Aspire For Love Wistfully

By the time Gu Zhao got home, it was already three o'clock in the morning. The light had been turned off and it was dark all around. At this time, aunt Yu had already gone to bed. Gu Zhao opened the door and went in.

He didn't turn on the light, but found his wine cabinet according to his familiar road. By the light on the mobile phone, he took two bottles of wine at will, and didn't see what it was.

Come to the living room, near the balcony. Gu Zhao didn't worry too much. He just sat on the ground and opened the bottle with a screwdriver. Pour the wine from the bottle into the glass.

The moon outside is far away, because he opened the curtain, and the moon outside can shine through the glass. It's very quiet outside, only insects can be heard.

It was the first time that Gu Zhao was so quiet, listening to the insects outside and drinking. It's a wonderful feeling. It can calm his heart.

After a few drinks, he suddenly got up and opened the window. As soon as it was opened, a gust of wind came in. The wind in late autumn was still a little cold, but he didn't feel much cold after drinking.

Leaning against the window, Huo Ting smelled the fragrance of flowers and turned to see that it was planted by Jiang Yao. Looking at the flowers above, he took a sip of wine. The picture in my head is. Jiang Yao is holding a pair of scissors to trim these potted flowers. She smiles while cutting them. She is full of smiling faces and looks very happy.

However, as soon as the picture turns, he vaguely sees Jiang Yao lying on the sofa, reading a book in her hand, and touching her stomach with the other hand. He whispers to her: "child, child."

Gu Zhao shakes his head, and the picture in front of him changes. It was Jiang Yao who covered her stomach and said, "my child, where are you?"

This scene frightened Gu Zhao. He rubbed his eyes and the picture disappeared. But he still remembers that Jiang Yao looked at him in despair and said coldly, "Gu Zhao, I hate you, I hate you. You killed our children. "

Gu Zhao drank a glass full of wine, and the glass was clean. When he picked up the glass again, he found that there was no wine in it.

Maybe he thought it was too troublesome to drink with a cup. He simply threw the cup aside and began to drink with his mouth to the mouth of the bottle. He drank so hard that he was choked.

Cough a few, from the face all the way to the neck root.

He conveniently closed the glass door, isolating the sound from outside to inside. Aunt Yu heard something, but she opened her eyes and closed them.

Because the sound disappeared. She thought it was mostly caused by some cat outside. She didn't care and didn't get up. I went on sleeping with my eyes closed and soon fell asleep.

Gu Zhao looked inside and found nothing.

It has to be said that Gu Zhao's drinking ability is still very strong. He finished two bottles of wine in a short time. He pointed the bottle to the ground and let out a drop or two of wine.

"Why not."

Gu Zhao said a very silly words, he has not drunk enough. So he held on to the wall and opened the window again, staggering to the inside. This time, he took a lot, about five or six bottles.

In the process of coming out, he hugged something and almost knocked down the wine in the bottle. Fortunately, he was quick enough to regain his balance.

It was a relief, but it was a revelation to him.

He returned to the place carefully and sat down slowly. Take out a cigarette and light it. He took a deep breath and then spit it out. It was full of smoke and looked very enjoyable.

But only Gu Zhao himself knew that it was not enjoyment, it was filling the emptiness in his heart. He didn't want to and didn't dare to close his eyes, because once he closed his eyes, the scene just happened.

Jiang Yao looked at herself hopelessly and said that she would never forgive herself, never for a lifetime. She was very proud of herself and let herself pay back the child's life. This makes Gu Zhao very uncomfortable, for the children's things he is also distressed ah.

Now as long as you think of what happened that day, Gu Zhao can't slap himself in the face. But he did, and it got heavier and heavier.

Gu Zhao had tears in his eyes, but he didn't fall down.

Picking up the bottle, Gu Zhao drank more than half of it.

Close your eyes, the picture turns to that day, he has a dispute with Jiang Yao, he does not believe that the child is his own. So he pushed him hard and let her hit the back.

Now he can't forget that it was this right hand that pushed Jiang Yao hard. It was this right hand that made him lose a child.

He also regretted that when Jiang Yao said that she was in pain and asked him to save the child, he said sarcastically that she was acting. Thinking of all these things, Gu Zhao regretted.

If that child is born, I'm afraid it can be called his father. She must look like Jiang Yao. She is very soft. Gu Zhao fancied that the child was lying on his body and sleeping soundly.

When he opened his eyes, the child disappeared.

Gu Zhao's eyes are desolate. Now he seems to vent his inner depression.

He is not sure that he can let Jiang Yao return to her side again. She is so cruel to herself. The despairing eyes are still imprinted in his eyes and can't be forgotten.

Bottle after bottle of drinking, his eyes blurred looking outside, slowly his consciousness began to blur. Later, she was unconscious. When she woke up again, she heard aunt Yu's voice. Her loud voice woke Gu Zhao who was lying outside.

"Who is this? Did you really get into a burglar last night when you made such a mess at home?"

She quickly went to the living room and walked out along the direction of the wine bottle. Before she got to the door, she was frightened by Gu Zhao lying on the ground.

He stepped back two steps before stopping.

"It's me."

Aunt Yu heard Gu Zhao's voice and quickly went out.

Seeing Gu Zhao, who was full of wine, he said, "Sir, why are you? I thought it was a thief."

Aunt Yu was embarrassed. Seeing Gu Zhao holding the wall to get up, she quickly went up to hold him.

"No more."

He refused aunt Yu's help and slowly stood up with the wall. The consequence of a hangover is a headache, just like cracking.

Gu Zhao could not help frowning.

"You clean up."

"Well, sir, go and have a rest first. I'll take some sobering medicine for you. You'll feel better after taking it."

She turned around and went to the cupboard to look for the medicine. As she looked for it, she said, "I remember my wife bought the medicine before and put it somewhere... Ah, here it is."

In a corner, aunt Yu knew that she had found Jiang Yaofang's sobering medicine. She went to help Gu Zhao get a cup of warm water and handed it to Gu Zhao with the medicine and water.