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"I don't care about that." Scorpion shook his head, and then said: "you give us the idea, which of us do things for the country with the purpose of promotion and wealth? We don't even care about death. How can we care about things outside us? "

"What are you struggling with?" Ye Lingtian asked.

"Lone wolf, I have come to the crossroads where you used to be, and I am different from you. You are a man and I am a woman. I'm thirty-four years old this year. Looking around, there are not many unmarried people like me, let alone I haven't even talked about love. As you know, I am an orphan. I have no parents or relatives. Since I was born, I have been alone in this world. It was the country that raised me. I lived for the country since I was a child. Like you, I have been working for the country all these years. I have no regrets. However, I'm also tired. I'm a woman. When I was in my twenties, I didn't care. I didn't feel anything. However, now that I'm in my thirties, the best age for women has passed. I feel lonely and I'm tired of this kind of life. To be exact, I also want to live an ordinary life, a life of flesh and blood. I also want to be a real woman, love, get married, have children, be taken care of and loved by others, and have a family. The first thing other women think about when they go out is whether they have cosmetics in their bags, while the first thing I think about when I go out is whether the gun is not on me. Other women who suffer a little injustice can find their own men crying coquetry, and I, even if it's menstrual pain can only endure, can't be found what's different, I feel like I'm an Invincible Iron King Kong. I don't want to live such a life any more. In fact, I told you that when I came back from abroad, I wanted to quit the front line, change my management position and administrative position, sit in the office every day, do some normal women's work, find an opportunity, forget you and the shadow you left in my heart, and try to find a man to fall in love, get married and have children. However, when I came back and met you, I decided to stick to it for another two years. After two years, I just had to finish all my work. When I was ready to go to the leader to talk about it, Mr. Yu asked me to talk about it again. I really don't know when I will be the end of my life, Will I really live like this all my life? Can I be the real me Scorpion said, suddenly tears came out.

Ye Lingtian looked at the scorpion and frowned. He didn't know what to say. Scorpion kept drinking, and he kept drinking.

"If you don't want to do it, do it. Don't force yourself. As I said, we have done enough for our country, and we have paid off the debts to our country. If you really don't like this kind of life and want to live as an ordinary person, I support you. Don't go to Mr. Yu. What you do is to choose your own life. There's nothing wrong with that. No one can say anything. Everyone has the right to choose his own way of life. " Ye Lingtian didn't know it until a long time later.

"But if you don't take up the post, who will take it if I don't?" Asked the scorpion.

Ye Lingtian was stunned when he heard this.

"You know, some things don't mean that they can be taught to a dozen generations by recording them in the training program and training manual. Some things have to be taught by the population. The way to deal with special situations in the battlefield, the ability to sense danger, the ability to cope with emergencies, the experience of blood and fire, and so on, are key things that can't be practiced by anyone with the training program of the previous generation. Since the birth of our team, it is basically the old generation that brings the new generation. It is passed on by word of mouth that we use experience to teach our battlefield beauties. That's why the name of our team can make the relevant soldiers of other countries in the world lose heart. If you don't go, if I don't go again, no one will go. I can only find a person who has never been to the battlefield or has never been to a special war to lead. The result can be imagined, and a lot of our heritage will be completely gone. The experience we have explored with blood and sweat over the past few decades will fall short of success, and the country will have to sum up this set of things again with the blood and sweat of countless people. Moreover, it may be decades behind other countries, and it is difficult for our country to compete with other powers in the level of special warfare. Such losses are unbearable for the country. So, if you don't go, I... Have to go. I have no choice, whether it's for the country or just for the rest of my life. " Scorpion has a kind of tragic feeling.

Hear scorpion say so, ye Lingtian fell into meditation, long meditation.

"I want to drink so much today. In fact, I want to have a chat with you and talk to you from my heart. You know my life track, my living environment and my work don't allow me to have friends, let alone intimate friends. You are the only person I can speak to. Only in front of you can I say what I want to say without considering any confidentiality regulations. Lone wolf, do you think my life will be like this? Should my life go on like this? " The scorpion asked ye Lingtian in confusion.

Ye Lingtian looks at the scorpion and is silent again. He doesn't know how to answer the scorpion's question. Scorpion said these things he is very clear, scorpion inner pain he is also very clear, because, all this is what he had experienced. One side is the country, the other side is himself or his family, and he ye Lingtian still chose himself and his family at the beginning, but now Scorpio is not so lucky as him, because she has no choice, she can only be loyal to the country.

Ye Lingtian drank the wine slowly, and finally said slowly: "I don't know how to give you advice, because this is a question that has no correct answer. For the sake of the country, for the sake of ourselves, there are no mistakes, there are mistakes. The key to the problem depends on how you look at it. The problem is what kind of life you want to live and which is more important in your heart. If you really don't want to do this again, you should not consider so many people. People are always selfish. It's your right to choose the life you want. No one can say anything about you. However, if you are always worried about the country, even if you really quit the current system and enter the ordinary life, it is hard for you to feel at ease. If that is the case, it is better to go in and take a round of recruits. Five years, five years is enough to train a group of recruits into a group of battlefield heroes who have experienced the baptism of blood and fire in the battlefield. At that time, it's not too late for you to quit. The key is how you choose. "

"Five more years? I'll be forty in five years. Can I have a new life then? " The scorpion muttered to himself.

"As long as you want, it's never too late. Is it very old to be forty? I'm forty now. " Ye Lingtian smiles.

Scorpion white ye Lingtian after a look, said: "you are a man, I am a woman, 40 year old woman, anyone else want to? Do you want me when I'm forty? " Asked the scorpion.