Age Of Innocence

I couldn't help but sigh. "That might not be the case." Seeing Zijing's doubtful expression, I explained, "Don't mention it, I went to Zhang Zerui's house today, and I think it's completely hopeless for us two to have a breakup. So, it's better not to daydream about anything else, maybe I'll just be a leftover girl for life."

"No way, what's wrong, Zhang Zerui's family doesn't agree, that's not possible, right? With such a beautiful lady, do you think you're old?" If not for Zijing's words, he would have almost forgotten about this factor.

I smiled bitterly, "Sigh, I don't even have the chance to introduce myself. I'm still young, and I don't even care about my age. In other words, I'm not even in my eyes. I'm just like a clown. Forget it, let's talk about something else."

Zijing was still confused. Although he did not mention anymore about Zhang Zerui's family's matters, he mentioned Le Tian, "Actually, obviously, I have something to tell you, you don't want to hear it. I can feel that Le Tian still has feelings for you, and it's growing deeper and deeper, and he can even do everything for you.

Yeah, maybe Zhang Zerui's family really values their family's background, in the end, Zhang Zerui and I are really in the wrong clan, the wrong family, and I should not go against Mother's wishes, and secretly being together with Zhang Zerui for so long, which wasted their time, and all of this was only seen clearly after I left the Zhang family's gate, is it a little late?

As for Le Tian, Le Tian … In fact, I really feel that I am no longer worthy of him, that I am ashamed of his true feelings, that he is such a good person, that I deserve a good girl who loves him wholeheartedly, and that I am probably already an old woman who has gone through many vicissitudes of life.

"Zijing, do you really no longer have any feelings for Wenjuan?" I think that if Zijing can completely forget about Wenjuan, then, I believe that sooner or later, Zhang Zerui will just be a small part of my memories after lunch.

Zijing was startled, as though he did not expect me to suddenly ask about Wenjuan. Ever since Zijing broke up with him last time, I had never asked him about anything else. Even if Zijing told me about Wenjuan at times, I only listened because I knew that Zijing would definitely not let him go so easily.

"Obviously, there are some things that I haven't said to anyone before. Since you asked today, I might as well tell you now, even now, I will still often think of Wenjuan and daydream about what kind of scene would happen today if we were to live together. Of course, this doesn't mean that I'm not happy right now, nor does it mean that I don't like to cause trouble."

Zijing said that her feelings towards the two of them were very complicated. Maybe her relationship with the two of them was too smooth sailing, and it was precisely because of this smooth sailing, that made his look a little ordinary and indifferent. The couple was peaceful and rarely quarreled, making a ruckus would always be able to contain everything about Zijing, including many small faults and mistakes. It was just like the kind of tormenting between his and Wenjuan. When they were together, it was very painful and entangled, but when they were not together, the Chief Officer would also miss them and never forget them. Perhaps, this was the best way to remember a kind of love.

For example, the more Zhang Zerui and I cannot be ordinary and indifferent, the more complicated it is, the more we cannot be together, the more we want to have one another, the more we want to struggle against our own fate, and the more we love each other. Under these circumstances, how could I really forget about Zhang Zerui?

Just as Zijing and I fell silent, we heard the sound of a baby crying. Zijing hurriedly followed him into the bedroom. It was precisely the little fellow who woke up, and was unable to find his mother.

However, Zijing and I were already by his side, while he was still crying. I was still playing with him with the rattle in my hand, but he simply ignored me, and when I used to tease him, he would smile at me. It was Zijing, his mother's experience.

After changing Xiao Huanhuan's wet clothes and bedding, the little guy immediately became happy. He moved his muscles and bones, making me laugh out loud.

He had a pair of big eyes like Zijing's, but his eyelashes looked as long as they were noisy, and his skin was as white as noisy, but also as tender as Zijing. His lips are not small, when he grows up he will definitely be a handsome little brother, suddenly, I really want to have such a child, just that I do not know if he would be able to pass on such a sunshine to Zhang Zerui.

He looked at me and smiled, and I was suddenly attracted by his clear eyes, really, like two black grapes inlaid in them, so clear that the bottom could be seen, and that was the innocence of a child.

I think the five of us must have had such clear eyes even when we were young. At that time, we must have been so naive and silly that we thought that our friendship would last forever. Even Hai Peng and I thought that we could stay together forever.

At that time, no matter if it's happiness, happiness, sadness, or pain, we were all the same. I would cry and make a ruckus because Zijing broke my meal card, swearing that I would never be good to her, and Xiao Yu would be moved to a complete mess.

But now … Those sad past really do not want to mention it again, let them be forever in memory.

"Obviously, but actually, I secretly met Wenjuan a while ago." After all, only Longlong and I are at home, and it was quite boring. Then, one day, Wenjuan suddenly called me, saying that he wanted to see me, so I told him my home address. "" Oh?

This Zijing is really a guy who isn't afraid of the heavens or the earth. Is she really not afraid of making a scene and knowing that he will be sad in the future? " Then he really did come to your house. "You're not afraid that he will pester you from now on. Have you ever thought that he would ruin your current blissful life?" Maybe I was too pessimistic, but I had to be on guard against others. In this society, there were all kinds of weird things. Who knew which one they would meet?

However, Zijing smiled and said, "Don't think so badly of me. We are all adults, and not impulsive children, who would disregard the consequences of their actions? He only came to see me, to look at my child, to look at the environment I live in, and he feels that I am very happy now, so he can be at ease. As for making trouble, he never knew about me and Wenjuan. If we really met by accident, then tell him that he's my university classmate, that's not a big deal. Besides, Wenjuan and I are really fair and square right now. "

While Zijing and I were chatting, the Xiao Huanhuan was also talking nonstop, but he was talking really happily, especially when I was imitating him. Mother told me long ago that I was old enough to like the children of Zijing's family. However, I have never been a mother, so I must be careful when hugging a child from another family, because children's bones are very fragile, and if anything happens to them, it will be a lifetime's worth of work. So, mother repeatedly reminded me to carry them, and she also taught Zijing the correct way to carry children.

Only Zijing's parents would come over occasionally to help Zijing share some of the burden, but after all, older people had the fun of being together, especially Zijing's parents, the two of them were still as intimate as before. Furthermore, Zijing's mother and Zijing's relationship was not very harmonious, and it was just right for this situation to happen, to see each other again after a long time, other than thinking and thinking, if they really lived together every day, there would be nothing left of Longlong but quarrels. Zijing did not want to leave such a shady childhood for Longlong to leave behind, so, she did not request for her mother to stay behind to take care of her. Therefore, Zijing would probably stay alone with his child.

Originally, Zijing did not have much work to do, and the money he earned was enough for the three of them to spend. Adding on the fact that Zijing had volunteered to do work before, he was filled with love for children, not to mention his own children.

I spent an entire afternoon at Zijing's home. With Xiao Huanhuan here, my mood grew a lot better, and I think that we should just let nature take its course. Perhaps, we would need a period of time to calm down before we think about our future. Of course, if Zhang Zerui has never come looking for me, then I believe that I won't be so cheap as to come knocking on your door.

Some things, once offended by the dignity, have nothing to do with love.

I helped Zijing take care of the Xiao Huanhuan, she went to cook for us. However, even if I'm not here, Zijing would still carry Xiao Huanhuan on his back and make food for me. Unless Xiao Huanhuan wails endlessly, or if he comes back early, Zijing would not be allowed to cook.

When Zijing walked into the kitchen, I immediately taught him how to say "godmother". Time and time again, Xiao Huanhuan would occasionally give me face and would vaguely learn a few words, but most of the time, he would just ignore me and only call me daddy or mom. But, I really wanted to hear him call me godmother, so I worked really hard, until finally, Xiao Huanhuan just ignored me and started playing with toys on his own.