Even if I speak strongly, my body trembles and fear appears and disappears

“Hey.”

“Hmm?”

“Lately…I feel lonely because I can’t go to your house.”

“Gross……it’s what i like to say. I haven’t been to your house in a while, so I’m going there.”

The conversation took place when Tokikaze and I headed to the restroom.

As a friend, I’m glad he said that, but it’s true that since my dad remarried, I don’t invite him over to my house anymore due to our circumstances.

It’s not like I would say no, but to begin with, it’s like spending time with Sayaka or Yume while I’m at home, which creates a contradiction in that I have free time but not too much time.

“……………”

But about the house circumstances…huh.

In case you are wondering, my dad and Mihoko san are going on their honeymoon starting this Friday, so it’s just me and the girls left at home.

[It’s okay, mother, father. We and Minato kun will be fine.]

[Yes, that’s right. Onii chan is with us, so we’ll be fine !]

I was very happy to hear their immense trust in me, but I wondered why I felt a thrill from their words even more.

This creepy feeling is more like a cringe than a thrill?

“……………”

“What’s wrong?”

“……No, it’s nothing.”

I can’t tell anyone that I’m spending a few days with the girls……well, I’m not going to tell them, but they’ll definitely take it differently depending on whether my parents are there or not.

Then I went back to the classroom with Tokikaze, and right after that, my eyes met Sayaka’s.

She waved at me with a fluttering hand and I returned it, and as I should have expected, the boys’ eyes were quite painful.

(But the reason why they don’t tell me directly is that……no matter how much I tell them, we’re still family, so they won’t leave me…..if this is just a friend, I’ll think a little bit about harassment and so on.)

But as for me, no matter what they say to me, as I said before, I can’t leave them.

No matter what they say, they are family members who live together, and they trust me that much.

(…..With that said)

I’m nervous.

If we’re a family that’s originally blood-related, it’ll be even better…..I said it with a wry smile.

It seems that the fact that the weekend is approaching has continued to show a little expression, and on the contrary, I have made my friends worried, but I just tell them that I’m fine.

“Well then, everyone, thank you for your hard work today.”

Time flies and it’s after school.

I usually go straight home as usual, but in fact, I’ve decided to go shopping with Sayaka before going home.

Rather than for me and Sayaka, it was because Mihoko san asked me to buy some groceries.

“Minato kun.”

“Yeah.”

I was walking out of the classroom with Sayaka.

As I was walking down the hallway, I heard someone running up behind me, and when I turned around, a male classmate called out to Sayaka.

“Wait a minute, Sayaka san !”

“……………”

“……Sayaka?”

Sayaka walked away without looking back when he called out to her.

I thought she didn’t hear him, but it seems that wasn’t the case. Sayaka glanced at him…..Fujisawa, and walked on her way.

I didn’t do anything to stop her walking, and if Sayaka didn’t want to stop, I didn’t want to stop her either.

“……Haa.”

But still, she stopped after a short walk.

She turned around, stared at Fujisawa.

“It can’t be helped that I have the same last name as Minato kun, but I still don’t like it when you suddenly call me by my first name. In the first place, we had no contact until now, so why did you call out to me like that now? I’m not good with men, you should know that.”

“Eh…..then, why are you next to Shinji–“

“What are you going to do if I told you? Anyway, tell me–why did you call out to me?”

Sayaka’s voice was a little scary, which made me feel pressure.

Fujisawa, who was stared at by her from the front, took a step back in fear, but slowly nodded as if the matter was as pointed out.

“If so, I decline. I have no intention of being alone with a man–and never will.”

“T-then why are you okay with Shinji !”

“Because we are family.”

“But……still, I finally got a chance to……”

The fading voice was not heard until the end.

The way Sayaka strongly retorted was surprising, but her hands were shaking because she was still afraid of what he might do to her in a fit of rage.

Looking at Sayaka, who couldn’t get rid of her deep-rooted fear of the opposite sex, I wanted to tell her that even if this was school, it would be fine…..I wanted to reassure her.

“Sayaka, let’s go.”

“Ah……Minato kun?”

I take Sayaka’s trembling hand and start walking.

Fujisawa didn’t say anything more, so we just walked away.

Sayaka pulled my hand without turning around once…..I tried to let go of her hand at some distance, but it was tightly grasped and I couldn’t let go.

“Are we going to go shopping like this?”

“That’s…..as expected, it will attract a lot of attention.”

“Fufu, it’s a joke……what a shame.”

“…..”

‘She whispered in my ear.

That day….from the day I ran with her, there was something about Sayaka’s voice that was really sexy……anyway, it makes me nervous and it was bad for my heart

But…..Sayaka doesn’t seem to be aware of it at all, and whenever I ask her why she looks like that, she just pouts as if to say she doesn’t know what I’m talking about.

“Come on, let’s get going !”

“Okay !”

Okay ! Let’s just get this shopping mission over with for now.

As I was walking out of the shoe box, I turned and looked up at the school building—I thought my eyes met Fujisawa, who was staring at us, but ….I don’t know if it was really him, just that he looked like him. I’m not sure if it was really him or not…if it had been Fujisawa, it would be too scary.

“What’s wrong?”

“No–Sayaka, please tell me right away if you need anything.”

“……Yes♪”

Recently, I’m worried that I might die from exhaustion from worrying too much.