After Those Years of Misery

"You should go to the company for your work. It's okay for me to be here."

"I like to work at home. It's a lot of freedom here. If you want to sit or lie down, you can lie down." He smiled and said, not leaving, not to accompany her, for fear that her spirit has not recovered.

"Watching TV?" he asked.

"Don't read it, I just sit there, or if you have a management book here, you can show it to me."

"Yes, many, I will take you to the study, you can pick whatever you want."

There are indeed a lot of books in his family. Xiao Baiyu knew that Qiluoge had no management experience. He himself had no experience and knew what she saw best.

Two books were suggested to her, and she gladly accepted.

"Just go to the study to work, I'm in the guest room, and I won't disturb you." She smiled and said, trying to reassure him.

"Really a sensible girl, okay, then I will work in the study. If you are scared, please come to me at any time. I'll get it done in an hour."

"Yeah!" She nodded, and he drove her back to the guest room before going to work in the study.

An hour later, Xiao Baiyu finished his work on time and took Zilog out for a walk.

There were rockery ponds and woods behind the yard. He wanted her to get in touch with nature and it might help her restore her mood.

The two walked side by side, and no one said anything. He grabbed her hand, Xu is used to grabbing today, she also needs this kind of dependent and warm feeling, so she didn't let go. Moreover, occasionally when the wind is strong, the rustling of the leaves will frighten her.

She thought, it takes time to treat the phenomenon of fear of darkness and fear of sound.

After dinner, Xiao Baiyu and Qi Luoge sat under the grape trellis in the yard and chatted softly.

"What kind of life are you pursuing?" Xiao Baiyu asked her.

"Pursue a peaceful life, no darkness, no quarrels. The family trusts each other and lives happily. Having a job that you like can support yourself, parents and children, that's it." Zilog said with a faint smile .

"Actually, just like me, I want to marry a woman I love and have a few children. At night, I sit under a grape trellis like this and listen to children bickering. I have always wanted to be in this environment. I grew up here, but under this grape truss, I was the only one who had sat there." When it comes to this, Xiao Baiyu is always sad.

He also wanted to use this to evoke the beautiful fantasy of Zillog living with him.

For him, raising the baby in her womb is not a problem at all. He will really treat that child carefully, and they will have two children belonging to them.

He felt that Zilog took this problem too seriously. Aren't many remarried families also happy?

"Aren't I sitting with you now?" Zillog smiled and said, whenever he talked about his loneliness, she was always moved.

He is a person who needs care, and he needs warmth too much.

"Yes, so now I am very happy, and I hope I will always be happy." He clung to her little hand again, his eyes full of affection.

Zilog wanted to avoid his eyes, and wanted to pull out his little hand, this time he didn't let go.

"Maybe I'm really anxious, but I think every minute and every second that you are really my girlfriend. I have spotted you, don't say anything about it. If it's because of you and him You don’t feel worthy, you don’t need it. Let me tell you, I can’t count the number of women before. After so many years, you are the only one who inspired me to get married. Of course, I know you won’t be Deciding to marry me, you can test me and yourself. But you must promise me this opportunity and give yourself a chance."

"Baby, you are a girl worthy of cherishment. I will take care of you as I am now for the rest of my life, and promise me to be my girlfriend."

"I..." It's not that she doesn't want to be his girlfriend, nor does she have no feeling for him at all.

How could a man who used to miss him day and night forget so thoroughly.

Besides, he did so much for her. If she didn't think she was worthy of him, she would be willing.

"Will you let me think about it?" Zillog swallowed when he said yes. She didn't directly refuse, she already gave Xiao Baiyu huge confidence.

"Okay, you can think about it. I'll give you one night."

Xiao Baiyu took the topic elsewhere again, and the two of them were chatting outside until he felt chills and took her back to the room for fear that she would catch a cold.

"If you are afraid at night, just call me and I can go to your room to sleep on the sofa." Xiao Baiyu warned.

"it is good!"

When only Zillog was left in the room, she was indeed scared and did not dare to turn off the light.

Even with the light on, she was lying on the bed, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she felt dark in front of her.

She was very scared, sitting against the head of the bed with the quilt, she didn't dare to close her eyes again. Although Xiao Baiyu said he would accompany her, he is not her official boyfriend, how could she be embarrassed to trouble him.

She didn't know how long she had been sitting, she couldn't stand it anymore, and then she lay back on the bed and fell asleep.

In the dream, Qiao Yushi was catching her.

"Please, don't come, don't come, don't...I beg you!" She called for help over and over again, but he still didn't intend to let her go.

The dream is so real, exactly the same as the real, and her cry was clearly heard by Xiao Baiyu who was still in the study.

He knew she would be scared at night, but she wouldn't allow her to accompany him, and he couldn't just stay in her room.

Hearing the movement, he quickly got up, took the key to her room and opened the door to enter.

I saw her hunched over, lying on her knees, still yelling: "Please, don't come over, Qiao Yushi, I beg you..."

A few steps walked to the bed, got on the bed, he gently hugged her and gently stroked her hair.

"Don't be afraid, wake up, you are dreaming. Be good, don't be afraid." Her forehead was sweaty, she must be too scared.

She woke up leisurely, feeling that she was in the arms of a man, and the first reaction was that Qiao Yushi was holding her.

"Don't come here!" She widened her eyes in horror, only to realize that Xiao Baiyu was holding her.

"I'm afraid!" She cried out with a wow, no matter whether he was her boyfriend or not, she clasped his neck with her hands, and she asked him to hold her tightly.

"I see, don't be afraid, be good, don't be afraid." He said softly, over and over again, until her heart was calm again.

"Silly girl, as timid as a little girl. Why didn't you call me if you were afraid?" He rebuked softly.

"I'm embarrassed to call," she said honestly.

"It's silly, whether you treat me as a boyfriend or not, I still think that you have always been my girlfriend and never left my heart." He rubbed her hair and laughed at her.

"You really don't mind me and him... don't you mind if I have someone else's child?" She looked at him with tears in her eyes.

"Of course I don't mind, don't you still believe me?"

"I believe. I am willing to be your girlfriend, as long as you really want it." She said firmly.

She figured it out, and at that moment, she felt his sincerity in his embrace. She thought there would never be a man in the world who would love her like Xiao Baiyu, so let her be selfish this time.

She didn't want to lose this rare opportunity, and she didn't want him to pay nothing in return.

"Really? Are you really willing? But I am so happy!" He exaggerated, smiled, moved her head, and kissed her twice on the forehead.

Not daring to kiss her lips, he was afraid that he couldn't help but want to make affection with her.

The doctor told me not to have **** for three months. Besides, she is still in the dark about that kind of thing.

Zillog was very happy to see him so ecstatic, and put his arms around his waist, returning him the tenderness of a woman.

"Girlfriend, classmate, I will be sleeping next to you tonight, and I promise I won't do anything to you. If I move around, you will chop off my paws, okay?" Xiao Baiyu said happily.

"Even if you don't accompany, I want you to accompany you. You are a boyfriend classmate, of course you should protect me." She also said with a smile. If she is not allowed to accompany him, she suspects that she will not sleep well all night and all night. It doesn't matter if she is an adult, how can the child be able to eat?

"Go to sleep! I will wait until you fall asleep before going to bed. If you are afraid in your dreams, you tell yourself that my boyfriend is by my side, and the ghosts and monsters can't come close." He said jokingly.

"Yeah!" She nodded and retracted into his arms, suddenly feeling that the stones that had been in her heart for two years had fallen to the ground.

"By the way, I have one more thing to tell you in advance." She raised her face and said.

"What's the matter? It seems to be very serious?" he asked amusedly.

"That's...that is, if one day, you meet a woman who is more tempting. I am not your girlfriend. You can stay away from me at any time. I will never stop you. I am Thank you so much..." Xiao Baiyu lowered his head and suddenly kissed her chattering little mouth.

Just touched her lips to warn her not to talk nonsense.

Zilog's face turned red all of a sudden, it was not that they hadn't kissed. Two years ago, they kissed like other lovers, but today, two years later, this kiss is different.

Zilog is more shy, but he doesn't feel like his heart is racing, but there is always sweetness.

"Don't say those silly things, I like you as a woman in my life, I don't even look at others." Xiao Baiyu likes to see her blushing, very shy, like the first time he saw her same.

In his tender eyes, Zillog closed his eyes again.

This time I don't know if it was because of lying in a warm embrace, she hadn't had nightmares all night and slept very peacefully.

With Nephrite Wenxiang in his arms, Xiao Baiyu couldn't be unresponsive. After she fell asleep, he tried to make her lean against his chest and keep her lower body far away.

The tormentor didn't fall asleep all night, even though he didn't fall asleep, he was happy.

This was the first time that Zillog was sleeping with his arms around. How could the feeling of satisfaction be described completely.

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Xiao Baiyu had been taking care of Zilog carefully, and at first she had spent all kinds of worries.