After Those Years of Misery

The two people are separated by a belly distance, and only her head can rest on his shoulders.

"Ahem!" Cheng Feixue pretended to cough, and the two hugging people let go of each other.

"Thank you, are you going back now or?" Xiao Baiyu looked at Cheng Feixue. She stayed next to Zilog, which made him feel uneasy.

"I won't bother you, I hope to attend your wedding soon." Cheng Feixue smiled and shook Zillog's hand.

"Lolo, don't have to say sorry to me, I don't blame you. I just hope you will consider my suggestions carefully, and you won't be wrong in listening to me."

"I will." Zilog nodded solemnly.

As soon as Cheng Feixue left, Xiao Baiyu immediately checked her up and down.

Except that the belly seems a little bigger than before, her complexion is pretty good in all aspects.

If you want to come to Qiao Yushi, you won't be embarrassed by your child's mother. She should live a good life here.

"Let's go!" He said softly, taking Zillog's phone from his pocket.

"Your cell phone is for you, I'm fully charged."

"Thank you!" Zilog said softly.

Seeing him, she was not as happy as she thought. Looking back at the room, she found that she still had some nostalgia.

Although Qiao Yushi was able to go out, he did not heal. If he gets angry because she is gone, will the old injury relapse?

Why should I worry about him? She didn't want to be like this, but she felt uneasy.

Tell yourself that he has good medical conditions and nothing will happen. Xiao Baiyu tried her best to get close to herself. Without conflict with Qiao Yushi, she left, which was the best choice.

"Silly girl, why are you being polite with me? Have you forgotten that you have promised to marry me? How can a couple be so polite and polite?"

"Okay, then I'm welcome, let's go." Zilog took his cell phone, he reached out and took her hand, and went out together.

After getting in the car, Xiao Baiyu asked casually: "Cheng Feixue asked you to consider her advice. What advice did she give you?"

"She said let me knock the baby out, it's good for everyone." Zillog replied, with a heavy expression on his face, keeping his hands on his stomach, stroking back and forth unconsciously.

The little guy today didn't know if he had been induced to leave his biological father, and he was very restless.

In the past few days, Qiao Yushi would find excuses every day to get close to the child, and the baby has always been very lively.

Zillog believed even more that this is blood, blood that cannot be changed.

As soon as Xiao Baiyu saw her, he asked how she was doing? But he didn't ask the child if he was okay at the first time. She thought that he would definitely care more about her than the child. This is a natural phenomenon, and he can barely come.

The reason why she told Xiao Baiyu what Cheng Feixue said was she wanted to test his thoughts on the sidelines.

"Oh!" Xiao Baiyu just said oh, he felt that the behavior he had just rushed in was a bit reckless.

Cheng Feixue is not an ordinary woman, she will not openly harm her child, how could he forget this.

"What do you mean?" Zilog asked.

"I respect your choice, leave the child, I will love him like my own child, and do my best to make him feel happy." He looked forward, and said firmly, as before. Ge's attitude towards this child is no different.

"Yu, I want to hear a truth from you, this child is not yours, don't you have any resistance in your heart? You like me, don't you be jealous that I am carrying another man's child? "

She didn't ask this before. It seems that she has stayed with Qiao Yushi for a long time recently and her mind has changed.

The firm trust in him seems to have been shaken, and she is not to blame, he is indeed not as great as he thought, at least his mind has shaken.

She asked, how should he answer? Say something against her will, tell her that she absolutely doesn't care, or tell the truth, let her see the truest self?

Xiao Baiyu drove the car and weighed it for a few seconds.

With these few seconds of thinking time, Zillog didn't need to say it, but knew that he didn't care at all.

When a person really doesn't care about something, he will blurt out immediately.

Xiao Baiyu still decided to tell her what she thought, instead of giving her the illusion that he was a saint.

"I don’t want to lie to you, Little Lolo, you have another man’s child in your belly. I am very jealous. I don’t care at all. I let you keep him and be responsible for him because I love you and care about you. Feelings."

"I understand." She said softly, feeling a little sad and a little relieved.

Sad because she did not meet the most selfless love after all, but she also understood that this kind of request was originally harsh. She knew that she shouldn't ask someone to love her unreservedly, so why? She is not the sun, does the earth have to revolve around her?

She herself didn't love Xiao Baiyu 100%, she knew in her heart that no matter how she behaved, she would always be more emotional with Qiao Yushi than with him.

The more selfless he is, the more ashamed and self-blaming she is.

He can tell her frankly, so that she feels he is more real and lovely, and at the same time the guilt in her heart is not so deep.

"I disappointed you to be honest?" He turned to look at her, and asked uncertainly.

"No, on the contrary, I feel very pleased for you to be honest with me." After she said this, she paused and bit her lip.

Still speaking with difficulty, his voice was low and full of apologies.

"I think we'd better forget it and cancel the engagement, okay?"

The result of the fierce struggle made her make this decision, especially when he personally admitted that he cared that the child was not him.

She felt that she should be sober, since she didn't love him so much, and since it might cause trouble to him, why continue? Besides, if she is gone, Qiao Yushi really won't find it? If it continues to be involved in this way, it will only make Xiao Baiyu suffer again and again.

Xiao Baiyu was a little upset, whether he shouldn't tell her the truth, the truth is often hurting. Look, after speaking the truth, she began to reject him.

If he didn't tell him, even if it was a lie, he would be perfect without being discovered by her.

He felt a bit bitter in his heart, and the car slowed down, as if even the car was thinking about how to face the problem she raised.

"Why? Because I said that you mind the child? I will treat him very, very well, and I will never be worse than his biological father."

"I'm afraid, I'm afraid I don't love you enough. I'm also afraid that Qiao Yushi will be entangled. This child has his share, and I shouldn't deprive him of the right to be a father. Xueer is right, instead of letting him be born and become everything Human burden brings misfortune to everyone. I would rather raise him by myself so that he can grow up happily."

She left, leaving far away, so that no one can find it, perhaps the best solution.

But she was not without worries, as long as she stayed in M ​​City, Xiao Baiyu and Qiao Yushi found her easily.

Leave? She has no money, and she is still pregnant for seven months. Where can she go?

Reality always makes people so helpless, and she is now the most helpless time.

"Sorry!" Xiao Baiyu sincerely apologized first.

"Maybe I shouldn't tell you that, I really love you. In fact, I also know in my heart that you love him more than me. But you choose to trust me and promise me. Do you know how happy I am? Qi? Logg, I thought I was dependent on my life. To me, you are the most precious and happiest existence. If you leave, my heart will be taken away by you. If I can leave you, neither will I I’ve been looking for you for two years. I used to think that as long as I’m with you, I don’t care about anything. In fact, I don’t need to care now. I just said that, but I hope my life will be more perfect in my heart. Who do you say Do you not pursue a perfect life?"

It's not that Zillog didn't understand his thoughts, she thought for him when she wanted to be with him, and now she was thinking about him when she wanted to leave him.

"It’s not that I don’t understand you, I’m just thinking, no one in this world can’t live without another person. Over time, you will forget me. You can find a woman who truly loves you, with her Your own children, isn't this great? I would rather bless you like that than bring a few children's children to drag you down."

Unknowingly, she actually used what Qiao Yushi had said, but his words were used here.

If she had wanted to open it long ago, she shouldn't have agreed to his marriage proposal.

At that time, I always felt that being by his side was what he wanted.

She herself also wanted to hug each other, feeling calm and peaceful. Thinking about it now, I'm too selfish to be like that.

"I'm not afraid of being dragged down!" Xiao Baiyu roared.

"I don't think it is a drag!"

"How can you and your children become my burden? I can't support two people? You know or not, I'm ready for the wedding. I thought you were imprisoned by him this time because you had no choice but I couldn't I feel guilty for welcoming you back immediately. Is it because I was wrong, you wanted to be with him, don’t you want to leave him? You regretted it, because you want to bring your child back to him, your family of three Are you reunited?" He questioned one after another, and each sentence was full of anger.

He didn't understand that when he had made all preparations, she actually turned back.

Is he the one she wants to dump as she wants, is he so unwelcome to her?

"No, you misunderstood." She retorted anxiously.

"I do it for your own good, I don't want you to live by mind."

"I would rather mind, I would rather be jealous, I just want to be with you. If you are really good for me, don't propose any dissolution of the marriage contract. I have already agreed with Grandpa, he will come back tonight, we tomorrow The wedding will be held. I want you to cut off his thoughts for the first time. No matter how strong and shameless he is, he can't steal my wife, right? You just need to get married and be cold to him, I don't believe he will be entangled forever you."