Americana

*warning if your easily trigged by serious issues this episode may not be for you*

So when I say that I would've stayed home. I meant it.

So let's continue.

When I was done getting ready, my friend (Kayla) spun me around telling me I was beautiful.

Kayla was one of my closest friends.

Emphasis on the was.

When we got to the party Kayla went straight to Sam I guy she had a crush on.

So me being alone I went to go find a restroom to hide in.

Went I accidentally walked in on a n.a.k.e.d girl fighting off a boy.

I was startled, but soon realized what was happening and ran to the boy trying to push him off the poor girl.

When the boy turned around he swung at me.

I got knocked out for a few seconds, while the girl came to help me I told her to run.

She did.

But unfortunately for me the boy is as angry.

He picked me up from my neck and threw me into a wall.

And he wasn't just any boy. He was five times the size of me. Probably bigger.

He came over to me again, held me by the neck and whispered In my ear 'she ran before I could finish. So now. It's your turn.'

I was terrified in that moment.

I kicked him in the no no spot.

He got up and pressed me face first into the wall holding me there.

You can picture what happened next.

I screamed for what felt like for hours. And after he was- done. He beat the absolute shit out of me.

He took out his pocket knife and cut my back so deep. And said 'so you can remember me.'

Then he just left.

He left me there alone.

He left me with the both emotional and physical scar.