Aspire For Love Wistfully

Gu Zhao gently tapped the table with his fingers. The hot pot was already cold because he turned off the switch. Gu Zhao stuffed the cold beef into his mouth. The cold beef was not very good because of the soaking of various hot pot substrates, and even aged directly because it had been put in the pot for too long. But now Gu Zhao can't feel the bad taste of beef at all.

It's all dark now. As night falls, the French windows of Qin Lang's house enable Gu Zhao to see the outside scene clearly“ In the past, I told myself that as long as I could make up for Jiang Yao, after all, it was what I had done before that would cause such a situation. But now I really, as long as I think that there will be another person like me who can take care of Jiang Yao and even form a better family with Jiang Yao, I find my heart really painful. "

Before Gu Zhao, his guilt for Jiang Yao made him have more pity for Gu Zhao. Gu Zhao just wanted to take good care of Jiang Yao, hoping that Jiang Yao could live a good life. But as time went on, Gu Zhao felt that his possessive desire for Jiang Yao was even more serious. Now Gu Zhao, broken Jade Jiang Yao seems to have a more serious amount of paranoia, and even think of himself once again will Jiang Yao tied to his side.

"I don't want Jiang Yao to be afraid of me, but I'm more afraid that Jiang Yao doesn't need me." Gu Zhao smiles bitterly. He never knew that he would be so worried about gain and loss. After all, Gu Zhao had never met anything he wanted to give and everything he wanted to get before. Jiang Yao was the first one Gu Zhao wanted to take for himself.

Gu Zhao is the first time to know that love is not only a sweet life together, there is a kind of is not. Gu Zhao has always told himself that he should not be too persistent with Jiang Yao. It's like pursuing the advantages and avoiding the disadvantages. Gu Zhao knows very well that the chance that he and Jiang Yao can be together again is too low. In order that he won't hurt more in the end, Gu Zhao even tells himself that Jiang Yao is so beautiful every time when he is good to Jiang Yao, In addition to himself, there will be more people will see Jiang Yao's good.

"Gu Zhao, what if you give up?" In fact, Qin Lang is very different from Gu Zhao. No matter what kind of problems he faces, Qin Lang always chooses the things he has the most for himself. Therefore, Qin Lang sometimes doesn't understand why Gu Zhao is still so persistent. "You know very well that even though Jiang Yao still loves you, the probability of being with you is very low. You know better than others, Now that this is the situation, why should we continue to entangle with each other? "

Gu Zhao did not immediately answer Qin Lang's question, but quietly looked at the traffic outside the landing window. Gu Zhao has been looking at the city quietly for a long time. Over the years, too many changes have taken place in the city. Gu Zhao still remembers the place where he first met Jiang Yao, but now in the evening, no matter how hard Gu Zhao tried to find that place, he could not find it at all“ Qin Lang, why did you buy this house? "

Qin Lang didn't know why Gu Zhao's topic suddenly changed. He just said casually, "at the beginning, I didn't want to live in the old house, I wanted to move out. Yang Zi liked this kind of French window at that time. He had no money to buy it, so he encouraged me to buy it. I didn't ask for a place to live, so I let him buy it. "

In fact, Qin Lang and Gu Zhao would not choose a house with such French windows if they chose. French windows are happy in the eyes of many girls, because they see a lot of traffic during the day. At night, the whole city is decorated with neon lights. From the perspective of French windows, it is also lively, but after 3 a.m, When the whole city slowly fell into a deep sleep, a dark city was more obvious in the French windows, adding nothing but loneliness.

Gu Zhao smiles because of Qin Lang's reply. Yang Zi is indeed a clear stream among them. Because Yangzi is Laolaizi, all the elder brothers and sisters in the family love him very much. Although Yangzi is not reliable, every one of them is rare, but he can't speak strangely. It seems that even if he sees the darkest things in the world, he will still believe that the world is good.

"Yangzi is really a ray of sunshine in our lives." Gu Zhao slowly takes his eyes back and stares at a photograph on the wall. This photo was taken by Yang Zi when he went to Sahara with a tour group. At that time, Gu Zhao did not expect that Yang Zi could really follow such an ordinary poor tour group to a place like Sahara with his own ability. Yang Zi brought back such a work after he came back.

The picture shows the endless yellow sand in the Sahara desert, but just above the yellow sand, green grass grows. When Yang Zi showed them at that time, he said to them, "the Sahara is like a boa constrictor. Rabbits like grass can't live in that place, but everyone will have his own unusual life."

Gu Zhao can still remember Yang Zi's words at that time. Although Yang Zi looks like a dandy, Gu Zhao knows very well that even if he sees the darkest side of the world, he still believes that the other side of the world is bright“ I remember Yang Zi said, "everyone has his own unique personality."

Gu Zhao's previous life was for the sake of the whole family. For the sake of the whole family, Gu Zhao could give up a lot of his freedom, his love and even his morality. But after meeting Jiang Yao, Gu Zhao suddenly finds that if he wants to give up Jiang Yao, a woman who does not conform to the identity of Gu's hostess, for the sake of his family, as Qin Lang said, Gu Zhao suddenly feels that his life does not seem to have any color.

"Jiang Yao, it seems that I can't give up at all. Every time I think that I will lose him, my whole world seems to lose all its colors. " Gu Zhao stares at the photograph and says slowly, "maybe Jiang Yao is the unusual one Yang Zi said."

Qin Lang doesn't want to argue with Gu Zhao. As Gu Zhao's brother, Qin Lang knows that Jiang Yao is not the best choice for Gu Zhao's partner. But as a brother, Qin Lang is very clear about Gu Zhao's feelings for Jiang Yao. Gu Zhao is always stubborn. He can't even deal with his work, let alone love.