Alternative Bodyguard:Beauty president falls in love with me

"I can understand your current mood. The death of president Xu has a great impact on you. There is a saying that parents still have a way to go in life, and they only have a way to return. It's the same at any age." Lin Hai said slowly, comforting Xu Yawen.

"Even if you live another 50 years, when Mr. Xu leaves, you will still feel helpless. Like a child, you will feel vulnerable and want to hide in your parents' arms, but you will never be able to. It's going to make people more sad. "

"It's like when I was very young, my grandfather died. At that time, the blow was unforgettable to me. Even now, I can't forget it. I always hope that if he lives well, he will still be with me."

"So I can understand your mood and know your pain now."

In the dark, Xu Yawen began to sob in a low voice.

Lin Hai waited quietly, waiting for Xu Yawen to cry for a long time, then continued: "your current psychology is actually a very vulnerable child, who needs protection, but no longer has that layer of protection, so you feel more helpless, even incompetent, and feel that you are nothing."

"But it's not your fault. We've all analyzed it. And this is also a necessary stage of life, birth, aging, death, the death of close relatives, no one can avoid, and no one can bear for you. So, it's up to you. No matter how much other people care about you, all you can do is to accompany you through the most difficult period. "

Xu Yawen's mood also stabilized a little, whispered: "I understand, in fact, I understand the truth, but it still takes time to really accept."

"You and Xiaoting, you can accompany me, I have been very moved, if not even you, then I really don't know how to do it."

Lin Hai said with a smile: "how can we not be here? Xiaoting and I are people you can trust unconditionally. There may be people in the world who will hurt you and betray you, but Xiaoting and I will never, no matter when you need, we will be there. "

Xu Yawen sighed and said leisurely: "before I heard such words, I might be moved, but more people might not care, because life was still smooth at that time. Now I think that I have a lot of things, so I don't know how to cherish them. I have never thought that it will be like this when I really lose it. "

"To be honest, I hated my father when he was alive, especially when I was a child. I saw my mother end up with him and Su Manyu. I really hated him at that time. In those years when I was abroad, I was in a foreign country. At that time, I was still young, and it was difficult to integrate into the surrounding circle. Although there was no lack of material, my life was not bad, and I was much better than many students who depended on working. However, my psychological loneliness and vulnerability, as well as being discriminated against and isolated by some foreign students, actually every day was another kind of pain, But there is no way to describe it. "

"At that time, almost every day I thought that if it wasn't for him, my mother wouldn't have died, and I wouldn't have been here. So at that time, I really hated him. "

"Even after him, he felt guilty and tried to make up for me. Sometimes he came to see me and sold me all kinds of things, but I never wanted to see him. I think the significance of my continued life and efforts is to make him regret. So I have been studying very hard and practicing in foreign companies early. After my ability and various aspects have been recognized, I chose to come back at the first time to prepare for taking over Dacheng Group. "

Xu Yawen slowly fell into memories. In fact, adults have some painful memories, so Lin Hai asked her to talk slowly. At this time, the only thing he can do is to accompany Xu Yawen and listen to her.

"After I came back, he was also obedient to me. I would give me whatever I wanted. I didn't want to see him and Su Manyu. He insisted on living alone. Although he should be very upset, he agreed to buy me a car and prepare all the things I might need."

"Everyone thinks that he is very strict with me, and even has no feelings at all. Even many people are suspicious and worried that he has other plans. Dacheng Group may not be handed over to me in the end. But after all, it's father and daughter. I know that he has devoted a lot of effort to Dacheng Group, and I hope I can do it better. That's why he keeps asking me. Moreover, he does try his best to give me everything, his contacts and experience, and then let me do it. "

"He may not be a good man, not a good husband. My mother has paid so much for him, but in the end, he is so miserable. However, I have to say that he is actually a good father..."

"He's just sorry for my mom. He just owes my mom. He doesn't owe me anything."

"In fact, sometimes I wonder if I hate him so much, especially when I see his aging appearance in recent years. Sometimes I feel distressed, but I immediately feel that to forgive him is to betray my mother, that is to say, I'm sorry for my mother, so no matter how he is, I'm still so determined and unwilling to forgive him."

"Because at that time, I never thought that I would lose him. I was used to this kind of relationship, so I took it for granted, so it was impossible to cherish and forgive. I'll never forget the moment when the car accident happened. When I watched him fight the steering wheel with all his strength and pain, I suddenly understood his feelings and dedication to me. At that moment, I really wanted to cry... "

"The days after I wake up are actually my happiest days." Xu Yawen said with a faint wry smile: "because I don't know anything, I still think everything is very beautiful. I have you and Xiaoting with me in those days. Although I was injured, I gradually recovered. Moreover, I don't know that he is dead... I still want to see him when he is stable. I want to tell him what I have said in these years, and I want to tell him, In fact, I don't hate him so much, just because my mother doesn't know how to forgive him... "

"Up to that time, I thought it would be a long time. I didn't expect that the accident would be my last meeting with him, and he couldn't hear all the words..."

Just the death of Xu Hai will make Xu Yawen cry, but there won't be so many regrets. But when she thinks of Xu Hai, it's her that she thinks of until the last moment of her life. However, because she has been so angry for so many years, the rigid relationship between her father and daughter makes Xu Hai finally die with regret, For Xu Yawen, it's double suffering.

"In fact, people who love you will never really leave you." Lin Hai said leisurely, "they just become another way of existence. In the corner of your life, they continue to care for you, care for you and accompany you in a way you can't see. It's just that you can't see it, but they're still there. "

"As long as you remember them all the time, they will still exist and live in your heart."

In fact, Lin Hai is the most staunch atheist. He doesn't know whether such a statement will help to comfort Xu Yawen. But in his heart, he also hopes that this is true, and it is true for him. It's like No. 1 has been away for so many years, but all his influence on Lin Hai's love and teaching is still there, Lin Hai will never forget.

Therefore, in this sense, it is indeed as if No. 1 has never left.