As a top star, I only want to eat soft rice

After a long time, she cried and fell asleep.

Saratoga didn't know when she cried herself to sleep. When she woke up the next day, her voice was completely hoarse and her eyes were red.

As a result, she didn't dare to go out of the room to see people all day. She was most afraid that she would be seen by Vian and Lexington.

She was even nervous all day, afraid that someone would knock on the door and find out what she looked like.

Fortunately, no one came to disturb her until the evening, and even Vian, who was worried about her last night, didn't come today.

She felt a little lonely and sad. She was afraid to face Vian, but she was more afraid that Vian really didn't care about her anymore.

In the end, she could only hide in the quilt and cry secretly, hating herself for not living up to expectations.

......

"Is this method really useful, Commander?"

In Lexington's room, Lexington was operating a carrier-based aircraft to patrol the port area, and it was natural that it would fly past Saratoga's window.

In the night, Lexington's carrier-based aircraft did not appear very obvious, not to mention that Saratoga was not paying attention to the fighter planes flying over and over again outside the window.

Although no one disturbed Saratoga today, her every move was always under the watchful eyes of Vian and Lexington.

"Madam, don't you know Gaga yet? The main reason why she became like this is me, so I should take her out."

Vian's words were unusually firm now.

"Gaga, this child, after this incident is over, I must educate her well. She is so grown up and still needs you, the commander, to worry about her. She has done something wrong and still needs you, the commander, to worry about her."

Lexington sighed helplessly.

"And you, Commander, too. If there are more sisters in the port area in the future, what will you do if others see you?"

After saying that, Lexington rolled his eyes at Vian.

As for the reason.

Last night, he didn't leave at all, and even quietly leaned against the door to listen to the movements in the house. He heard all the crying of Saratoga.

When Lexington patrolled the port area again, he found Vian eavesdropping, and he was still in front of his sister's room.

This certainly attracted Lexington's attention, and he ran to Vian at the fastest speed and caught him red-handed.

It was natural that he knew what Saratoga did that night and why Vian did it.

At the same time, Lexington began to focus on observing his sister's situation, and communicated with Vian from time to time.

As for why the two of them did not disturb Saratoga the next day, it was also to silently care about Saratoga's situation, her joys and sorrows.

It was also because of the observation of one day and two nights that Vian and Lexington roughly knew why Saratoga became like this.

As a sister, Lexington must be the one who knows Saratoga best and is most worried about her.

Because her sister has been looking for her for so many years, and there are many admirals who have ideas about her.

Even on the way to find Lexington, Saratoga encountered a more extreme admiral who wanted Saratoga to be his ship girl.

If she didn't like to go out and liked to stay on the warship, and her strength was strong enough, the admiral of the navy couldn't do anything to her, she didn't know how much trouble she would encounter.

So far, she has seen the bad side of humans. She was originally devoted to finding Lexington. She didn't want to find an admiral anymore.

But she was so powerful, but there were always people who came up to her, hoping to make a contract with her. Subconsciously, she felt that the contract relationship was not reliable at all, and was full of vigilance against human admirals.

Because she doesn't like to go out, she doesn't have two ship girls as friends, she is quite withdrawn, and she can't find Lexington. Saratoga doesn't have anyone to open her heart to.

The more she is in this situation, the more difficult it is for her to control her longing for Lexington. She misses her sister and the carefree life she had when she was with her sister.

A girl who has always been well protected by her sister, after leaving her sister, she is not used to the life, which makes her want to return to her comfort zone faster.

If there is a way to get her out of this situation?

That is to make more friends, go out, meet more and better people to replace the irreplaceable sister in her heart.

But there is no way, she doesn't like to go out and is withdrawn, this road is completely blocked, and she can only go to the end of another road to find Lexington.

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And for a person who has relied on a hope for more than ten or twenty years, can her thoughts remain unchanged?

Her longing for Lexington has become morbid, or Saratoga herself is sick.

Lexington is very touched by this.

Although Saratoga was also clingy when she was a child, this Saratoga who took the initiative to find her is a little too clingy.

Basically, she wants to stay by her side for 24 hours and doesn't want to leave at all. If it weren't for her admiral, Saratoga might want Lexington to stay by her side forever and not go anywhere.

As for other people, Saratoga doesn't care at all. In her eyes, there is only Lexington, her sister, the sister she can't live without for the rest of her life.

After Saratoga became the Vian ship girl, Lexington also asked Elizabeth about Saratoga's situation many times.

Even Saratoga became Vian's ship girl in order to stay with Lexington better and longer. As for Saratoga's own feelings, she may have subconsciously ignored them.

After all, in Saratoga's eyes, her sister is the most important. Even if she is naughty at ordinary times, it is just her and Lexington's daily life. It is also to attract Lexington's attention and want to be more cared by her sister.

Whether scolding her or praising her, at least Lexington is by her side.

Obviously, Lexington has long discovered that Saratoga is wrong, but as a sister, what can she do when she encounters her sister's coquetry and clinginess?

Of course, she spoils her.

Even Lexington roughly figured out the character of his sister in the process of getting along with Saratoga.

Compared with her cheerful, simple and naughty sister in her memory, the real Saratoga is not as cheerful as imagined. Some only don't care about anything and don't care.

Even if she is cheerful, it is one of her masks, covering up her heartless, insecure, and lonely inner self.

Logically speaking, if she only has Lexington in her heart, she will not become like this if she lives heartlessly.

But she sold herself to Vian for Lexington in a daze and became Vian's ship girl.

In a subtle way, Vian used her unique view of treating ship girls to impact her original defense against the admiral.

And there was a relationship between the two of them in a daze, not to mention that Vian could make her stagnant strength move forward one step.

She had a good impression of Vian unconsciously.

Not to mention that Vian also doted on Saratoga, who made her his sister-in-law.

She would fall unconsciously because she lacked a sense of security. She never needed to care about anyone except Lexington before.

Now there is a new person who broke into her defensive heart. She didn't know how to deal with it at all, so she did a lot of bad things.