Americana

I really never talked about how I was doing.

These past years have been.. well, shit.

To be honest there has never been good in my life.

The bad parts have only been here.

My family is a wreck.

My parents are dead.

My brother is gone.

And my aunt.

Well she's to good for this world.

I mean she stayed for me.

Even though I was a bitch to her.

She was like the mother I never gotten a chance to meet.

Now?

Jenny's dying.

And I can't help to think.

What if I had just never been born.

Because then dad wouldn't have killed mom.

And Kan would still be here.

But no.

I was born.

And I ruined there lives.

And all I can do is try and save them.