After my husband cheated on me

"But I don't love you!" I said, "you should know when you grow up. Love is not a matter for one person. It needs to be managed by both sides."

I admit that I am cruel to say this, but for Song Yu, I have noticed that it doesn't work to persuade him with good voice.

"It doesn't matter if you don't love me now. I can wait until you put down Huo Qingchuan and love me again." Song Yu still does not admit defeat, he holds my hand.

I used some strength to shake off his hand, "even if I don't love Huo Qingchuan, I won't choose you!"

I almost yelled that, and then I regretted it.

I looked at Song Yu's surprised face, and the disappointment in his eyes, I began to worry, worried that his ruthlessness would stimulate him.

"Xiaoyu, how many times do you want me to say that I can take care of you all my life, but not as the other half." Because of my action, his hand was thrown to one side. Now I reached out to hold his pale finger.

Sometimes physical contact doesn't have to be in the name of love.

But this time, he dodged my hand. At the same time, he turned his face to one side.

My hands were stiff in mid air, embarrassed and unfocused.

The car was quiet again, and the long silence came again.

I can only vaguely see Song Yu's face from the reflection of the window, but I can't see his expression clearly.

I'm breathing more and more quickly. I'm sure this unusual breath is not mine.

"Song Yu?" I tried to call him. He didn't answer me. I just saw him close his eyes.

"Xiaoyu, listen to me..." I was worried, so I leaned forward to look at his face.

It's not too much for Song Yu to be called a donkey. Even if I call him, he is still indifferent.

So I can only increase the range of their own actions, full of pull him, finally, I saw the tight frown, and instant pale face, in addition, there are violent ups and downs of the chest.

No, it can't be because of me. He's not feeling well again.

I was scared out of a cold sweat, I tugged at his clothes hard, "Song Yu, Song Yu, are you uncomfortable again, you talk to me!"

Even now, Song Yu still wants to open my hand like a stubborn child, "you don't have to worry, you go."

His tone sounds very uncomfortable. How can I ignore him.

"Tell me, where is your medicine?" I won't have the same opinion as Song Yu now. It's better to say that if there is something wrong with Song Yu, I won't forgive myself all my life.

I know that Song Yu's medicine is usually taken with him, so I picked up his bag in front of the car and began to search.

But in addition to the wallet and mobile phone and some useless things, we can't see the whereabouts of the medicine.

Song Yu's symptoms have become more and more serious, he began to cover his chest, I saw his forehead appeared thin beads of sweat.

My heart is beating. What can I do.

"Where's your medicine?" I cried out, now I am in a daze, tears in the eye circles.

It seems that he can hear the cry in my voice. Song Yu covers his chest and supports himself. He looks at me with painful but slightly surprised eyes.

At the moment, not only his face, but also his lips turned white.

Then, under my gaze, Song Yu unfastened his coat button and took out a small life-saving medicine bottle from his pocket.

I flurried over, poured out the corresponding quantity and handed it to Song Yu, then unscrewed the thermos cup from the special position in front of the car and handed it to Song Yu.

Song Yu obediently swallows the medicine with water, and I do my best to follow his chest, hoping that he can calm down quickly.

About ten minutes later, Song Yu finally recovered.

Looking at his gradually improving face, my heart also relaxed.

"You scared the hell out of me." When I put the glass back in its place, I could not help blaming him.

"What are you afraid of? If I die, won't you be clean?" After recovery, Song Yu began to speak without weight.

I don't want to pay attention to him. I open the door and get off, but Song Yu grabs one hand.

"I just got out of hell, and you left me like this?" He said.

I turned to look at him. "What do you want?"

I really do. He can't help it. He has to worry about his health all the time. If he's not careful, he will make a big mistake.

Song Yu let go of my hand, "you accompany me for a while, at least let the efficacy play a role again, and then go."

He didn't ask too much, so I sat back in my seat and closed the door.

"If I made you angry just now, I'll apologize to you." Song Yu said suddenly, in a calm tone.

What's the matter? Can you be so good after walking to the gate of hell?

I doubt my ears and stare at him.

"Sometimes I can't control myself to say some asshole words, don't you know?" Song Yu didn't look at me. His slender fingers crossed and rotated uneasily.

At the moment, I am really angry and want to laugh. If I have such a lovely brother, I will really take my life to hurt him.

But isn't Song Yu my brother?

I thought for a moment, but raised my hand to hold his uneasy hands. "I know, of course I know."

Feeling the temperature on his hand, Song Yu looks at me.

"So I'm not angry with you." I continued, "but you promise me not to make fun of your body in the future. If you do that again, I will be really angry."

Song Yu nodded seriously this time.

"You really scared me just now." I complained, "if it goes on like this, I'll be scared of a heart attack by you."

"It's not because you bullied me." Song Yu pretended to be innocent, and suddenly became a big child like saqijiao, "you know to scold me."

I am very speechless, "how is your body, or yo I take you home?"

When I think of him just now, I really don't trust him to drive alone.

"It doesn't matter. I always look like this. Just take the medicine and stay for a while." He said to me, shaking his head.

I still frowned and couldn't believe him.

He suddenly put out his hand and pressed it on my brow. "Don't frown. Frowning will make people old."

I raised my hand and knocked off his hand. "I'm still in the mood to joke!"

Song Yu's mouth turned up and said, "I really don't care. If you want to see me off, don't you worry about Yan Yan?"

Listen to him say so, I looked back at the direction of looking after home, to tell you the truth, I really did not leave my daughter at home for such a long time.

"Or I'll go up and see you off with Yan Yan." I thought about it and said.

"No, really!" Song Yu smiles, "do you think I'm a child?"

You are not a child, you will not make complaints about such a willful thing.

But I don't know why, after Song Yu's uproar, the awkward atmosphere between us suddenly eased a lot, and I could talk to him normally.

In order to make him recover, I decided to stay a little longer to observe his condition.

"If you don't say that, I ask you, have you been home recently, and how is uncle song?" There are many topics between Song Yu and me, but considering the current atmosphere, only talking about family can make us both feel comfortable.

"I haven't been back for more than a month, but I often call. Dad is in good health, better than me." Song Yu said.

"If you have nothing to do, go back and have a look. Uncle song is your only son. He will be alone." I said.

"I really want to go back," Song Yu said, "but you can understand that I'm not young. Once I go back to his old man's home, I always want to talk about marriage. I'm tired of listening to him. If he talks about it again, I'll have a heart attack again."

"Parents are worried about you. How can you think that's pressure?" I can't help but help my forehead. His joke is really not funny.

"Yes, yes, the so-called sweet burden." Song Yu said with a bitter smile, "it's you. You still have the face to tell me that you haven't been home for a long time. You know how to do business all day and get money."

I'm also ashamed. Since I left home last time, I haven't been home for several months.

"I was too busy with business to spare time." Even if I realize my mistake, I don't want to be ridiculed by Song Yu.

"What a coincidence. It's like someone's not busy." Song Yu did not miss the chance to run on me. His words were full of ridicule.

I glared at him. "Anyway, I'm different from you."

Even if you have never heard from Uncle song, how can uncle song not worry about your health if you are allowed to fight outside alone. In case, I mean in case, what's the matter with you, uncle song won't even see your last face.

Of course, I can't say these words to Song Yu.

"No home is no home, there is nothing different." Song Yu didn't care what I omitted. He waved his hand, "maybe one day, let's go back together. It happens that the two families haven't been together for a long time."

I recognized the sincerity in his words and thought that it would be better, so I nodded,

"By the way," Song Yu thought of something, "what about your sister?"

He is talking about Chi Xin, now as long as I mention Chi Xin, I will think of the wedding that is close at hand.

My mood immediately went down, and I didn't answer him with a drooping face.

"Late, don't think too much. I don't mean to remind you of the sad things." Song Yu quickly explained, "I mean, does she want to go back with us? Only when she goes back can she be regarded as a real reunion."

Think of what happened before, I can only smile and shake my head, "I'm afraid she won't be with us, don't count her."

Chi Xin must be very busy recently in order to prepare for her wedding with Huo Qingchuan.

"Well, let's go back together when you're not busy." Song Yu patted me on the shoulder and said to me.

We chatted for a while, and I got out of Song Yu's car only when we saw that Song Yu was back to what he had just looked like and made sure that he really had no problem.

"Be careful on the way. Call me when you get home!" I said to him, leaning over the window.

Song Yu compared me with an OK gesture, then started the car and left.

Until I couldn't see the white car, I closed my neckline and walked home.