrying some indescribable sadness, like lilac flowers in the rain. pity.

But Wen Yimu didn't catch up.

The moment Lin Wan stepped out the door, his heart ached, his eyes darkened, and he was almost out of breath.

She ran to the bathroom in a little embarrassment, facing herself in the mirror with red eyes like a rabbit, she burst into tears, big tears flowed wantonly on her cheeks, and she kept breathing in and out, her eyes were black.

Why, why should she be tortured like this.

Why is it so sweet, so painful, when she is happy, she can't wait to go to heaven, but at this moment she wants to go to hell.

I would rather suffer the punishment of boundless torture than to taste this heart-wrenching pain.

Lin Wan's fingernails were embedded in the flesh, she couldn't feel the pain, no matter how much pain in her body, it couldn't compare to her heartache.

The tears didn't seem to dry up, and she kept crying until she really had no strength, and there were still tears in the corners of her eyes.

Lin Wan washed his face with clean water and stared at himself in the mirror for a while.

The girl in front of her had messy makeup, her eyes were terrifyingly red, her face was full of tears, her eyes were empty and indifferent, her lips were tightly pursed, as if she had suffered endless pain, and her whole body was like a corpse.

Facing the mirror, she twitched the corners of her mouth stiffly, and the girl in the mirror also raised the corners of her lips, looking beautiful but lifeless, like a ghost.

Lin Wan felt as if she had lost her ability to laugh. She suddenly understood why Gu Qiuqiu hugged her and cried so badly before.

Obviously it's not a big deal, but it's an indescribable grievance, an indescribable sadness, like a bone-biting poison, and there is no cure.

The only antidote was Wen Yimu, but... Lin Wan's face appeared in front of Lin Wan's eyes with a bit of sadness and detachment. Even if she was reluctant to part with herself, she was still like a white plum in the snow, with a distance.

There is no way to hold it in his arms and have it completely, which makes Lin Wan feel extremely painful.

She squatted on the empty bathroom floor and calmed down for a while, then called Lin Sui with a choked voice: "Brother, come pick me up."

Lin Sui didn't ask anything, just said yes, let her wait.

The elder brother, who has always been cynical, laughing and scolding, always fights each other, but when she is really sad, she can become her most trusted support.

Lin Wan was suddenly very fortunate that he had an older brother.

Lin Sui quickly appeared in the shopping mall with a well-informed look. He didn't ask anything along the way, just invited Lin Wan to eat ice cream, and then went home with the girl with tears in his eyes.

Lin Wan didn't say a word from the co-pilot, but still couldn't hold back, sobbing and calling him: "Brother."

Lin Sui stared at the road ahead without squinting: "Speak."

Lin Wan's tone was a little frustrated, and he said softly, "Am I bad?"

Lin Sui was expressionless: "Well."

Faced with his detrimental behavior, Lin Wan had long been prepared and said to himself: "I really want to see her, but she just told me to study hard. I went out to dinner with others, and I fell. , she doesn't care about me falling, but she cares about someone helping me..."

Lin Wan paused for a while, a little absent-minded: "Even if I left, she only held back for a while, and didn't come up to chase."

She raised her eyes to look at Lin Sui, and asked softly and seriously, "Brother, are you adults all liars, and you can't be serious about falling in love?"

The girl's fox eyes were drooping, and she couldn't tell the sadness. She didn't like being treated as a child, and she didn't like Wen Yimu treating her like this.

"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Sui wrote lightly, "Maybe people don't even know that you have thought so much or not."

"But..." Lin Wan licked his lips and hesitated.

"No but." Lin Sui's words were impatient and determined, "Just tell her what you think, don't guess."

This was the biggest lesson he learned from Gu Qiuqiu.

There are many things, you have to live or die, the other party is confused, in fact, people don't know what you are thinking at all. Even if you think you are obvious, but in fact, the joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected.

Your grievances and frustrations must be clearly stated so that others will know.

"Oh." Lin Wan responded symbolically, and could not accept Lin Sui's words.

After all, she is still young. She has watched a lot of sticky novels and TV series. She always hopes that the kind of unswerving love, even if you live and die, entangle the grievances and grievances of Sansheng Sanshi, you can finally HE.

It was too unromantic to be the first to lower your head and explain something, and it sounded a little embarrassed.

It's always a little awkward, as if revealing your inner thoughts is too much to care about.

In order to change the subject, Lin Wan asked Lin Sui, "How are you and Qiuqiu?"

In fact, at this moment, she is not curious about other people's emotions, she just asks casually.

Lin Sui smiled without answering, and said slowly for a long time: "It's good to make it clear."

Even if I used some small scheming in the process, such as deliberately creating a serious injury, I finally coaxed the little girl out of her anger and communicated clearly the cause and effect, even if people are still awkward, but at least I have peace of mind.

Then it doesn't matter how you make your temper.

Perhaps it was because he was old and couldn't accept the tossing of such a young man. Lin Sui glanced at the absent-minded sister next to him, only feeling a little novel and funny.

It was like seeing myself when I was young.

The so-called joys and sorrows of human beings are not connected, and he only thinks about what to eat at night.

Lin Wan was also keenly aware that Lin Sui didn't understand him, so he simply stopped talking, closed his eyes and started to rest his mind, blurred, with the appearance of Wen Yimu in front of him.

She is like a snow lotus in the Tianshan Mountains, she is down to earth, she works hard, she kisses passionately, she is gentle and scheming...

Before she knew it, Lin Wan didn't even know that she and Wen Yimu had so many memories, so many that her mind was so full that she couldn't hold anything else.

Anything seems to be related to her.

But... Lin Wan hesitated for a long time, but quietly turned on the phone to take a look, Wen Yimu hadn't sent her a message yet.

She smiled bitterly, and knew that it was the result. It seemed that she had always taken the initiative. To Wen Yimu, she seemed to be dispensable.

Lin Wan took a deep breath, canceled Wen Yimu's pin, and stared at the advertisement at the top of the phone screen for a while, feeling inexplicably relaxed.

There is an empty space in my heart, I don't know what to put.

After returning home at night, Lin Wanan quietly wrote her homework for a while, trying her best to forget her emotional affairs.

Some people want to drink, and when they get drunk, they don't have to think about what they have and what they don't have.

Half an hour later, Lin Wan wore a small black skirt with a pair of ponytails and sat on the booth of a nearby bar.

Nearby is a feasting dance floor, the music is deafening, and there is no lack of men and women laughing among the feasting and feasting, and even a bit unbridled, the kind that makes people blush when they hear it.

Lin Wan held a glass of mint green cocktail without changing his face, and drank it expressionlessly. He didn't feel any taste in the mouth of the wine.

like water.

The author has something to say: I received a reward after a long absence, and I was moved to cry