Amaku Yasashii Sekai de Ikiru ni wa

"Thank you for today!

"Again, please!

"See you."

"" Yes. Excuse me!

He breaks his hips, says so, walks away from me, and drops off the back of his classmate back to the workout he was doing earlier. At the same time, I heard students talking to me from the neighborhood who were not sure whether to speak to me, so I dressed up for a break and got out of the workout space. And now I sat down so that I could hit the wall as well, soaking up sweat with the towel Ballado left me.

I heard an unfortunate breath from around me entering break mode to see it but ignore it and moisten my throat.

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I think that when I look at the two earlier and the students who are still gauging when to speak up. When I face the workout lately, who can only speak up? Voice calling, which has increased accommodation to the border, has a lot of content, such as wanting you to see matches and workouts, and even today I came to the workout because I was free after class "Please mentor me!" The two of you spoke to me earlier.

I think I've been accepted into this school for a long time.

I'm honestly glad that and this will also be the result of my previous efforts bearing fruit and making a difference around me. Balad, who asked me to run errands earlier, would be happy to come back, too.

But although I think so, my mind stays cloudy.

I exhaled heavily as I exhaled the bubble in my chest.

Two months early after meeting the chief magician of the Kingdom of Celery in shock. The spear that I broke so badly thanks to Master Celery was fixed, but I feel more troublesome than that today.

Nothing happened from that day until today, and peaceful days ensued.

If you want to, it's about the announcement of the results of the sleepover and the fact that Margarm was collected by the king. At that time, it was said that the prize money would be given, but the prize money was politely declined because it was an unprecedented opportunity to sell favors to the Knights, the Sorcery Division and the healers and show generosity to the nobles and the people.

When I reported that to Master Grey, he was in a good mood, so I'm sure that levy was Grey's mouthpiece. How dare a king be so direct?

There's so much accommodation that happened to me.

These include the sense of distance with the shrunken Master Gray, the relationship with Ballad, the caged gaze of reverence from the students and the fact that more people have come close to me to try to impress me, as well as Dr. Das and Teacher Terrail, who have frequently become voices.

Naturally, with such a change, the surrounding environment and the eyes that look at me have also changed, and I have a dramatic sense of change compared to the gaze I was receiving on the day of my admission ceremony. In a good direction, of course.

Thinking about it, I feel like I've got a lot back in the past year, but there's still a long way to go.

The only thing that was negative now was zero, and I was just finally on the starting line.

The year is almost over and spring is upon us.

In a few months, it's time for our freshman year to choose a discipline and set a clear direction for the future.

Because of that, there is a calm, albeit twitchy, air in my freshman year, but my path has already been decided, so I can't get lost now. Even those close to me were quiet around me because Lady Gray, Jin, Balad and Lutze had already decided on the subject.

Yes, it was very calm and quiet. Until yesterday.

"- You're popular, Aginis."

"Dr. Das."

"They're happy with classmates like you. It's gonna be a good inspiration."

".................. is that right"

Yesterday, thinking back to what had happened yesterday and watching the students working in the workout feeling refreshed, Dr. Das, who was monitoring the workout, approached me with a smile on his face.

I answer to the words of Dr. Das, who was told in a teasing tone of voice, that you were watching the match earlier.

This is how I was often talked to after my sleepover, either because I shared the rare experience of confronting Marnagarm with Dr. Dass. Among the teachers, the young teacher Das is in charge of swords in the Warrior family and is a bearer of considerable strength, sometimes formerly part of the Knights sword unit.

"- What? You're not well, Aginis. You miss Her Highness, Gray, because she's not here?

"………………… no"

but unfortunately this das teacher is someone who can't read the air for a little while.

As far as Balad's report goes, he has no problems with both personality strength, rather he is a person classified as the better, but in any case neglects implicit understandings within the organization, aristocratic customs, political considerations and the meticulousness of people's minds.

It is also a feeling that depression did not rise and became a teacher while being strong enough to be a knight at the same time as graduation.

As you just did to me, in this teacher, who pointing out without offense the stories around him that he cares not to bring up on the subject, or the parts that he pretends not to see, he survives in the royal castle, where there are many implicit understandings.

"If you care so much, you should have gone with His Highness Gray. His Royal Highness would have invited you, wouldn't he?

"I have not officially worshipped His Highness yet. Just because His Royal Highness invites you to this royal castle, even if you haven't been ordained, will give you a good excuse to slander the nobles who don't think me funny."

"............... that's so hard"

"That's what nobility is."

"... if there's anything I can do to help you, can you tell your teacher?

"Thank you"

I don't even want to be a star, but when I'm pointed out pretty close, I answer Dr. Das' words in a slightly throwing mood.

It seemed like an attitude that would have pointed out if Lady Gray or Ballad were in a bad mood, but naturally, Dr. Das wouldn't notice my mood like that.

Dr. Das nodded at my words and left me saying, "Don't hold me in too much alone, we'll talk around properly," and went back to monitoring the training ground.

I sigh loudly again, dropping off the back of such an enthusiastic but slightly dull Dr. Das.

............... Student Thoughts, It's a shame.

With that sentiment towards Dr. Das, who is slightly empty, I give a thought to Master Gray and Jin, who have not been in school since yesterday.

It was only yesterday that the life of the Castle returned to His Highness Gray following the announcement of retirement of [Fiery Spear Brave] and the head of the Kingdom Sorcery Division. And Gray, who received his life from His Majesty the King before noon yesterday, left for the castle with Jin, a formal side service.

Starting around tomorrow, the Royal Castle will decide on the next Grand Marshal and Master of Magic, and discussions will be held about how Grandpa and Master Celery will shake themselves in the future and how to deal with the surrounding countries due to the retirement of two of Shi Yingjie, and Master Gray was returned to the Castle to participate in that discussion as Prince Wang.

That said, it seems that the next Grand Marshal and Master Magic have already been nominated by Grandpa and Master Celery, and the main contents of the meeting will be the two retirement ceremonies, the two newly appointed inauguration ceremonies, and the response to each country, but half of Si Yingjie has retired, and the other two have also expressed their desire to retire after seeing folds, and now the royal castle is in a whirlpool of noise.

Sometimes it was Grandpa who caused this incident, which is one of the most important things in the country, and he said, "Why don't you come with me?" Master Grey invited me, "I said no.

Because there was no way to break the school's decision not to be allowed to stay out for private use outside of an emergency, in my current position.

I'm sure my eyes have changed and my ratings have improved, but that's also a story in school. It will ease further in this matter of Marnagarm, but many royal castles, fortifications and folks still don't think of me very well.

Leaving aside bad rumors spreads and roots, but I have the guts to root out good rumors. Now that things are getting better, there's no reason to hit a bad hand.

I swore I would go the right way.

Then there is no way for me to break the school rules and follow Master Gray's words without formal worship. So I refused to go to the royal castle. There is no mistake in that decision.

Rather, judging and executing it will allow the ancient stocks who take a heavy look at courtesy and format to review it. Because Master Gray thought the same thing, and he didn't force me to take him.

I didn't do anything wrong, and I'm glad I did.

- 'Cause if you can break it off, it's easy, what is it?

How much honesty I have lined up in my head and told myself, the real problem is not so easily divisible. I dropped off Master Gray. I've had feelings since yesterday.

To be honest, I'm very concerned about your grandfather's retirement.

Until the entrance ceremony, it was caused by a simulated battle that had come to watch nineteen or eighty-nine years ago, such as the sudden change of heart of my grandfather, who had made it clear that he was still active, and even more precisely because of the cumming out I had done at that time.

Enough to get an apology letter. Grandpa feels quite a burden on me. I wrote "Never mind" in my reply letter, but my grandfather is not clever enough to admit that I "got it" there.

If you think about it, it's definitely me who pulled the trigger for this retirement. And for that reason, if you imagine the royal castle so confused that you have to recall Master Gray, you are full of guilt.

............... and most importantly,

With Master Gray, as a matter of course, if you think of the figure of Jin in the carriage picking you up, you will be able to help yourself. Though I deserve it, in this noise that rocks the heart of the country, it's hard to exhaust my tongue in my chest at that time when I had to entrust Master Gray to Jin and drop him off.

- I don't deserve to be sorry.

I know that.

I'm the one who abandoned that place first.

The blame is heavy.

I think it would be a miracle to be back here while I rather keep falling that far, and I am spoiled and loved around enough that it was allowed to.

This time we shouldn't have done it together because it's all our own business in the past, and that's it. But the truth is, I didn't seem to be mentally grown up enough to be so accomplished.

After staring at the skeleton of the uneven ceiling of the worksite, he gently closes his eyes as if to push into himself emotions that have no object from the source that he wants to dissipate.

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As the distance narrowed in the sleepover, greed arose.

Without knowing it, I guess I thought I'd gone back in time. Perhaps it was the great thing that set the tone back on Master Gray.

You should have just felt good about yourself having a sweet idea before you got on poorly and were lifted up and taken off with all the nobles who wanted to oust the Aginis family. Yes, I do judge myself calmly.

But! What the...

While I want to praise myself for being able to calmly judge people's reactions, even if it was an unsatisfactory behavior if I think about the future, the emotions that I would have liked to go to the royal castle with Master Gray while my emotions were directed at me are at each other. Shi Yingjie's position of not being able to participate in a serious meeting, deciding on the future, was badly distorted.

It is the place where almost all the heads of houses, from the Duke to the Baron, convene. There will be plenty of people who will set something up on this occasion. The centre of this country today is shaky enough to think about doing anything incontrovertible.

.................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................. I'm sure I'll take this opportunity to test the loyalty of the nobles..., I'm also curious to see what you think of the future response to the surrounding countries beyond the fact that [the brave] are doing the Grand Marshal, and there's definitely a stupid nobleman who will be on track with Si Yingjie quitting! I'm worried that Mr. Gray's aides will be okay with politics and the trivially neglected gin of nobility in a place where they and the lords of nobility gather! - Oh, no more! Why do I have to leave a message at school at a time like this!? You deserve it!

It was a workout where I took my feet to calm myself, which seemed like I would be toothpicked if I lost my mind, but it was not easy to calm this complicated chest. If I drank the water all at once to delude the inside of my own chest, the cold water was pleasant to my lit body.

But to that extent, there is no way this complex emotion clears up. I couldn't digest my emotions, but I thought of Lady Gray I dropped off yesterday.