Are You Addicted?

"I'm a beast? What are you? A beast?" Gu Yang's grim look passed, and his words were ruthless. "I've done wicked things, and you've done a few good things?" I hurt my own brother, and you hurt your dad! Who was the one who worried about you all day at the time of your injury? Have you ever thought of gratitude? ... "

"Don't get the subject off!" Gu Hai interrupted Gu Yang's sophistry stiffly. "I just want to ask you now, what happened after my car accident?"

"Is that the car accident that did not cause you to lose amnesia? I remember you regained consciousness as soon as you woke up. Didn't everything happen in front of you every day? What else do you want to know?"

"I just want to know what happened before I woke up."

"Before you wake up? Do you still need to ask? It must have taken you to the hospital and rescued you."

"Can you stop circle with me?" Gu Hai's patience was disintegrated a little bit. "You know exactly what I'm asking. Between the time I woke up after my car accident, you talked to Beroin. What? What did he tell you again? Please tell me originally. "

"What can I tell you?" Gu Yang watched Gu Hai. "It's been eight years. What do you save if you know the truth?"

"I didn't want to save anything, I just wanted to know! I just wanted to understand!"

"Okay, then I tell you, you listen." Gu Yangyan turned to the truth. "You were in a traffic jam while you were in a traffic jam. Belorin stepped you back in front of the ambulance. When I arrived at the hospital, Beroin was outside the ward, and the doctor announced that you were out of danger, and he left. He told me before leaving, and when you woke up, he said he was dead. "

"Impossible!" Gu Hai couldn't accept the fact, "It must be what you said that run him away!"

"If you don't believe me, there is nothing you can do, but it is indeed my codification that he said he went abroad. At that time, I saw that you did not live like a person all day. In order to give you some hope, I just compiled such a set of words. . Later I found relatives and friends of Beroin, and they promised to cooperate. That's why you can't find the news everywhere. "

Gu Haiwan never expected that he had lived in a scam for the past eight years. He endured hellish torture every day, and in the end it was just a statement that others did not feel itchy.

"Does my dad know about this?"

"Did you say he didn't know?" Gu Yang sneered, "At the time Bai Luoyin decided to join the army, he was notified by him and he personally promised not to interfere with your future development."

Gu Hai finally understood why, in the past eight years, Gu Weiting would tolerate his own indulgence and watched the absurd behavior of going abroad to find heroin. It turned out that he was the one who helped. He would rather watch his son struggle with a lie than tell him the truth.

"Xiaohai." Gu Yang's tone softened. "Some things are cliché, but they are so rational. Even if no one interfered with you at the time, you and your two tempers wouldn't go far. Long pain is worse than short pain, Rather than let you go so many crooked roads, let you stop thinking about it. "

"Take these sound reasons to whiten your own crimes. How many crooked roads I take is my own business. I confess my sufferings and suffering, that is my choice after all!"

"Did anyone interfere with your choice?" Gu Yang stood up and walked in front of Gu Hai, staring at him coldly. "I'm just a messenger. What did I interfere with you? What did your father interfere with you? It's Beroin. To put it bluntly, everything is what you ask for! If you really understand him, you are really as affectionate as you said, how can you not find him, and how can you easily believe us? "Let us dominate your life?"

Gu Hai smiled with a broken smile, "When I was lying in a hospital bed, when I was classified as a second-level disability within a year, who else can I trust more than you?"

"This is where your incompetence is!" Gu Yang said, "Be sober, son! Why don't you want to be alone and why? Why don't you want to think why people all over the world partner together. Lie to you? Because in their eyes Here, you are not worthy of trust, not worthy of trust, and not worthy of letting them take the risk and tell you the truth! "

"If you are not born, you will have enough skills to support yourself! Maturity is a process, it is not artificial!" Gu Haichi stared at Gu Yang with red eyes. "You are so powerful in all directions, ask When you have an accident, why is it only my phone call? Who designed your life for you? Which family member did you use to report corruption?

Gu Yang grabbed Gu Hai's neck collar and reminded viciously: "My care is not easily given to others, so don't trample it easily!"

Gu Hai was forcibly held by several bodyguards who had rushed in before he could fight back.

"Don't do it!" Gu Yang reacted more fiercely than Gu Hai.

The atmosphere was deadlocked, and Gu Haicai said quietly for a while: "Gu Yang, I always think that kindness is the essence of being a person. You are not afraid that someone is more kind than you, but you always worry that someone is more sinister than you. Hello yourself! "

After Gu Hai went out, Gu Yang's fist slammed into the table, and his heart fell over. Still have a face to talk to me kindly? Who am I kind to Gu Yang? Apart from being kind to you, to heroin, to whom have you been kind?

Beloin was severely criticized as soon as he returned to the army. First, the instructor educated him bitterly. Later, the matter passed to the division's ears somehow. Later, at 9 o'clock the next evening, the division was still under the division Please go there, and one stop is just a few hours. After voluntarily admitting the mistake, he was also asked to write a review of 5,000 words, which must be handed over the next morning.

Bai Luoyin was busy until three o'clock in the morning, writing less than three thousand words, his eyelids dropped heavily, his head dangled, and he drew to the table after a while. Bai Luoyin got up and walked towards the door, intending to be sober and sober with the cold wind.

There was silence in the compound of the military region, and a few lone lights flashed in front of them for a while, and finally merged with the night.

Since the army, Belorin has stayed up late, but this is the first time to stay up late to write a review.

Why did you just start impulse?

After having fun, Beloin was puzzled by what he had done.

"First tell me that you are dead, let me live a life that is not as good as two years later. Then tell me that you have gone abroad, let me look for you all over the world, and watched the hope again and again ...

Beroin's mind repeated this sentence over and over again. What is life like to die? Is it better to die since I first came to the army? Everyday mechanistic numbness, is life better than death without fighting spirit and goal? Is it better to die a lonely life?

Compared with his experience over the years, everything he has endured is a cloud, right?

After waking up in a car accident, he didn't see himself at first sight. What was his mood like? When he heard of his misfortune, what was his mood like? He stayed in the hospital for more than half a year and dealt with medical equipment every year. He was sad and had nowhere to tell. What was his feeling of being uncomfortable and having nowhere to vent? He inquired about his news all over the world, and he was disappointed over and over again. What was his mood like? ...

Beroin couldn't think of it. In the past eight years, every nerve in his body would be inextricably intertwined, causing a severe pain and tearing his heart.

Some things are so deeply rooted that it is easy to forget to forget?

Bai Luoyin sighed and continued to write at the desk. When did the writing skills that he had always been good at become a weakness, he actually became a person who eats by physical strength. And the guy who has always been called a lack of attention, even runs a technology company! !!

This world is amazing.

"Beroin, 26 years old, a national first-level pilot. With a safe flight time of 1407, he flew over the J-7, J-8, and J-10 aircraft. Participated in the study of flight technology theory, achieved original results in unpowered flight theory, and put forward new concepts in military theory. Wu Congsheng, 37, a national first-class pilot ... "

The instructor finished the presentation and sought the opinion of the director of the institute.

"So far, these two people have been recommended. Can you see who is more suitable to take over the radio navigation project you are planning?"

The director frowned, looking at the instructor with a cautious expression, "Which one do you prefer?"

"Both of them have their own advantages. From experience, of course, Wu Congsheng is more abundant, but in terms of pioneering and forward-looking, it seems that white **** is better. From my personal perspective, I still compare He tends to be white. Although he is young, he has a steady and flexible mind, and more research in this area is beneficial to his personal development. "

The director nodded, "I also give priority to this one."

The trainer held his long hand and his eyes shone.

"This is the first priority development object of our base!"

The director smiled slightly, "That's him!"