After my husband cheated on me

It has nothing to do with Huo Yining, even if I become the eternal sinner of the Huo family and the woman everyone yells at in a city. He just doesn't like what the Huo family does. Even without me, his vital interests won't be damaged, so he didn't persuade me that day.

He got up to go, and the water on the table was still untouched.

"Yining," I stopped him, thought for a while, I finally said, "your brother, he, hasn't come back recently?"

Listen to me mention Huo Qingchuan, Huo Yining narrowed his eyes, "No."

"Well, when can he come back?" I said

"Why, you still can't let my brother go?" Huo Yining did not answer my question, but asked me a rhetorical question.

I can't help it now.

"I just want to know his itinerary so that I can get the divorce done earlier," I said. "After the press conference, I may leave a city."

"Do you want to escape?" Huo Yining pointed out my real idea with sharp words, "because in front of the public, I admit that I've cheated, and there's no way to stay in this city full of acquaintances, so do you want to escape?"

Huo Yining's words, let me some do not know how to deal with.

"As soon as you leave, it's like telling everyone that you really escaped because of your mistakes." Huo Yining said, "if so, I'm afraid it will cause a huge psychological shadow to Yan Yan."

I'm stunned. I haven't thought about it yet.

I've really been cornered by the need to save my family and take care of my children's feelings.

But in the balance of people's hearts, it is not fair to take care of all of them. Up to now, I can only take care of the interests of the vast majority of my relatives. Yan Yan is still young and doesn't know much about the world of adults. After a while, she will forget my irresponsible mother.

I looked down at the corner of my coat and didn't speak.

"Come on, it's your choice." Huo Yining added, "my brother is dealing with the problem of capital fusion. He can't come back in a few days. If he comes back, I will tell you."

Then he passed me, went to the bedroom and opened the door.

"Little princess, why don't you go home with your uncle?" Adults are adults, he can change the expression and tone in a few seconds, don't let Yan Yan see any clues.

Yan Yan is sitting on the bed playing, heard Huo Yining's call, put on the shoes and ran over.

Huo Yining took Yan Yan's hand, "so sister-in-law, I'll take Yan Yan back. Take care of yourself."

Just about to leave, Yan Yan turned around and looked at me, "Mom. Are you not going home? "

Daughter a simple question, let me Leng in situ.

Home, that home, is such a distant place for me. I'm afraid I'll never go back.

But my daughter's shining and smart eyes made me unable to tell her this almost cruel fact. I squeezed out a smile and touched Yan Yan's head. "Mom won't go back for the time being. Yan Yan will go back first. Mom will go to see you later, OK?"

But my lies can not be fooled in the past, my daughter is still attached to me“ Why doesn't mom go back now because she quarreled with dad? "

I just remembered that my daughter was by my side in the quarrel when I left home.

I don't know how to answer my daughter's question. I'm at a loss.

"Mom. Go home, "Yan Yan let go of Huo Yining's hand, came to me," dad must not be angry, and, dad is not at home now, mom go back. "

It is simple and direct to think about children. My good daughter, even if your father is not at home, everyone is not at home. I can't go back to that so-called home.

But I don't know how to explain this to my daughter. My lips moved and I couldn't say anything.

"Yan Yan," Huo Yining said, "my mother has important things to do here. When things are finished, my mother will go back."

My daughter looked at Huo Yining and at me, as if she was seeking confirmation from me.

I didn't dare to look directly at the eager eyes, so I said, "well, yes, my little uncle is right. When my mother has finished, I will go home to accompany Yan Yan. "

Two adults say so, Yan Yan just gave up the idea of let me go home together.

I didn't send them to the door any more. I was afraid that if I looked at my daughter again, I could not control my emotions.

As soon as I closed the door, I leaned on it and sobbed.

Yan Yan, mother sorry you, mother really sorry you, you have to forgive mother.

Later, I received a notice from my mother-in-law that the press conference was set tomorrow.

It's really fast. It's a bit hasty for me. The time for me to make psychological preparation is too little. But I can understand the reason why she did it. The Huo family has suffered a huge impact because of this time. SK's stock has dropped several percentage points. If we solve things earlier, we can avoid losses earlier. They are right to do so.

Yu Li is right; Just in love, they really don't think about me at all.

It's just that the deed of sale has been signed. All I can do is obey.

I wrote down the place and time of the press conference. I felt like I had been taken away all the hope of my life and collapsed on the bed.

Since I have to do a good job in promising others, even if it is equivalent to suicide for me, I will not turn back. Therefore, this character may not be all good for me.

I began to draft for what I would say tomorrow. What should I do to make it appear natural, to make the media believe it, to reassure my mother-in-law, and to let go of those innocent people.

I thought about it for a long time, even at dinner.

"What are you thinking, sister?" Due to some absent-minded, Chi Xin is still aware of something. She looks at me with some worry.

Can't let sister see what, I return to God, "no, no, I'm thinking about when I can meet Yan Yan."

"Don't worry," Chi Xin said, "you are mother and daughter. No matter how strong the Huo family is, it's not qualified to deprive you of this right." Chi Xin comforted me.

In order to dispel Chi Xin's doubts, I nodded, "are you going to work tomorrow?"

Chi Xin nodded, "yes, why do you suddenly ask this question?"

I must make sure that no one will obstruct me tomorrow. More importantly, I don't want my sister to see my ugly appearance. "Nothing, I just ask."

"You'll be bored at home alone," Chi Xin didn't think much, "or I'll ask for leave to accompany you?"

"No, no," I quickly waved, "it's good to be alone at home, watching TV and reading books, with this little guy with me." Then I pointed to my stomach.

"Also," Chi Xin looked at my stomach, eyes a little soft down, "said the little guy grow very fast, are so big."

Yes, half the time of pregnancy has passed. In less than five months, my second child will be born.

However, he was doomed to a tragic fate when he was born. Not only his father refused to admit him, but also he might be abused and ridiculed because of his mother. I'm sorry for Yan Yan, and I'm even more sorry for the child.

"But elder sister," Chi Xin's topic turned to me again, "it's been more than five months. Why don't you get fat? Look at you. Except for your stomach, you don't look pregnant at all."

I felt my face, "I'm fat. Now I'm nearly 120 Jin."

"That's the weight of the child," Chi Xin glanced at me. "You're five months pregnant, and it's not too high to be 150."

I laughed, "one hundred and five, isn't that a sow?"

"You just worry too much," Chi Xin ignored my joke, "when you were pregnant with Yan Yan, it was more than this weight."

Yes, I was carefree at the beginning. Zhanyi, her ex-mother-in-law and mother treated me as a treasure in their hands. Can they not be fat?

"I know," I don't want my sister to worry, "don't worry. I won't let myself be wronged for the sake of this child."

I'm lying. I didn't and didn't disdain to lie before, but now I have to tell one big lie after another.

"If you do this again, I can call Mom," Chi Xin said. "You know, mom always calls me these days, but she has to come to serve you. If I hadn't asked for a baby sitter for you, she would have come long ago. "

Yes, my stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and it should be more and more difficult for my parents to hide it. I have to solve the problem as soon as possible.

"Xiaoxin," I pleaded, "you help me for a while, after that time, everything will return to the right track."

Chi Xin looks at me with inexplicable eyes, but she doesn't understand the meaning of my words.

That night, I was like a prisoner to be executed tomorrow, lying in bed for a long time. I don't know what I feel in my heart, whether it's tension, fear, worry or shame. In a word, every kind of emotion can make me collapse accidentally.

Only when I think about the safety of the people I care about, can I summon up the courage to face the next dawn.

One night without sleep, the result was two thick black circles on my eyes, even if they were covered with foundation.

After Chi Xin left, I began to dress up.

I put on proper makeup and clothes. Even if I go to execution, I can't make myself look down and unbearable.

Different from the general prisoners, I was treated by a special bus. When I walked out of the house, the driver, who came from my mother-in-law and was in charge of transportation, was waiting downstairs.

"Young granny, please." The driver did his best to open the door for me.

I'm in a bit of a dead end mood now. I sit in and hold my hands tightly so that I can look as calm as I seem.

It's strange that the traffic in a city is so smooth today. Why is it that there is always a traffic jam on the road? Do you all know that someone is going to go to the execution ground and deliberately make way for me?

Closer and closer to that place, my heart more tightly up.